She's An Actor - Austin Giorgio [Official Lyric Video]

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[cripplinganxiety]

*distracting yourself and being happy are two different things*

[skieslife]

“Parents: God stop being a baby you’re FINE
School: Oh come on you’re in — grade stop being stupid!
Pillow: Cry on me, Music get over here!
Music: Hunny do you need a hug? Me and Pillow are here for you!”

Edit: Thanks for all the likes

[GriffinPup]

"Trust Issues and Depression, but they sell Happiness through Prescription." That line hit deep wow. I got chills..Cause its accurate

[amazingstargazing]

I’ve been crying since I heard this.
In short:
My parents are alcoholics so I started raising my sister at a young age.
My parents would blame me for their arguments that lead to them screaming about divorce. My dad screaming that it’s all my fault is forever engraved into my head.
I started getting bullied before I even started elementary school (physically and mentally)
I had a low self esteem and looked very different from everyone at my school, so I was an easy target in school for bullying.
When I later spoke out about the bullying, my bullies had the audacity to tell me it never happened that I was insane. So, I regularly question if what I’m experiencing is actually reality.
As a young adult, I fell in love and got engaged years later. I begged him for literally years to either get a job or go to college while I worked 2 jobs and went to school. He never did and so I had to be the mean girl who hurt the “nice guy” as if I hadn’t begged him to try for years.
I was always a good girl, I always followed the rules. Legit, I never drank or smoked or anything bad before the age of 22. Eventually, life gets exhausting. You start wondering when you get to enjoy it, so you become bad. So I work my ass off to carry myself and put up a facade of someone who’s hard when really I’m a dork who likes kids movies and onesies. Now, I always have 2 jobs and won’t stop going to school. Staying overly busy either with work, the gym, or partying is the only thing that keeps me sane. I have such a big heart and I love people so much but I pretend to hate to world to protect myself.
Thank you for this song, it makes me feel less alone.

[ghostboy]

Random: Hey you okay? You seem upset.
Me: I'm fine.
POV: I'm not fine. You just notice it now because I have lost the energy to hide it today.

[breebixler]

I love how he can really express/show his voice and I absolutely love it. It's definitely different from his upbeat music💕

[Natalia-znvd]

Since young age I felt that I have a destructive personality that I can ruin any good thing and sometimes I would create situations that would push people away from me so that they would choose to leave me without me hurting them or ruining whatever friendship it was. I remember how when I started college (year 12) great majority of it i burned myself out plus on top of it dealing with my own negative thinking, inability to love myself and see my own value (one may call it growing up) and getting into arguments at home over literly nothing pathed a way for my pretending/ acting. It felt easier to smile and say I'm fine then to tell people. Also I never felt that I wasn't worthy of having someone to tell how I feel or whats going on in my head, simply didn't want to be viewed as a burden. I always thought that my role was to be there for others to listen to their problems better rock lend others some advice, that it wasn't my place to be listened to.

[iambored]

This reminds me of me as a young kid back when I knew I was acting but I’ve been acting for so long that it has become who I am I went from acting mean so people wouldn’t hurt me to actually being mean or cold at least now my “acting” has become so normal that it is how even I think I am most of the time but I relate to this song so much

[omgitzpage]

As an actor you become so involved with your character, some days when you look in the mirror all you find is disgust and regret

[chantelleboucher-zm]

Waking up and going to school, talking to my family, acting like i dont get abused daily.. i love this song. It helps me get through the hour

[amberstevenson]

Your music is helping me. No one knows the extent of the pain and abuse I've lived my whole life. It feels like I'm drowning and no one hears me....

[Makubax]

joining the family of this song, another always employed actor.

[zacpedersen]

I feel like this song describes my life. I am “popular” not because I am cool or “hot” but because I make everyone else’s happy even when I am not. I feel like it is my job to help others when I am the one that needs help. I put a mask on and never cry but inside it is a hurricane of emotion and that I have to keep in so that I can keep “doing my job” and make others happy. If anyone else feels like this I get you and you are not alone.

[sandra]

Thank you so much for this. Although I love truth and hate lies I realize I was the biggest liar, always smiling although my soul was crushed... I was raised like this and now left the people who drag me down behind to live a truly authentic life

[naden]

Songs rarely make me cry but this made me ball tears. I've been working on self improvement and found this song today when I thought I was failing on making my life better for myself and setting boundaries. I connect with this song more than I should, but its now one of my favorites.

[bebelover]

I found another one of your songs on tiktok and now I’m downloading them all ❤ people like myself, need you. Please don’t stop making music, it’s all some of us can really feel anymore

[robinwells]

This song broke me down, in tears sobbing over my lunch at work. I’m going through a LOT right now, everything from my dad passing away suddenly, to my mother being abrasive and having to cut her out of my life for a while again, to my new position at work being stressful and understaffed but everyone says I’m doing great, but the truth is I’m an actor and sadly I’m always employed. Don’t get me wrong, I count my blessings daily and I have an amazing partner who has been a huge asset through this journey but those things don’t erase my struggles and pain. Two things can be true at once, people can be blessed and be hurting.

[heather]

This song hits really hard for me. I have to act like I'm fine around my family because of my past. I have to act happy so I'm not constantly being told that I am upset for no reason. Acting is a full time job for me and I don't like it. I have walls built so high, that I don't even trust my family.i act happy so much that people think that I have the perfect life, when really, my life is so messed up that I'm scared to even live. Thanks for writing this song.

[sirius]

THANK YOU
God bless your heart, I hope healing for everyone and I wish people specifially artists would be more like you. you're an inspiration and an awesome gentle man, all my love from Ethiopia

[lillyc]

This is the first song I have found that I can relate too so much that it actually made me cry. Thank you so much for making this beautiful song I absolutely love it. I hope whoever reads this knows they aren't alone everyone has to act time to time and some more than others but I hope you know someone cares for you.