in my restless dreams, i see that town

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00:00 the end is near (nowt)
05:43 keep coming (unworn)
09:43 eerie stillness (nowt)
15:36 it remains only to wait (unworn)
19:40 the eternity is fleeting (nowt)
24:34 intrusive thoughts (unworn)
29:47 an uncomfortable monotony (nowt)
33:41 they won't leave (unworn)
37:46 the monotony becomes uncanny (nowt)
42:40 the void is eternal (unworn)
45:56 acceptance of hopelessness (nowt)
48:55 everything to happen (unworn)
52:53 light grey houses (nowt)
57:48 surrendered, nothing more (unworn)

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[stillTK]

“You promised you’d take me there again some day, but you never did.”

[Madi-fz]

I wander alone.
There's no place to call home.
A dreamer once full of pride,
now looks back at me with dreary eyes.


...

[themarlboromandalorian]

Skies open up.
Light fades from my eyes.
Body grows cold.
Angels sing.
Come to carry me over.

... But heaven is no place for me

[hunterotte]

Ngl, I love dreaming. Talking to others I am surprised to hear rarely any of them have such vivid dreams as I do, and even then, rarely. Granted, when I was younger they were even more vivid and frequent than they are now. I miss it.

Has anyone here ever also had dreams where they can physically feel what's happening? Like if you get cut, your body will make you feel it's closest approximation to what it would feel like or cause the place to go numb. If you get submerged in water, you feel wet. You can feel warm sunshine on your skin, but when you wake up it's still nighttime and cold irl. To my surprise, I have only seen others talk about it online, nobody I have known has ever had those kinds of dreams to where they feel it like that.

[LSTSOUNDS]

In my restless dreams, I roam alone,
Through shadowed streets, where memories groan.
Whispers of love, now lost in the night,
Echoes of laughter, fading from sight.

[Yoa]

Now that the noise is gone, so is everyone. I thought I could run into the moon, my imagination. But now all I run into is a place that doesn’t exist. The night is clear, the snow is sparkling, the air is a threatening kind of cold.and now that everyone is gone and I’m the only one that remains, I feel lonely as if the cold, threatening snow would swallow me up into the infinity of the stars.Now that everyone is gone I miss them. I miss everything.

[Hadfield]

This is so relaxing. It reminds me of your "last person on Earth during a nuclear winter" playlist. Gives off those sort of eerie, but relaxing vibes

[cherylk.m.]

We'll all get there...step by step. 🎇

[lennonacid]

To me, gray is the most emotional color....it evokes so much out of me!!

[my_randomology]

Just want to say that this channel is not just a great listen, but it's literally helped me with insomnia. I put on a video here and just LISTEN for twenty minutes. No reading, no watching anything else, just... listening. Then the music plays in my brain and helps clear out all the overthinking that keeps me up. Thank you.

[dvdantunes]

I can hear Harry's walking steps going on and on, wandering around the town ❤

[GustavoXD]

this video just united my two favorite things on youtube (SIlent hill + the 'nobody' channel)

[weepz]

Gosh, Nowt's music is so deep! Welcome all who have gathered here to embrace.

[TheFireking]

"In the vastness of my dreams, I wander here…always here…"

[myweirdartstuff]

This is JUST perfect for writing my book and writing some character analysis papers!!
Has to be one of your top mixes in my book

[bikizuzu]

I desperately needed some new sleep music! This is PERFECT. Makes me really look forward to bedtime. Thank you 🤗❤️

[xbdpvur]

I have a friend. His name is Elvis. He lives in the real Silent Hill. He's a prisoner in that town. He's a prisioner in his own mind... I see him running, like the guy in this video. I'll see him again this summer. He's stuck in his own mental illness

[dantedarko]

Nobody at it again, thank you as always.

[vengion]

This me walking back to my home back after we hangout with the boys.

[starsailor_]

oh, this always reminds me of what i had before. comfort, safety, although not always happiness. i was content, in that little town of mine. sure, i didn't have any sense of self-worth. sure, i was constantly changing my identity, seeking approval from my friends that i loved oh-so dearly. but i was home. with them.

i'm not home anymore. this is my "new home". its been four years and i am better now. i am not being manipulated for having an opinion. i am not being berated for being uncomfortable. i am slowly forgetting Him. it's better now.
i know it's logical to want to stay, since i am happier, slowly learning to undo years of learning, slowly finding out what's underneath that layer of protection. slowly finding out what i am. i should want to stay.

but i want to go back. i would trade anything to go back, to that false sense of security, to late nights climbing trees in the summer, to throwing snowballs and building forts in the winter, to jumping in piles of leaves in fall, to biking along the trail in spring. to those sleepovers where i knew their house like i lived there my whole life. to those long talks at noon in the cul-de-sac, about anything and everything. to Him. to them.