Allie X - Sunflower (slow + reverb)

it didnt exist yet so here i am

[arzingy]

this song reminds me of the time when me and my future boyfriend became super close friends. i already liked him back then, but since it was a gay love and he seemed super straight, i thought that this could never happened. anyways, we spend almost all time together and i was extremely happy. then, in half a year, we started dating. and even though we broke up and don't talk a lot now, i still miss him very much every day for two years now. i wish we still were together, but... i guess it'll never happen. and i am extremely depressed because of that. he is the love of my life.