POV: you’re trans and not out yet. || NOT A VENT

So that’s rather fun

My pronouns: He/They/It/Eir
Names: Payton/Milo/Enfys/Rain

[PIGEONPANIC]

WHY IS THIS GETTING VIEWS ITS SO MID 💀💀💀
I beg of you, I’ve made better videos than this please check them out 🙏

Edit (2 years later): I don’t make videos anymore due to poor mental health and some physical issues that take my energy away! I’m glad other people are able to share their personal experiences with being transgender in a world where that isn’t the norm.

I was 13 years old when I made this video, learning how to navigate a world that wasn’t build to support people like me. I’m now 15, still figuring that stuff out.

I’ll still be replying to comments and offering support where I can. Keep your heads up <3

[-rinboy-]

my mom was talking about how my chest is getting bigger and they may be bigger then hers one day I know a lot of people would be exited but now I’ve just gotten sm more insecure 😕

[RainStarr]

The binder one hit hard. Being ftm with a small chest I still struggle with this due to not having much access to it (toxic parents yada yada). Can't imagine bigger chests/plus size ppl with lack of proper resources in general even without restrictions. Good luck out there my dudes! 💛

[literallythedevilhimself]

Bro so I’m a trans male, and every time my mom is drunk she always says I’ll want kids one day and I’ll give birth, B!TCH?! First of all I want surgery to feel more comfortable in my body, and second I’m gay, like I might get kids, BUT I AM NOT GIVING BIRTH, plus that sh!t hurts like h3ll. Also my mom use to comment on how my chest is getting bigger and that I’m like my sister so my chest area will grow and I think that has to do with the reason I don’t like changing in front of anyone besides my two closest siblings

[SkelitonWren]

It does feel like that man- I tried too come out to my class but they all think its a joke.
Stay strong though, the people who bully you for being trans are just idiots trying to annoy you-your a dude and you should embrace that!

[CollarCrunchBug]

Im trans, and i hate myself for it, I just want to be a boy. No one understands! My parents, my friends, my teachers! No one. Im sick and tried of being called a "girl" it just makes me hate my body and self even more. My mom is always like "your chest is getting bigger soon gonna be like mine!" I DON'T WANT THAT! everytime i see a man i just look at there flat chest, whising i had that to. I hate myself. I have tried to SH many times. People say Its just a phase cuz im 11 yrs old.

[wolffycatto]

0:08 that must be the worst think to hear in this situation

[brewcrewfan]

hey bro
im so sorry for what has happened to u
i also kinda can relate to this
im none of these but im a girl, but i really f4cking wish i could change my gender to a boy
you see, last year I was being sexually harressd online by a guy of 17 on Instagram (i was 15 back then i was turning 16 ) this guy did something i dont want to talk about

but it was one of the worst thing ever happened to me 😕😟

i was absolutely traumatized that i couldnt even properly wear t-shirts etcs
i wanted to hide my chest but i couldn't tell my parents (my sister luckily found out and deleted and scolded me for a good reason...
even i could change my gender and everything, i cant change my name ( my name is Thenulya)
so yh this my story

ik this too long i hpoe you understand why i want to change my gender
and pls dont say things ' i can relate, etcs ' this is a serious topic on being on social media




this is a vent
i hope the creator is not mad for venti ng on his channel or video


also im a girl with the ability of sight in one eye which is hard but i learn
pls dont make fun of me for this

[hiidrawstuff]

The one day I didn’t wear a binder to school, my chest seemed to be the only thing people could focus on. Like people were comparing theirs to mine like wHAT

[reyko_kun]

Welp- i don’t like saying "same" when someone vent, buuuutt... i’m some kind in this situation too with the same problem here :')

[xxash_is_now_herexx]

I relate to this so much
I’m also trans (ftm) and it always hurts when people introduce me with my dead name and I have to step in and say “No my name is Asher”
*man fuck people sometimes*

[ratatta]

This is so true, I’m trans and still in the closet because most everyone I know is transphobic.

[jos-xx]

i was wearing my binder with one of my close friends (shes been knowing that i am trans) and i told her that i was wearing my binder and she said “oh i couldn’t even tell you were wearing one, you should get a better one” i was like 😀

[bananaaapeel]

i literally have no idea what my gender is atm- i keep saying, “oh, i’m trans!” or, “oh, i’m a female!” or, “i have no idea what gender i identify as.” so, i’m just currently trying to figure that out-

[sleepieststella]

As a Trans girl who finally came out after building the courage for almost 3 years, I feel you 🫂

[furplayrs]

*has short hair* *has a tie* *has boxers* *has boyish toys* Mom: shes going through a tomboy phase

[IwiLLFinDyU]

im currently pre-everything and this hit hard.

[andontheeightday]

It hurts when my close friends still called me with my deadname even though I told them that I'm transmasc alot of times. I told my best friend that I just want to be myself, a boy, but she said that my "true self" is a girl. That's confusing as hell because the only one who know my true self is only me, not anyone else, just because I was born a female doesn't mean I'm destined as one. She kept saying that "God never made mistake" because she's religious, it made me angry as hell because she knows nothing about struggling with gender identity

[atransdragonwithaflamethro]

Eghhh I hate thinking about these things.. so many times I get misgendered at school and even though all my teachers are supportive I’m bad at talking and I freeze up and just.. say nothing and my parents are like, why haven’t you talked to your teachers about getting your name changed in the school system? And I just can’t. I can’t talk to people that I trust especially adults and I don’t know why.

[splotcherz]

My parents said I’m going to have to wear a dress in chorus and she was going to make me. That’s basically a threat to me without knowing.