Nightcore - i don't wanna be me (Lyrics)

✔ Sadboixx - i don't wanna be me
✔ Lyrics in video!

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✔ Lyrics:

Ooh, ooh-ooh
Ooh, ooh-ooh
(I don't wanna be)
Ooh, ooh-ooh
(I don't wanna be me)

You don't wanna love me, You don't wanna care
You broke a part of me and I feel terrified (So terrified)
'Cause I don't wanna fight this, I don't wanna care (I don't wanna care)
I hate what I've become and now I'm paralyzed (Oh-oh yeah)

'Cause baby I'm so messed up (So messed up)
I'm sorry for what I've done (What I've done)
I'm struggling on my own
And I don't know what I'll do (I don't know what I'll do)
'Cause I hate the way I feel (Oh-oh)
I hate the way I am
I'm scared of what I'll do (What I'll do)
If you don't stay (Oh yeah)

'Cause I don't wanna be me now
And I don't wanna feel so down
'Cause I don't wanna be me now
I can't take this anymore
'Cause I don't wanna be me now
And I don't wanna feel so down
'Cause I don't wanna be me now
I can't take this anymore
'Cause I don't wanna be me

I don't wanna be me
I don't wanna be me now, no
I don't wanna be me
I don't wanna be

Drowning in this silence (In this silence)
Losing to my fears (To my fears)
I'm scared to say goodbye but I can't live a lie (I can't live a lie)
And I don't wanna hurt you
I don't wanna care (I don't wanna care)
'Cause I don't wanna scare you
When you see that I'm not there (When I'm not there)

'Cause baby I'm so messed up (Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh)
I'm sorry for what I've done (What I've done)
I'm struggling on my own
And I don't know what I'll do (Mm-mm-mm-mm, mm-mm)
'Cause I hate the way I feel (Oh-oh, oh-oh)
I hate the way I am
I'm scared of what I'll do (Mm-mm-mm)
If you don't stay (Oh yeah)

'Cause I don't wanna be me now (I don't wanna be me)
And I don't wanna feel so down (I don't wanna be me)
'Cause I don't wanna be me now (Be me now)
I can't take this anymore (No)

'Cause I don't wanna be me now
And I don't wanna feel so down (So down)
'Cause I don't wanna be me now (Be me now)
I can't take this anymore (No)

'Cause I don't wanna be me now (Oh-oh-oh-oh)
I don't wanna be me now (Oh-oh-oh-oh)
I'm just losing the will to stay
I don't want you to walk away (Oh-oh-oh-oh)
I'm addicted to yesterday
Someone help me try to change
'Cause I don't wanna be me

I don't wanna be me now
I don't wanna be me
I don't wanna be me, no, no

I don't wanna be me, no
I don't wanna be me, no
I don't wanna be me, no, no

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Tags: #nightcore #sadboixx #idontwannabeme #sad #depression #crying #heartbroken #heartbreak #tiktok #mashup #cover #remix #lyrics #teamruby

[Nightmare-wftq]

I don’t wanna be me huh?..
I don’t wanna be me bc of the ones I love are judging me for the person I am now..
This song is beautiful!
I relate to this so much..

[KmaeB_Covers]

I don't wanna be me...
This song is so relatable. I absolutely love your channel, Thank you! ☺️💜

[amanshaw]

I kind of like how I am I just wish I was different during a certain period of my life but rn I like how I am

[NightcoreChase]

MIKUUU, the umbrellas don’t make a girl happy

[johnparsons]

I love songs I can relate to. This one’s right up there. Keep up the fantastic work. ♥️♥️

[nevergonnagiveyouup]

What I did in the past will never leave me, I think it’s Made me a a different person for the better, I’d like to say that anyway.. this song really hits

[SkullDark]

Great nightcore video this is deep and depressing. ☠️💀 Sometimes I don't like being myself.

[myselfshruti]

💜💜great work ... My first and favourite nightcore channel 😃😁💜 .. keep it up..

[izoraiza]

Sometimes I feel like a sim in The Sims 4 forced to sleep most of the time and repeat the same thing every day. Sometimes I feel like I'm not in control of my actions and might just break at some point.
Sometimes I don't want to be me so I pretend in games that I'm something else. I write stories where the character is almost always happy 24/7 but still has their moments that they overcome... They are always happy in the end of the story.
I still want to be me but sometimes I don't want to because it's hard to feel so sad at the end of the day. I sometimes stay up thinking of him. I sometimes stay up crying silently all alone. He didn't stay and it wasn't his fault. I miss him still even though it's been years since he had died in 2019. I used to be scared of saying goodbye to him but the truth is I wish I was able to say that to him now. The last words I told him are stuck in my head. The brown Pomeranian I once knew is stuck on my mind most of the time.

The last thing I said to him was, "I love you"...
I rarely say those words as it's not easy to anymore. People say it so easily and I can't even get it out of my mouth. I nearly cry saying but I try so hard to say it to my cat as I want to let her know that I love her. I want her to know that even though he's gone, I'll be there loving her when she needs it the most. I'll be there for her when she wants to cry. I'll be there for her when she remembers him and she misses him too. I'll be there as much as possible...

...So sometimes I don't want to be me but at the same time I'll always love being me.

[ФэниксСвета]

Good music, very cute art, good job!)💖💖💖

[laissa_]

I don't know why I love your channel so much 😞✊🏼🇧🇷 💜💜

[kathleenal]

This is one of the best song I ever hear
well done!

[samanthahebras]

This song is so beautiful! Thank you so much^^

[xifeiyunwuyeyue]

"I'm scared to say goodbye but I can't live a lie"

[rednblack]

Just the lyrics that I wanted for this moment... the lyrics are sooo relatable

[eshamyline]

I may be bit late but Ruby's lovely nightcore 🥰🥰🥰make me chill

[-Orchideous-]

I relate to this song on a spiritual level

[animeamvnightcore]

You're amazing my friend 😘 I love it 💓 Keep it up... Dear <3

[tristenfehr]

The cost of looking happy is feeling pain and agony unimaginable to others

[lightningflash]

I like my personality, I can't see me being anyone else. I hate the pain I feel and I wish it would go away sometimes. I wish some parts about me were different because I am way to indecisive, I am always afraid of making the wrong choices. I am always scared of how my actions could effect others. I have a boyfriend who always asks me questions and It's so hard to answer. Sometimes I wish I wasn't myself I'd rather be someone else but that's only sometimes. But I hope it goes better for you guys cause I know it can be difficult living the life you have, but just remember even if you think no one cares about you or that no one likes the way you are, you will meet people that do care about you, the real you, and there are always people that care about you.