His Possession :::Episode 10::: Justlena Story {MARATHON 7/7}

So- here is the last part of the marathon! So sorry it took me so long to do it! I MIGHT post more tonight but that is not formal. I'm a bit tired but I might write another one! PS- I'm working on another Jelena story- I just got inspired and started writing- It's going great so far!
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I could honestly say I was speechless. No one has ever made me feel so happy and so secure. There was always something in the way of me feeling a hundredth percent happy, and then out of all sudden this guy appears and makes me truly the happiest girl on earth. He was as if an angel who came down from heaven and saved me from my own insecurities and my own discomforts. I couldn't believe that spending an hour or two with Justin could change my whole point of view. I haven't even known him for 48 hours yet I felt something very strong for him. Attraction wasn't the correct word to place it.
Now that I lay in silk sheets, my face buried in his neck, I could hear his peaceful breathing. My legs were tangled with his, my arm draped around his waist and I felt happy. That was all I needed to feel safe. I felt warm inside- something that never happened before.
I started thinking maybe this was love. Never have I ever felt this strongly about anyone...and I mean anyone- not even my mom. His heart beat made me calm and secure. And suddenly- I couldn't imagine my life without him.
Back a few years- I had dated a few guys. I thought that it was 'love'. Many girls in high school liked to talk to each other about their feelings, their boyfriends. I never did- I was a closed book that couldn't be read. I had dated few guys throughout my life, but all of them dumped me after they found out my mother's choice of career. That was probably why I never got too used to something, just like they said -- things come and go all the time and nothing is forever. This was one of the believes that I held onto dearly- but now it seemed to be shattered, gone from my heart. I couldn't imagine going back to my same old, sad and boring life. Justin was someone I couldn't imagine leaving...ever.
The sun was now shining in through the curtains and I could see that the clock on the wall read 6.00 o'clock. We had stayed up late. After we came back from the club, we didn't go straight into the bed business- which somehow made me feel funny...maybe even happy? We sat on the couch watching some black and white film that we found on one of the channels. We ordered food and talked. It wasn't really awkward as some might expect. To be honest there wasn't one moment that the room was filled with silence- except for the few times when we kissed- or when I went to the bathroom. After we ate, it was already past midnight and I was lost in my own thoughts- I thought if I should go back to the club or should I stay, but after I thought about how much money Justin paid Mark just so I wouldn't have to work- I couldn't bring myself to. I kissed him and we ended up naked in his bed- doing something that drove me crazy. It was something magical and not even if I was the biggest liar on earth could I bring myself to say that 'it was only a good fuck'.
"Sel?" I heard a husky voice and I lifted my eyes, seeing Justin looking down at me. I smiled up at him and reached up a bit- pecking his lips. He smiled at me and pulled the covers over our heads, rolling on top of me. He placed his lips on mine and I giggled. He pulled away after a minute and pulled the cover off our heads. I lay down next to him, my arm and leg draped around him.
"Do you have to work today babe?" Justin asked as he played with one of my curls. I smiled slightly to myself and shook my head. This felt like heaven. I was happy- and nothing at the moment could force the smile off my face.
"Okay then...we are going shopping," Justin stated and wrapped his arms around me, bringing me closer to him.
Yep- the day just got better and better!