Dear Summer / Hello Autumn | My Open Journal

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[KarlaI]

Also I'd like to add, one thing that I hope everyone also agrees with, is that we rather see one video a month or one video every two months that is thoughtful rather than seeing constant videos of unnecessary hauls, get ready with me, etc. That you can see from other YouTubers you know? I really love your videos and I'll be here for the long haul to ride this journey out with you! 💛 Remember that you are a beautiful soul that needs as much love as you give.

[holisticmaya]

Don’t stress about anything, I think I can confidently say that we pretty much all know you have only good intentions :) and I enjoy your sponsored content, so it’s not even a problem! Happy you’re taking action and feeling better in your life.

[Thefitty]

My jaw dropped. *you're back. You've uploaded. You're here.*

[jackie]

Oh my goodness, your beautiful words, and soothing voice...Anastasjia this is stunning

[ladyChanel]

I'm so glad to hear your open journals again. I missed them. And you. Have a wonderful cozy night 🌙

[lisiledbetter]

mad respect for the sponsorships, people are still weird about it sometimes but you earned it. thank you for your thoughts and words. it's genuinely good to see you!

[nataliasteiner]

self respect is the most important thing and there's nothing wrong with prioritizing your growth 💕 you deserve to live an honest and free life with every being you encounter and that fortunately includes us. so keep being you. that is enough. and it should be.

[TamaraaaLynn]

Anastasjia, we're always here for you! Whether you upload once a week or once a month; whether it's a vlog, haul, sponsored video.. we support you! I can seriously relate to so many of the things you feel and go through so just know that talking about it makes others like myself feel less alone.
Also, love your open journal! Your words are so magical and meaningful. 💛

[courtneymorris]

This is so artistic and amazing. Love it!

[astraleulogy]

it gets hard and its an uphill struggle with mental heath, but we believe in you and we're wishing you the best!!

[ironcladhoe]

Hey :) the biggest tip I could ever give is to eliminate self judgement — my therapist calls the word should a judgement, when you say you should do something it’s called “shoulding on yourself” hehe — I feel like there’s so much power in loving, understanding, and accepting yourself. Once you’ve done that and you feel secure, then you can really focus your attention on other things. Good luck darling! I believe in you.

[erandyslara]

I don’t know about the others but when you don’t post I usually get worried about you, cause I’ve followed you and I know what you’ve came through. You are a great human💕

[xochitlmoctezuma]

Thanks for come back but mostly for the DM on Instagram, you made may day happy, sending all my love your way, have a beautiful life. 🖤🌷

[migs]

Girl who cares what we think?! You wanna share lots then share! You don’t wanna share too much, that’s okay! We want to see you as you are in all your phases as you grow and change! Sponsored, or not! We love all your content regardless if it’s cringy or not. You’re channel really helps a lot in feeling calm and down to earth. Anxiety levels go down 99% when I watch your vids. You’re artistic and creative, you can make whatever content you want. We stick with you because we appreciate everything you do no matter how small.

[Joyremade]

as much as i love when you post, i love when its fulfilling videos. i love hearing your thoughts whether it be an open journal or vlog or even sponsored videos because they still have that lil anastasjia touch to them. don't worry about not uploading every week, i much prefer thought out videos that i can tell you enjoyed making. it's a blessing to see you post whenever it be, but utmost i love when you're happy. i hope you find healthy ways to live because you are such a kind soul and you deserve happiness and love.

[kawaii_ninja]

No pressure! You should always put your mental health first. To be honest, I think that you come off as a lot more genuine and relatable when you admit to having down times because it reminds me and many others who deal with the same things that we aren't as isolated as we feel. I know that whenever I have a rough round of anxiety that creeps up, your videos are one of the only things that really helps me to calm down. I have just as much fun rewatching your older videos until you feel ready to make a new one. 💕


Oh and I love the open journal! Your words and videos are always put together so beautifully! 🤧🖤

[payge]

I got goose bumps watching the beginning... this is beautiful. I love this. You’re so talented, I hope you’ll be okay, you really deserve to be happy. You’re a beautiful soul and I love your content and aesthetic, keep your head up. And know you have people who love your content and want to see you be truly happy. Life is a journey and it comes in waves, learn to ride along and enjoy the ride. I’m glad you’re making real progress with your mental health. 😊❤️

[stone.durfey]

You are a special soul...and when you do a video like this one...I am sure you reach many who need your words. I loved this goodbye to summer. I am going through a hard time. And your words reached me and lifted me. Yes you have been missed...but the need to care for you is simply very important and though we miss you. We wait and are happy to see you again. Love ya girl!

[meme-hssm]

So proud of you! I am working hard on improving myself as well to help my mental health, and it is terrifying and wonderful at the same time

[yzawhite]

We missed you, girl! But go deal with whatever physical and mental health things you have to do. Your well-being comes first before us. We'll always be here, willing to wait for amazing new content from you whenever you feel you're ready. Sending you love and light!