INNER WORLD: Flashbacks | DID - Dissociative Identity Disorder (Multiple Personality Disorder)

Can Alters experience flashbacks in the inner-world? How do Alters that are fronting experience this?

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[lilac_rain]

Hi DissociaDID, in case you haven’t heard this today yet thank you for being you, all of you ❤

[xx-sof-xx]

I remember during early system discovery where I heard a little cry inside my head. I didn't know why and it was like she was in is black void and I could only faintly hear her in the distance. I just grabbed a big plushie we have and hugged it. I didn't know if it would reach her, but I tried my best 💜

Our communication isn't super great and we don't really "see" an inner world other than that dark void (which is interesting since we actually have a very vivid imagination). It's super confusing to have this disorder. It's kinda like playing a mystery puzzle game where you figure out the plot as you piece together clues you stumble into, but also when you just thought you knew everything you find out that you've only discovered maybe 10% of the plot. Idk how to describe it, but it's... a journey 😅

[brookelynnbinkier]

The timing! I don’t have DID but I do have C-PTSD and just went through the most intense, pervasive emotional flashback I’ve ever experienced. This video was really helpful for perspective, connection, and calming. Thank you, Soren & system!

[hspparadise]

“Weaponized flashbacks” finally, I have a label for that phenomenon. We have come so far in our integration, and so have you! 🏆 Go science! 💪🏼 knowledge is power. Thank you for spreading awareness and helping create a better world! 🦸🏼‍♀️

[void_berry]

One of my friends recently told me that she is a system, and this channel has really helped me understand DID in ways i never would have gotten before, so thank you so much for that <3

[theNoctifloralParacosm]

we had an alter (won't name her for privacy reasons) and for years on end, whenever we looked for her in the inner world (she fronts very rarely), all she did was scream the most horrendous screams you've ever heard (we're survivors of RAMCOA and only are aware of small parts of our trauma, so we don't even want to know what she is experiencing) and act out violently to whomever tried approaching her. She stopped screaming recently after years of us working through trauma, and she even started speaking to us. Where we were going with this is yes, alters can have flashbacks in the inner world, even to this extent. We build her a part in the inner world where she at least is safe but all she did for *years* was scream. It was heartbreaking to say the least.

- Ender, an alter in the Noctifloral Paracosm

[nwwr]

The car example is the best example I've ever heard! It explains so much and connects so well with DID💕

[heartofyarn]

I love your haircut! We've been dealing with internal flashbacks and it's so terrifying. Thank you for bringing awareness to this! -Brea

[smileart]

Your hair looks loving the journey of it’s styling we’ve been seeing over the past several videos!

[raine-xeuk]

hey guys, you’ve helped my life so much and helped me slightly understand whats wrong with me. thank you so so much. i dont know what id do without yall

raine (host)

[Kerttu_Ellen]

I've recently discovered new trauma memories and reactions. It feels terrifying remembering more of those heart breaking things. But it makes life so much more stable and calm, when you know that your reactions have a reason. It's logical that your body & mind react in a certain way. It has been necessary to develop these mechanisms. Now you can learn to soothe yourselves and make yourselves feel safer❤

[cindyursu]

I don’t have any personal exposure to DID in my life, so my knowledge is limited. But it’s very interesting to learn about a disorder that I am so far removed from and understand it. The way the brain defends itself is truly mesmerizing. Your videos are fantastic; don’t let anyone tell you otherwise.

[DonatellaBensi]

I work in the italian national health service but I've never met a patient with DID, sometimes I work in psychiatry wards and learn a lot, your channel helps me learning, in order to help patients that I may encounter during my job so thank you!

Btw I have something too but I still don't know if it can be DID, I hear voices, I feel feelings that are not mine, in the DES II test my score was 45, not super high but still, lets me think...

[une.cosplay]

Just last night, we were having a discussion on the frequency of flashbacks for certain individuals in our system and the distinction between this symptom of C-PTSD and hallucinations, the latter of which we do not experience. What impeccable timing to receive this notification.

[Rebelion]

Oh my gosh!!! I've had this happen for years and its been so distressing. I started having dissociative seizures because the screaming and PTSD flashbacks in the inner world got so bad. I finally got diagnosed and was so scared but everything makes much more sense and now this makes so much sense as well! I just thought I was losing my mind and was so scared to let anyone know for so long. It's such a relief to know what is going on. Thank you for your videos! You have helped my system now for years, even before we were diagnosed. We found your videos years ago when our gatekeeper was trying to bring awareness to the host. Now we've been diagnosed and we are finally starting to communicate in a healthy way.

[ezra]

How is it possible that the hair looks so different and so cool everytime? It’s changing Color and style so quickly

[Phoenix-ylgo]

Thank you for teaching the world about DID, as a singlet it’s due to this channel that I know anything about DID. Seeing your system work together and function is helping me believe that the stuff I’m struggling with is valid! It’s partly thanks to your system that I have hope for my future even after figuring out that I won’t have a ‘normal’ job. Thank you! All of you, even the ones I have never met!
Also love the new hair! It looks fantastic!
Love from Phoenix

[isotonicc]

Your knowledge about this disorder is getting better and better! I also love how you can explain even the more complicated things, like this one, in an easy to understand way.

[haleysisco]

I don’t want to sound patronizing but when you start giving encouragement at the end, I could hear your voice breaking a little & I just wanted to hug you & give you the same encouragement you give us ❤ You all are so amazing for all the hard work you do on YouTube as well as on your own journey. Our brain has a few mental disorders as well as being a heavily private & closeted OSDD system. So your videos for a few years now have been a source of comfort as well as learning. Thank you for all you all do ❤

[fixcrypt]

I really need the message around 15:24. I'm in the beginning of trauma therapy and I feel so stuck and almost gave up. This channel has helped me so much to know that I got this and I will get through it. Tysm❤