i'm not doing good

i'm not doing good ~ In this day/week in my gay/LGBTQ+ life in central Tokyo, Japan, I take you along with me on my way to feeling better mentally. I have been struggling, and I do go to therapy and I am taking medication for anxiety, but sometimes, I still feel low. I've been having some struggles in life recently, but I will touch on that in the future if appropriate. Happy Tokyo Rainbow Pride btw!

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[fkasoup]

just because we have abundant lives doesn’t mean we have to be happy! life is confusing and has ups and downs. you got this, stan!!!

[_ai]

honestly whenever im struggling with overthinking/anxiety/depression, etc.
i go back to this video, because ik my favorite creators can struggle too and that makes me fell better in a way, because you dont hide it
you are my favorite creator

[_Julie_-uqkc]

I love the support in the comments! I hope you feel better and become the best you can be :)

[arsolrhmn]

Just because you think you should keep a good image all the time doesn't mean you can't share your problems with us, act as if we're your therapy stan! <3

[HenryFL]

When we saw you at pride from afar, we noticed you were busy and didn’t want to bother you .
We did yell mabuhay ! :) And the fact you still took a moment to wave meant a lot .
We are older gays who have been together for 20 years in Orlando Florida and we can tell you life has alot of ups and downs . It’s how one copes with the downs that allows us to enjoy more of the “ups “
You must be doing something right since you have so many people who love you .
Thanks for making us laugh and even cry at times - Me and my pinoy BF wish you and Ludwing a long and happy relationship together!❤❤❤❤❤

[avuhri]

the juxtaposition of this video to most of your other videos is honestly what makes you and your channel so special to me. you’re always considering all things when your mind is in one place and it’s really inspiring the way you let all things coexist and not have to be one thing at a given time.

you’ll get through this bestie, sending love 🤍

[danicakriziaarciga]

Stan does NOT know how much he has helped me because of his videos, his positive mindset is literally everything to me. Seeing this side of him is different but I know he has his own problems that he needs to deal with. Stan if you read this I hope you know ur an amazing person, and always remember to take your time to get, rest love yourself, and just have fun. Ingat po kuya Stan!

[justcooki]

No matter how you feel Stan, I- we as Stan Stans will always support you!

[Yuseius]

We always have bad days, weeks and even months! Just know that everything will get better eventually! It may not seem like it at the moment but I promise you everything is getting better slowly… but surely :>> this is not just for Stan but all of you guys in the comments who also experience these bad days! thank you Stan for sharing it with us Stan-stans. Sending so many virtual hugs your way! <3333

[Perfect_Blossom]

hey stan, It's really comforting to know that you're not alone sometimes and that there are other people who are in the same boat as you and that we don't always have to be happy and laughing all the time and i love that you open up and acknowledge that and share the ways in which you help yourself.

[absolutelynotellen]

Hello Stan! Thank you for sharing and opening up about your story. Sending you and everyone whoever read this comment a hug! I promise it'll get better soon. 💓 🤗

[livhasagoodheart]

hii stan! i wanna thank you for opening up about your mental health, i find that really brave there's a lot of people that struggle alone and have that fear of talking and expressing what they're feeling and it's completely fine not being okay, like you said, life goes on right? we have ups and downs and we have fears but we can be happy, since i started following you i've learned a lot from you and grown as person and i'm truly proud of you, you helped me going thru really hard times in the pandemic, i´m extremly thankful and grateful that i'm able to show your videos to my friends and family, i adore you unconditionally, i hope everything gets better, you're an amazing and an admiring person!! <33

[Niko-bwnq]

I really do look up to Stan. Like thos video just made me admire him more. He's so cool and confident to be able to share this part if his life with us that most vloggers wouldn't even show us.

[kultusrotigoreng]

Been crying a lot for no reason lately, then i found your mukbang short vid and end up binge watch your videos and MORE binge watch since i also discover mama's channel-- honestly make me feel alive :")

[meilol]

Thank you stan for this thank you for being who you are

[nia-csyd]

Stan your transparency is the reason you’re my comfort YouTuber! I’m in a similar situation rn, and it’s nice to not feel alone. Let’s stay strong besties ❤️

[EllTrotr]

Honestly, this video was filled with so many amazing messages that sometimes people really need to hear when they aren't doing well. I'm saving this to watch again on a bad day. Thank you stan ❤

[stickyrrice]

when i was not doing so well i suddenly found your “watch this if you’re insecure” and “watch this if you’re feeling down” :’> i’ve always just appreciated how candid and real you’ve been throughout your creative process! growing up as the eldest child i’ve always had pressures of having to look happy and put together all the time, so being vulnerable is something i still need work on, so thank you for always reminding me that’s it’s ok to slow down and take the time to care for our own self <3

[elizabethloera]

“We all have our own ways”

I’m sorry you’re going through this right now. You deserve the best this world has to offer. Anyone would be lucky to be in your presence; you’re such an empathetic and generous human being who isn’t afraid to love. I’m glad you have your family and friends to fall back on during this era 💗 keep on loving Stan. it’s your most beautiful quality. i’m sorry you’re hurting ✨ here’s a four leaf clover for you 🍀 I’m thinking of you and I want the best for you

[saintc]

Stan straight up has encouraged me to take better care of myself and go for it with reckless abandon. You’re hella appreciated. You gone be alright.