Visiting the Disney horses

[Lea_and_Henry]

Never underestimate the power of a dysfunctional family system.

[queenofawesome]

Further proof Debbie is coaching her to do this.. When the grim day arrives I hope she’s locked up for assisted homicide.

[chucky]

She's not even looking at the horses, just focusing on the next pole to hold on to.

[pamelabooth]

Cant imaging spending hours getting ready for my mom to tape me awkwardly taking 10 steps....what a life

[sarahdemski]

Mom must have a hell of a life insurance policy on her.

[myusernameissusan]

In Britain she would have been sectioned for her own safety by now.

[zoedujour]

I hope they starve Deb in prison and make her do fashion shows for the gaurds while they hurl mean comments her direction.
You didn't deserve this abuse, Eugenia.
This is so heartbreaking.
I wish you could see that we all love your spirit, not your bones.

[bottomofastairwell]

She says she's fine and everything, that nothing is wrong and she's not dying, not right now. EXCEPT SHE IS. she is actively dying, right now, right in front of us, in real time.

let me break it down for those who don't know how this works. right now, her heart is slowly cannibalizing itself, the muscle tissue of hear heart slowly being broken down and processed by her body as the nutrients it desperately needs to function, that her body is just not getting.

the human body is INCREDIBLE at compensating. if an artery or vein collapses, the body will re-route it's blood elsewhere, through other veins and arteries. if a part of the brain dies or is injured, other parts of the brain will be used and the brain will forge new neural pathways so it can continue to function. and if a person doesn't get the food they need, the body will start to eat itself, break down muscles, then bone, even vital organs, just to keep functioning as long as it can. the body will just keep compensating.

until one day it just can't anymore. in her case, until either her internal organs are so degraded and broken down that they begin to fail, or until her heart is so weak that it just gives up.

i work in a hospital, and i see this happen to people at work (i work at a hospital), where they come into the ER, not feeling well, but seemingly doing fine, only to find out that they're in multi-organ failure, and that there's not a whole lot that can be done to help them. because by the time they come in for treatment, it's too late. the body has been trying it's hardest to compensate for so long, and it just plain can't anymore.

the thing is though, when i see that, it's almost ALWAYS in the elderly, patients who are very old, or in people with chronic health conditions, who have been ill for a good long while. because that's not supposed to happen to you if you're otherwise healthy. your body can just compensate for one small issue until you get better, and then it goes back to functioning normally.

but the older a person gets, the more demanding and difficult it is on the body to rebound or "bounce back" from illness and injury. and with eugenia, she is CONSTANTLY forcing her body to function in a state of stress, by not eating enough, not getting adequate nutrition (and i would wager, probably not even enough hydration). her body is CONSTANTLY strained and working itself to it's limit, doing everything it can to compensate for her lack of nutrition. that's why she looks the way she does, because without the necessary calories to burn to function, her body has already burned through all of it's excess fat, and excess muscle tissue. and now she's at the stage where it will start to break down bone and other essential body parts. just so it can keep going.

a normal person skips a few meals and they're fine, because their body can burn through some of it's fat stores. That's WHY we have fat tissue in the first place. but her body has nothing left except it's own parts. and yeah, she'll keep going and going like this, but one day, her body will reach it's limit. and when she finally does fall succumb to the worst effects of her illness, her body will not have the necessary energy or resources to heal itself.

but she keeps stressing her body, not giving it the fuel it needs to function, keeps making her body work at that stressed level all the time, never giving it the time it needs to heal and recover, and that takes an INCREDIBLE toll.

so actually, yeah, she is dying. albeit slowly. but a hell of a lot quicker than the rest of us. and the saddest part is that, because of the toll that constant stress takes on the body, even if she got help tomorrow and began to recover, the damage she's done to her body might not ever be able to fully heal.

i would be willing to wager that she's ALREADY done damage to her bones that can't be undone (look up osteopenia), or damage to her heart that can't be undone.

for her sake, and the sake of everyone that loves her, family, friends, heck, even the die hard followers who don't want to see her go, i sincerely hope she gets help. but somehow, i doubt she will. at this point, i think she's in too deep to ever seek treatment again. especially since she's made it pretty clear she never wanted treatment in the first place.

if you, or anyone you know is struggling with an ED, PLEASE, PLEASE get help before it gets this bad.

there is no amount of "bad" that it has to be to seek help. i know some people feel like they aren't sick enough, but if you struggle with disordered eating at all, you ARE sick enough to justify getting help.

and what's more, you DESERVE to get help. you deserve to be happy and healthy. you deserve to love yourself. you deserve to live a life that revolves around more than just food or the number on the scale. And you deserve to know the kind of peace and freedom that comes with healing, where every day doesn't feel like a fight you just can't win.

please get help. i promise it's worth it. and so are YOU.

[alyssa]

The fact you can wear a childs magic band up to your elbow that fits my childs wrist perfectly…and then your huge mother is sitting behind that camera cheering you on to your death while she nonstop eats and takes your money. Im sorry you have such a horrible mother. I hope you find peace since you couldn’t find it in this life 😢

[KL-tpcm]

This film is about filming you walking nothing else. There’s no looking at and enjoying the horses, let alone filming them. This is a mother directing her child to walk and parade for the camera and her adult child does what she is told, sideways looking and checking to make sure she is doing it right. This is so wrong.

[nataliebolling]

ALL OF THIS PERSON'S VIDEOS ARE NOT FOLLOWING YOUTUBE'S SO-CALLED GUIDLINES - "However, there are times when content is created that is sensitive and may pose a risk for some users. When you create content that contains suicide, self-harm, or eating disorder related topics, take into account the possible negative impact of your content on other users, especially minors and users who may be sensitive to this content

[deathcamas]

Eugenia you deserved a better mother. This isn’t love.

[tamara]

🩻 How much do you think she weighs at this point? I’d say about 44lbs. Roughly 16lbs of that will be her actual skeleton. Then her organs, heart brain lungs etc. then skin which is about 7lbs due to all the blood vessels within it. Then it’s the blood and water inside her body. Then zero body fat or muscle mass. It’s actually sickening and her mother should be put in prison for murder.

[colleendemboske]

“Two, one, go” 😂
10/10 edit skills there

[jonasworup]

It’s her mom filming all of her videos. It’s so scary…

[Kickashflow]

Her mom is a demon. Filming her daughter as a walking skeleton allowing it to be made into content knowing why it’s content to begin with. There’s a special place for her.

[prettyhandsasmr_]

When she took photos with fans, she looked so sad and depressed but tried so hard to sound happy and smile for them. I truly believe this will be her last trip to disneyland. 😢. When she is streaming in her room she should just admit defeat, I know if she showed vulnerability and asked for help, she wouldnt need her mom. I know what its like to feel stuck and come from a toxic upbringing but its either sink or swim. Your dying to make your mom happy, what about making yourself happy for once? Nothings gonna change I guess

[susanjones]

Why is YouTube letting her keep her channel, and her mother should be ashamed saying it’s ok to let teenager girls starve themselves

[ThePromoModel]

She may be smaller than my cousin who died a few yrs ago. But weight doesn't really matter. What matters are the cumulative effects of starvation over the years. My heart shrank and my bones are like a 90yo's bc of AN. Bless her. The parents need to have her deemed incompetent to save her life, but I doubt that's going to happen.

[anamericangirl]

I bet people at Disney thought she was a dying person going on a last wish trip...this is soooo damn sad, and disturbing at the same time. I wish she'd get help so she can live longer. I call 2yrs or less the way she's going.