Rhys Lewis - No Right To Love (Acoustic) Lyrics

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[codyfullarton]

Not many people realise what they had until it’s gone

[jaded]

Is it bad to miss someone you we're never with?

[Naonis]

Finding out you broke two hearts, hers and your own.

[nesli-]

Listening to this song makes me wish and hope he feels this way about me...

[loub]

I’m speechless. my thoughts portrayed in a way I didn’t even think of. thank you.

[hobiniainaramasindraibe]

This ... just leaves me in tears but if somewhere, he really mean those words, I just wanna tell him .. thank you, for the hurt, scars, broken pieces heart, and for this love, yes, even if it didn’t last, it is still love, and the best when it comes to sacrifice ...

[kirstasolis]

It's learning to live without him when you love him. That, princess, is healing.
-one self broken heart to another

[OhmyJeebuss]

I have no one else to tell this too, so yeah I’ll just let my feels loose.

On August 2, 2017 at 11:33, I met this girl... I had knew her before because of a friend who had liked her. I’d play around with my friend saying stuff about her and getting him mad. I knew her brother and I was, I’d say a decent friend to him, I’d also joke around his sister. One night I’m off on vacation and noticed I had this girl on Snapchat, she had post a comment of some sort. She was sad, I messaged her... She immediately responded and was furious for me responding, aha it wasn’t anything related to me playing around with my friends or anything. But wow! I fell in love with this girl. I’d had been in a depressed place for a while in my life until she arrived to brighten it. She was perfect, sweet, making me feel something I’ve never felt before. It made me actually really scared and happy to be here. But, here’s the catch, she was a freshman in high school... I was a senior. She had told me a few days after we met. I didn’t care and she didn’t care. We’d have long conversations at night about the most randomness things, but it was perfect! It was beautiful to be in this place. School was coming around again and we were both so shy to see each other in person for the first time. I saw her one day at lunch when I was getting my food, across the tables she was freaking out and I as well did. I wasn’t able to come up to her. But she told me she had crazy butterflies over me. Also, her parents didn’t know anything about me... We stopped talking for a while (a month) because of this specific reason that really it shouldn’t be a reason. Aha. But her birthday was coming around, so I decided to message her wishing her birthday to be well and good, it was dry. But I had still big feelings for her! Two months later of non talking, valentines was coming quick. My school did this thing where you can buy roses for three dollars and that was one rose, I bought a dozen roses. It was anonymous, but she immediately knew it was me, and was so happy. Keep in mind we had not talked in person yet after being back in school for a while now. But she messaged me saying how happy she was. That was it again for another two weeks it was complete silence from both of us again. I remembered being in class thinking about her so much and I randomly got the need of talking to her, so I ditched my 6th period early and went on a search for her. I saw her walking out of her class and boom. I said “Her name” she turned around and saw that it was me standing there. She immediately covered her face with her hair, she could’ve barely talked, it was like she was going to have a panic attack. But gosh, she looked beautiful up person than the distance we’d have. She was sweating, stuttering all her words and it was adorable. We talked for a bit, but after that she messaged me once I got home with the most unforgettable essay. It said she had never felt this way for any other guy and the reason she stopped talking to me was because she was scared of me graduating and leaving high school. She didn’t want high feelings for me...She was happy and scared, same way I was. She was a queen! We continued speaking in person for another month, FINALLY. Since the beginning I had always wanted her to go to prom with me, we talked about it as a joke when we first met considering how weird it’ll be for a senior and a freshman to go together, but I wanted it now. One day I tell her to meet me in the NPR building, it was a room with a piano and tables around. I proposed to her to go to prom with me with a huge poster and ofc the piano. She walked in and was freaking out again, she told me “You’re giving me butterflies again! Like the first time we saw each other!”. She said yes, we had our first hug... I asked if I could’ve have a kiss, we kissed, she was really red. She tightly hugged me again. I walked her to her class after and again she gave me another tight hug. But remember she hadn’t told her parents about me yet. She told me that it was time for them to know who I was. They were happy to know I invited her, but they weren’t too sure who I was, so they invited me to go see “The Avengers” when it came out. I was scared balls! They met my parents and she as well, was really awkward for both of us. I had spent a great time with them, we ate, and her dad helped me choose my outfit (tux) for prom that day. I felt like we connected. Aha. Though the most unexpected thing happened the next day, she was mad? Sad? Frustrated? I really don’t know! But it had seemed like she regretted saying yes to me. I decided to ask her what was wrong a day before prom. I came up to her and saw that she had done her nails perfectly getting ready for prom the next day, but I asked what’s wrong. She says “nothings wrong”. It’s common for people to say that when they want to hide something... I couldn’t say bye to her that day, I couldn’t and I didn’t. We both left saying nothing. The next day for prom I had ordered this Stretched hummer, I had always told her I got a normal limo, I surprised her in front of her house with it. I don’t think it was a good idea... But gosh damn she was beautiful! She was the star light of prom. We took pictures in front of her house and moved on to a new location to take pictures. I told her that we might go to Denny’s after prom to go eat, she was excited. We both ignored what happened the day before, when I tried asking what was wrong. But everything seemed perfect! We took a lot of pictures going to prom inside the hummer. She seemed happy and that was all that mattered to me. We danced for a bit and suddenly her mood changed again. We were with my group of friends that i introduced to her when I first proposed, but they all agreed something was going on with her. She was happy and all, and suddenly she was mad at everyone, specially me. We slowed danced, but it wasn’t quite what I wanted, the ride back home was so different to when we were going to prom. Everything seemed dead. We got to Denny’s and she gave me one last hug and said she had a great time. The hug felt as if it were the last... her dad was already waiting for her at Denny’s and took her home. I asked him if she wanted to come in and eat with us, he said “No I think she’s fine”. I thanked him for letting her daughter go to prom with me. He said “Yeah”. I thought we had connected... After prom she didn’t respond to me for a week. She gave me a reason to why she didn’t respond anymore, she didn’t have a charger... I responded, but since then I have been left on delivered for now 9 months. I think about what I had done wrong that night, was it anything I said? Was it in anyway that I touched her made her feel insecure? I have been blaming myself for a long time now. I’ve graduated, looking out to the crowd to see if she were there, she wasn’t. I have no idea what happened, everything was going great! She was happy! Excited! Nervous! And shy all for me. I was crazed by her. We talked about my graduation, but like I said she wasn’t there. I have gone to my old school a couple of times hoping to see her after school in our old spot. She’s not there. But I did see her once, I was coming up to her and immediately she speed walked out. I was destroyed! Why was she doing this??? I have many friends who still haven’t graduated and I gave one of them a letter to give to her since she didn’t want to see me. My friend said that she had given the worst response ever. She said she rolled her eyes and said “Oh great” and walked away with the letter. I was destroyed! That was about a month ago. I wonder where did I go wrong, why she went like this, when did I hurt her, who told her lies about me? I blame myself and question myself day and night. It’s been 9 months and my depression has been killing me again. Where’d had she gone? Listening to these types of songs helps me and relates to me so much. Valentines is coming up again and it’s been a year since we first talked in person seeing her adorable freaking out face. I haven’t seen her in so long, I don’t know how she even looks likes now. I wish I could’ve said happy birthday to her back in November. I wish I could see her again and ask her personally what happened that night. This valentines is going to be a damage breaker for me. I want to do something anonymously for her again...

