continue to shine like gold in my memories x notion | nightcore/spedup

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should the day ever come that we are not together? you will continue to shine like gold in my memories
charac name: zhongli from genshin impact
art creds to konbusennin2 on twitter

[Tearzah_cg]

Zhongli isn't just a support character, he's a supportive character.

[clayy_lol]

This audio fits so well. i lost my two bestfriends and we had been friends since kindergarten. :(

[luneygalaxy]

Um, my mom, she passed away yesterday afternoon, and that morning I just kept listening to this song. I'm glad I found it when I did. I didn't know I'd be losing her so suddenly, but it was her time. Shes suffered so much throughout her entire life and always wanted to take care of other's, but never herself.
I love her so much, I may not of liked it when she called me this, but like she often said, " I'll always be her babygirl". She'll always be gold in my memories.
Her favorite color was purple.
Thank you for allowing me too vent.
02/13/1977 - 01/26/2023

[cryoabyssmage]

I just finished graduation today, and I have to make a speech tomorrow at my farewell party. Ah.. 7 years how time flies.

[TokyoGhoulz]

It’s so unfortunate that our time was cut short and it leaves me to wonder what we could’ve been. I honestly miss you so much the memories I have with you will always be cherished in my mind and my feelings for you wouldn’t change not even a bit. Other, all those promises we made. When it felt like we were at the happiest point in our lives. You promised you wouldn’t do those things to me and you promised you wouldn’t ever make me feel like how I was back then. But in reality those are just words and I’ve accepted the fact that you have someone new and that you would be doing all the things we used to do with them. For now I am just a person who feels love for someone that doesn’t feel the same. I hate it so much and all I could do is blame myself feeling as if I did something terrible but I just wanted to live to life to the fullest with you. It is with this I realize that only in dreams is where desires come true. One day I wish to see your smile shining upon me once again. Even if it is just as a friend. I miss you brianna. Still cant believe I lost you.

[kanik]

For it being a quote from a game it makes my heart drop every time I hear it especially since I can relate to it. Growing up I had made many friends that I had only stayed with for a school year or so. After every school year, they would either move away or just started hanging out with different people all of a sudden. Some probably got bored of me or just wanted to "socially expand" (?) but I have learned to expect and accept the fact that people come and go. There were some of my faults within some recent distance friendships where I lost them by no longer contacting them since I, unfortunately, prefer a more physical friend than a verbal one like on the phone. Before I was mad/sad at myself regarding those I have lost but recently I felt content with the many memories I was able to make growing up. I still remember all their names and they all hold a special place in my heart (some hold a higher place than others lol). Now I'm in the middle of my high school years and still was able to keep some friends for longer than a school year (yay). So thank you and I'm sorry to those, "you will continue to shine like gold in my memories" (as cliche as that is lol). It still burdens me to this day that I was never able to give a proper apology and or thank you...

[In.A.Memory]

If time could fly like the breeze in a summer day. I would rather spend that time with you

[I_Eat_MyHomeWork]

This is my friend favorite game and quote I never really thought about this one until he brought it up, when I finally left those was the last words he told me and it brought me to tears and comfort this one will now be mt favorite as well now.

[Dong._.lu]

This slaps harder than my emotions during the sumeru arc quest and liyue arc quest

[Archangel.Azrael]

This takes me back to my childhood friends 2 of the best of friends the ones where you can make any joke and they laugh it was when I thought we wouldn't be moving again but in the end, we did leaving them behind
But I entered a new chapter of life and I only hope I can see those 2 again

[ManakiGTaiyo]

3K has liked, but only 85 has subscribed, this is such a very good edit that ppl like but don’t subscribe, but i will.

[PostcastPosters]

You will continue to shine like gold in my memories
RIP Fluffy gone never forgotten

[vance]

omg this is so nice! u should post it on soundcloud :)

[YourBestMitskiFan]

My friend is moving away and I’ve only known here for a year, she use to go to my elementary and I wish I met her then. It feels like I’ve known her forever. She is truly and amazing person and I really hope the best for her but this breaks me. So Chloe if we don’t ever met again in another life just know that you were an amazing person and will be my best friend forever ❤❤

[dustvika]

this reminds me of an old friend back in 2020. Remembering when lock down came because of the corona virus. used to play alot of video games with him. always made me laugh of our group of friends. we also used to do alot of funny tiktoks.. we even used to be younger and stupid. the fact, he even supported me completly when i was down to the floor. by that, i mean in 2020 when my grandpa died in that year and so did my grandma. my second grandpa the next year. sh*t like this was still going on. "now why would you commend this video?.." its the fact that my friend changed. the thing is people can change really fast and what i wanna say is, that i dont like my best friend anymore. i know its like 3-4 years of the friendship, its the fact that he changed using drugs or lets better say, consuming them. i dont know what made him do that, so i tried to talk to him. he said i should go away and never talk to him ever again. im glad i still had added him on instagram and so, he did make a story saying: "yall wont see me ever again". i ofc wanted to ask why, but remembered what he said. later that day found out he was dead from another friend. it hurt alot the fact i trusted him so much and so did he. we were literally best friends. seeing him change to a bad guy and found out he is dead hurt alot. but the real reason i commented this vid is because of the song. it always gets me reminded of him (the older him) i just wish he will be fine up there. fly high my man🕊🕊

[nox]

This reminds me of my Kindergarten to 3rd Grade bestie friend, who moved schools mid year. If your name is Hannah Grace, and you live in middle georgia, just know, I remember you!

[dzejkopini]

the worst felling when you re the one who abandoned sm

[frog]

i still try and understand why you did it. it’s been 4 years, i’m an adult now with a job and a car. these are things we were meant to do together. you promised we would be together forever then you cut it short.

[Weezy-sfvl]

Im so grateful for you all. I dont know where i would be right now if i didnt know you all

[aguywithapiano]

Damn this reminded me of my used to be bestfriend that didnt even know he saved me from commiting suicide a few years back