anees - leave me (Lyrics) 'i don't like the person that i am when i hurt you'

I don’t like the person that I am when I hurt you
Cause in those moments I desert you
And I realize I don’t deserve you, no I don’t deserve you but

I’m praying on my knees begging that you won’t leave me
But you can do so much better please believe me
So I won’t blame you if you leave me, leave me cause I

I made a promise on the day we said vows
I swore to love you and to never let you down
I told your father I’d protect you from the pain
I told your mother I would shelter you from rain

You were the only one that I have ever dreamed of
My perfect truth that I’ve hidden with every lie
If only I was less concerned about our future
I might have noticed you needed me by your side

And after all of those days, you kept it inside
Don’t know how I missed, every tear that you cried
I love you enough, to let you be free
So I can’t blame you baby, it started with me

Cause I loved you, but left you in moments of need
We broke like a promise to heavy to keep
and baby, it kills me lately
Cause maybe I’m the reason why

I don’t like the person that I am when I hurt you
Cause in those moments I desert you
And I realize I don’t deserve you, no I don’t deserve you but

I’m praying on my knees begging that you won’t leave me
But you can do so much better please believe me
So I won’t blame you if you leave me, leave me cause I

I’m so sorry for the way things went down
You deserve a king and I’m not wearing no crown
It’s tears welling up in your eyes
and I’d be lying through my teeth if I told you I was surprised

What did I think? Would happen after all of this time
It’s like you blink and seven years just passes you by
I wish that I could run it back and write my wrongs
Maybe you wouldn’t be gone if I wasn’t chasing these songs

And I spend my energy trying to actually be a better man
Lost my centerpiece, and I don’t think you understand
What you meant to me, our love was deeper than ration
But never loved you enough to set you free from my passion, I

I don’t like the person that I am when I hurt you
Cause in those moments I desert you
And I realize I don’t deserve you, no I don’t deserve you but

I’m praying on my knees begging that you won’t leave me
But you can do so much better please believe me
So I won’t blame you if you leave me, leave me cause I

But maybe we had to break to grow, maybe I had to lose to learn
But when I hear your name I feel the pain and my heart still burns
Maybe this is my sacrifice, maybe I love you my whole life
But I’ll lay down my pride and hope you’ll find me on the other side

I don’t like the person that I am when I hurt you
Cause in those moments I desert you
And I realize I don’t deserve you, no I don’t deserve you but

I’m praying on my knees begging that you won’t leave me
But you can do so much better please believe me
So I won’t blame you if you leave me, leave me cause I

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[BangersOnly]

anees is just absolutely SPECIAL. Have been dying to hear the full version of this one for what feels like forever and it's finally here. I hope you all love it

[reddread]

That clip he did singing this song was so powerful that I had to find the whole song. Anees just gained a new fan ‼️💪

[ChristianTrees]

Just found this through a instagram short and I already know it’s a masterpiece 🌹

[Michigan_dad]

Almost 20 years you still cross my mind almost daily. I know you’re happy. That makes me smile.

[makhicaples]

I’ve been listening to this on repeat. It goes hard

[angelbyrd]

Instant flood gates opened!! Idk how many times i've listened and still can't stop crying. Love this.

[pablocortez]

The pain of hurting the people you love dearly 😢 resentment, self hate… list goes on… feels like people like us don’t deserve anyone anymore…

[phillipnagel]

This song has had me dying inside for awhile now it weighs on my chest alot I really do appreciate this song the person who made this song I've never needed a song more than I needed this song thank you for great music

[monkeyreese]

It just goes so damn hard for no damn reason. This song gives me chills, tears, joy, and a great big smile. I'm here for Anees. 🙌🏽

[aubriannaweyrick]

I just lost my mom recently and honestly this song made me cry my eyes I was so focused on myself and by the time I noticed it was to late

[nahlaadams]

What a beautiful voice. Met your cousin yesterday in Naperville, IL and introduced me to your beautiful voice. So powerful and beautiful❤ even your cousin had an amazing voice as well 🥰

[SleepyThaDragon]

This song always hit hard in the shorts but damn I didn’t think it would be so relevant to my story and hit me harder than I expected. Just sucks it’s bringing up the memories again like it was tomorrow than trying to forget or at least put in the back of my mind and move on ❤️

[IamVury]

This song means so much to me after a 10yr relationship with my baby's mother of 3kids. I wasn't doing what I was supposed to but I loved her.... this hurts but it makes sense 😔

[ashleybaze]

The only Song I listen to in the car, literally the only song it’s on repeat 😅🥰 thank you for this

[timfoss]

This shit hurts so good. Passion, talent, energy. Just Amazing

[steverobinson]

Nothing like a song that touches your reality

[lexusdavis]

This Song Literally explains the exact thing is Hit it on the buzzer!!!💯💯💔💔💔

[monicarobert]

You and rod wave need to make a song together ❤

[stressedflipflop]

Ugh...the memories hit hard. So much I didn't do cuz I worried of the what might bes. Now I'm stuck in wonder of the what could've beens

[angelpallet]

my new favorite song been playing this on repeat