Listen Lovely but you're slowly dying in the hospital

TV SHOW: 13 reasons why (season 4)
Song: Lovely - Billie Eilish

Hope you ok. x

[nataneedits]

"were just suicidal kids telling each other suicide is not right"

[thora]

”Does it hurt, dying?”
”Quicker than falling asleep”

[getstickbugged]

The sad thing is that the persons who wants to live the most often dies early and they who wants to die needs to keep fighting for their family.

[okaybutlikelisten]

The girl who's saying 'don't cut ur wrist' is the same girl cutting her wrist

[mamamobluetaekookizrealbij]

People think I'm lying about being hurt because they see me laughing. But actually. I laugh to keep myself from crying.

[xye]

The worst feeling is when u realize you've lost your self.

[saget]

I was closing my eyes and I actually thought I died

edit: guys the reason i thought i died was bc i have bpd and i dissociated and i thought it was real so that’s just a little backstory

[asmrray]

"I told them not to die, but I tried to myself."

[elicarrell]

“Will it hurt?”
“No, it’s going to be ok... I’ll hold you, I’ll protect you..”
“Thank you... I love you ya know..”
“Yeah, I know..”
“Hey I’m getting pretty tired... I’m going to sleep, ok? I’ll se you tomorrow!”
“Ok.. goodnight... I love you...”
“I love you to... goodnight...”
-beep beep-
-silence-

[spacecatoutlaw]

Alternative title:
Listen to this if you work at Walmart
Really now it feels like when that machine makes a sound for each product

[bonne]

_When I die, there is someone who will cry for me._ _The fact that you are that person, makes me sad... and happy._ _Thank you._

[shawtybhad]

This reminded me of when I was in 6th grade and I slit both of my wrists open cause I wanted to kill myself cause of family issues, dealing with bullies, and really bad depression and I remember hearing my mom scream and putting pressure on my wrists telling me to hold on and crying, but I ended up passing out cause of the amount of blood loss I had. But when I woke up I was in a hospital room and I remember hearing the EKG beeping and I had bandages around my wrists and was very pale. I saw my mom at the side of the bed sleeping so I woke her up and she hugged me so tight crying say she thought she lost me. But when I recovered I had to go to a mental hospital which did not help cause I was scared cause I felt alone and even more depressed, so when I was released I had to go to therapy and I’m still in therapy. But when I went back to school I was treated differently then I was before what happened and it bothered me because all of the people who bullied me were like “OMG IM SO GLAD YOURE OK I REALLY MISSED YOU!!” But now I’m in 9th grade so it’s been 3 years and I feel a lot better🙂 but every now and than I get flash backs but anytime I look at my scars I remind myself I lost a battle during that time but right now I’m winning the war☺️

[ave]

This hits different when ur already in the hospital

Edit: I can’t respond to all comments so here for all: yeah I’m doing alright, or did I’m now in the hospital again but I’m doing good tho

Update: she passed. I’m her cousin using her account now, just found this and saw that she commented and since some people wanted her to update again, I did now. <3 And just to clarify she did not k!ll herself she had an illness but we couldn’t do anything about it :(

Thanks for all the love <3

[mbsucks]

Saw a quote that says, “SPEAK TO PEOPLE IN A WAY THAT IF THEY DIED THE NEXT DAY YOU'D BE SATISFIED WITH THE LAST THING YOU SAID THEM.”🥺💔

[elleon]

How Youtube actually know that i'm sad- even he knows more than my family-

wHeRe'S tHe CaMeRaS? ., _, .

[akiwari-chan]

Hello
This is Very dark and dangerous comments section.
Please stay safe.
All problems can be solved believe me.

[AshtonChildren]

The sound of the heart monitor blacking out is the best sound I've heard for me. It seems to give me a feeling of comfort, knowing that once that blank sound happens, I'm free from this hell called life

[mayasantos]

She's crying for me because I can't cry that loud but I felt it in my chest ✌🏼

[milkbuns.vanilla]

I always wonder how it feels like to be dying. Would my dad who is cold hearted cry like this? Are my friends gonna come to see me? Are my bullies started to apologizing to me? Bc when I'm still alive like this nobody seems to care about me

[bananamilk]

it hits different when there's someone that actually cares