If you read that entire long story, thank you! It means so much for me. If you could help me with advice/help I will be happy to know what to do. Sorry if there’s any misspells or grammar errors.

[alicefleury]

that type of songs remind me how I was lost, how i felt myself so alone, when i didn't have any self-confidence, that make me so nostalgic but also fine, I can understand how we can feel unperfect for someone or feeling not enought good for others. I miss some choice I did because of that but now I feel so better to move forward and making choices for me

[Michelleshort]

I hurt someone I really loved, and even though he's forgiven me for it I don't think I'll ever forgive myself. I love this song; it explains my feelings for me.

[joewhitt]

A year ago I was in such a bad place mentally, heart break and terrible thoughts about myself. This song helps me so much, slowly getting stronger and stronger 💙

[sebastiandimalanta]

why is this underrated??? tell me why?

[i_simpcriS]

Leaving someone because ur scared to be left, 😔💔💙

[smitroy]

Day breaks and when I turn
You're not on my pillow
My head shakes and then the penny drops
Still your t-shirt on my chair
Pencilled hearts on paper
I try not to think but I can't stop
And doubt sets in like a storm
I could feel it coming
And words echo out yesterday
Time pushed me to the edge
The jump was my decision
I've only got myself to blame

[Chorus]
'Cause I have no right to love you
When I chose to walk away
I have no right to miss you
When I didn't wanna stay
And I have no right to need you
When I knew what my heart was gonna lose
I have no right to love you
But I do, I still do
Yeah, I still do

[Verse 2]
Night falls, I'm wide awake
Wishing I could call you
I'm too used to hearing all about your day
The cold creeps up next to me
Now we don't share these covers
But I've no license to complain
Cause I have no right to love you
When I chose to walk away
I have no right to miss you
When I didn't wanna stay
And I have no right to need you
When I knew what my heart was gonna lose
I have no right to love you
But I do, I still do

[Bridge]
You know I care, but I can't be there
To make this unmade bed of roses
And you deserve to be put first
I had to let you go

[Extended Chorus]
'Cause I have no right to love you
When I chose to walk away
I have no right to miss you
When I didn't wanna stay
And I have no right to need you
When I knew what my heart was gonna lose
To ask if you're okay
When I left you so confused
I have no right to love you
I have no right, oh
I have no right to love you
But I still do
Yeah, I still do, woah
I still do

[blendedhues]

Finding out you broke two hearts, his’ and your own.

[emmerz]

I asked him if he'd changed his mind. I asked if he'd changed his mind about loving me like I love him.
But he said no, that nothing had changed.
I tried to be okay with his choice, but it hurt too much. I respect his answer and him, but it hurt too much to look into the eyes of a man I loved more than I thought possible, and know that I wouldn't be able to keep him in my life. It hurt too much to know that once he closed the door behind him I would never see him again.
So I closed the door before he could.
And even though the people around me say I did a good thing, I'm still struggling to see how that was a good choice.
Because all I feel is pain and loss.

[janowens]

Hoping all of us LEARN by our mistakes.❤Loving is the most beautiful gift we have offer another.Keep pushing forward with LOVE 💕 in our hearts.

[angela_grace]

The perfect song for where I am right now <3

[riccardofiorentini]

This song is able to remind me memories I don't even have.. Sad

[erchica]

I am absolutely balling right now. I knew exactly what my heart would lose and I made the jump anyway. Completely broken