Every step that I take is another mistake to you

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All I want to do is be more like me and be less like you

Vent video *sigh*

This video is a bit personal to because this song has always described me and my relationship with my father

Sometimes he'll tell me to stop wasting my time and anything that would get me mad and upset. I usually shrug it off but today I felt like yelling at him when he said "Don't make me waste my money on your education by you doing nothing."

Jeez dad why don't you make me drop out of college. Sheesh shows how much you care about my education and future. Well dad I'm sorry I can't be a perfect child for you.

He said those words to me while I was chilling out, he thinks I don't even do my school work, well dad I do, college takes up most my time. I'm sick and tired of him saying to me "Don't be like your brother," stop trying to make me someone I'm not dad.

Is it that hard to accept me for who I am. Sometimes dad you make me feel like I'm a disgrace to our family by telling me things like these, don't you know it hurts that you have to go and talk down at me. Then after you tell me things you'll act as nothing happen, and then I end up having the words you say to me burn in my memories.

I'm sorry I can't be perfect

You'll say you love me and then whenever you have the opportunity you'll just scold me if I'm not doing anything school related or reading.
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Hope you’re doing well I come back to this once in a while to relate

lMaxe
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I'm very sorry, and I know exactly how you feel. You did an excellent job portraying your emotions into this

ArchangelVampire
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it's always so frustrating when you can't get someone to understand your point of view :( <3 too bad your dad can't read the description you wrote, it's very heart-felt

darkangel
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(...) though I'm not really really there, you can always talk to me <3 I hope you feel better soon twinny. Btw, this video made me cry after I read your description, but you did a good job on making this <3

BeyondtheLimiters
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Don't worry, I have a dad just like yours but maybe no so harsh :3 the only thing you can do is when you have good grades that you confront him with those and say; ''look, this is what you get when you don't do anything at all and waste your time'' that's what I always say and then he has nothing left to say ;) But it's not that he hates you but he's concernd (bad spelling probably) that's why he referes to your brother :) don't be mad too long.. that's never good for anyone :) good video!

Olgahh
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Love this song! For some reason, this video reminds me of the relationship between Itachi and Fagaku from Naruto.

Katzan
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if it makes you feel better, my realtionship with my fater and mother is the same T.T i try really hard to make them happy but they never are. My mom say another day to me '' I don't know what do do with you anymore! You don't care about nothing! You won't be anything useful when you grow up! You sister is now a lawyer! Your sister do this...your sister works hard.. your sister this, your sister that...'' it's always like that. If i can give you and advice is: * continues*

NinaChan
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Don't be mad with this words if you know they are not true. I know it's hard, but you'll get used to it.

hope i helped you some how

NinaChan
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*sighs, then hugs you* Jeppy, twinny, I know you spend a lot of time on your homework. Even though I never met you for real, you're making less video's, and it's all in your description and in your tagged video about how much time your spend on your homework! I can't understand why your dad is saying these horrible things to you o.O I completly understand how you feel and it makes me so sad.. Sheesh.. can't you just taking a break for a bit..? Don't worry hon, I'll be there for you, even (...)

BeyondtheLimiters
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bah fucking fathers =/ it'll be okay Jeppy <3

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