Tw: Personal Update - New Town, New Healing

Some potentially triggering topics mentioned include: homelessness and housing, earth-based spirituality, Mk trauma around bugs (no detail), polyfragmented dissociative identities and inner conflict around making videos, internalized ableism as an autistic system, csa and innocence (5:30-8:00), muscle cramps, meltdowns and anger, fear of vulnerability and confinement, a trigger around a cracked phone screen, art and craft stuff, trauma around money and employment, gratitude, the Celtic holiday at the start of this month, integration, our shirt and the element of fire*

*we didn't mention it in the video, but we want to note that when we show the full shirt, there is a sun with a single closed eye on one side

We move the camera around in the video a bit more than usual. We specifically want to give a warning that at about a minute in, we had to pause and flick a bug off of our arm.

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A note from 5/26/20: the comments keep being turned off even though we have never turned them off ourselves. We have turned them back on again, but have no idea how long they'll stay that way.

[KatyGroves]

I just woke up to find that this uploaded in the night but the comments were mysteriously turned off. I have turned them back on, but expect based on past experiences with this that they'll end up magically turning themselves off again. In the meantime, I have set up a community post that can be used as an alternative comments section. So if you don't want to risk the comments suddenly disappearing, you might want to just comment there, but obviously none of this is very reliable. :/

[ummishaq]

Thank you for the update. I’m sending you positive energy, and I’m supporting you in your healing journey. Thank you for including us in your healing process, thoughts, and experiences. They’re very awakening, and I appreciate you all. If you ever decide to receive money from the public, I would like to send some as a gesture of appreciation for how much you have taught me through your videos. Much love.

[AliveDeejay]

Your videos are one of the reasons why i "woke up", doing my own researches and realizing what has happened and is happening right now. Globally. I honestly want to THANK YOU for doing what you do! Even if it is hard for people (and me aswell) to digest the explaination of your experience, i wish you all the best. We are all together in this global movement for freedom. Against division. Against violence. With acceptance, peace, honest respect, tolerance and love.

[mariya_tortilla]

I'm so glad to see you post in this chaotic time. I'm really glad you're doing alright

[krznarbg]

Hearing this message today really uplifted me. I am happy because I realized just how different you are sounding from your earliest messages. I will continue to send you love and healing. Thank you for your messages of hope.

[MaritereBerrios]

Thank you for sharing this inspiring update! I am so glad you are now in a better situation. Your healing progress is really showing on your face and voice. Also, I think 'pure' is an adequate word for your statement... And I so relate to the anger mechanism you described. Much love to you all 💜 PS. You really are doing it! 🌻🌹

[Ttv]

You have such amazing strength, determination and courage. You are bringing awareness with the raw truth about the evil atrocities being done to our most precious & innocent. You matter, are loved unconditionally and have a divine purpose 🙏Thank you! 💕

[FtHoodSRP]

You are pure, yes. You took charge of you in self care, decision making, and expression. You are wonderful!

[michelle-ydsr]

Stay safe! It's so good to see you! I remember watching your video 2 years ago and broke my heart. I was wondering where you are now and glad to see you are safe. Protection for you!

[lilalienangel]

Thank you. It did me good to see that not only are you ok but you are thriving in a not so ideal enviroment. I relate to you in so many ways. For one I love trees so much. Always well rooted yet always reaching for the sky. Also, I understand the meltdowns. I act a little different though. I end up getting irritable and easily triggered. At that point I have to isolate to calm or I go into numb freakout mode I call it. All I can do is cry. I learned how to reprogram myself during sleep paralysis. That helped. I can't do it anymore though because I stopped having sleep paralysis. Thank you for being you. All of yous.. ;) Much love ❤

[aramintaverwys]

CONGRATULATIONS on your continued healing and positivity! You look healthy and lovely! So happy to see you!! Sending love and peaceful energy!!💚🌾🥀🌲🌳🌴

[ashtenchambliss]

You are doing it! We couldn't be prouder. Sending you all so much love.

[judithdonnelly]

hello Dylan. Thank you for this update. I'm so 😊 to hear about all your progress. You my friend are truly an amazing person and so proud of you... Just know that I'm sending much love and healing your way...That is for both you and Thomas ( this also includes all people who are going through this too)

[Katiedj]

Really good to hear you are doing okay. Your tree is lovely. Sending love

[melicia]

You are beautiful and wise. Your a wonderful reminder of what it means to be grateful for our lives.

[emmajane]

I always hug trees they give me energy. Love to you Dylan ❤

[cecehaze]

I can't even cut flowers I'm so empathetic towards them. And I love trees just the same. <3

[Sailorkyun]

I'm just so happy to see your face! <3
I think about you often and I was very worried about you being out on the streets with covid19.
I want you to know that you don't owe us anything! You take as much time as you need to post whatever you can!
I enjoy just getting to hear you sing.
<3

[sjleo]

I'm so happy for you. Letting go of some issues is not an easy thing to do. Believe in u. 💖

[lizwilliams]

You beautiful beautiful soul 🥰 when your voice gets emotional and wobbles my eyes tear up. You are doing an amazing job of being you x