NIKI DEMAR - Messy Room (Official Video)

#NikiDeMar #NikiandGabi

Directed by: Nayip Ramos
Styled by: Niki Demar
Written by: Niki Demar, Nate Cyphert, Rob Grimaldi
Produced by: Rob Grimaldi

Lyrics:

Shame on me for the clothes on the floor
empty bottles that i left everywhere
last night’s jacket couldn’t keep me warm
Its lying there as lonely as I feel

And when my head gets heavy
I turn out the lights
I swear that these walls get me
And I’ma be fine

In this messy room
I don’t have to think of you
Theres too much for me to do
I don’t have to face the truth, here
In this messy room
There’s nothing for you to see
In my chaos i find peace
Only safe place i can be

cuz my
oh my oh my
thoughts look just like my room inside
My
oh my oh my
thoughts look just like room inside

Theres stains in my carpet i can’t see,
covered up by the dumb shit i keep
I live in two places at once,
In my head and in this rut
People got a lot to say about me
they don’t know what I need

In this messy room
I don’t have to think of you
Theres too much for me to do
I don’t have to face the truth here
In this messy room
There’s nothing for you to see
In my chaos i find peace
Only safe place i can be

These bad habits,
are cuz of my mind
Something’s gotta give,
So I can unwind

These bad habits,
are cuz of my mind
Something’s gotta give,
So I can unwind

[nikidemar]

TXT ME to get secret passcode to buy VIP tickets to meet me [phone]

[Ashluv]

She has really found and honed in on her sound. Like I could actually hear her stuff on the radio. She reminds me of like early 2000s music which is always my safe space to go when I'm feeling anxious. Early 2000s. I really think she's heading in the right direction with her look, her vibe, her music. She has got it all!

[natalia]

This song sounds like the type of song that would make you feel nostalgic when you listen to it years later

[hannahashby]

Sometimes singers don’t sound like themselves when they sing (this could also be from editing) but this really sounds like Niki and it’s so raw and real.

[skyemaria]

I’m not sure if you’ll see this; but I’m actually beyond proud of you. You’ve come so far and you’ve become the best version of yourself that you can be rn and it shows.

[manuelitaremy]

Can we talk about how underrated her music is ?!? How is she not on the radio all the time ?!?

[louisesmallbone]

No one:
Literally no one:

Niki: *manifesting teenage rooms in a pandemic*

[serenx]

This is by far, the best song you've ever made

[hcc]

The only YouTuber who has a nice voice and actually cares about being an artist.

[nisrineabdallah]

"in my chaos i find peace"

ugh i felt that, that hitt hard i love this

[serendaly]

Tbh Niki is my favourite YouTube musician because it sounds natural and like her. It’s not like others who do it for the money, you can tell the songs mean a lot to her and that she really has an amazing voice.
Love you niki keep it up💙

[idkwhattonamemyself]

The person who always try to keep others safe & warm, are the most dead inside kinda human.

[staceykrass]

No hate on Addison Rae, but Nikki is truly so talented with an amazing voice and such authentic creativity it sucks she doesn’t get the same attention because she doesn’t have the same following.

[sarahwilson]

Niki, I have also been criticized by family and friends for the same reason. What they don't get is that I am a high functioning mentally ill person. When my room was at its messiest, I would get even more criticism. What they didn't get was that I was struggling. I also had just lost a family member in my life. It was a struggle to get up and function as a human being and not cry all the time. Thank you so much for making this song. It haven't resonated with a song this well in so long. So proud of you being open and sharing this song with us. It's a great clapback.

[moanstah]

i just know i aint the only one who see her as a musician not just a youtuber! 😌

[is]

“messy room” and “alone in my car”
gives you one of those vibes like you feel "young and free" and personally, they make me so, so happy. thank you niki. you're so freaking ❤️

p.s idk why but the title gives me memories of niki de-cluttering her closet. 😂

[emmalinafumanti]

Her music is fire 🔥 I actually think she will have a music career in the future! Who can’t wait until she is on the radio👇🏼💞💞💞💞💖💖💖💜💜💜🥳🥳🥳✨✨✨✨💜💜💜

[eleni]

Your voice when you sing "in this messy room" for the first time one the video sounds magical! I can feel the emotions! Niki you've outdone yourself! Keep making music girl!

[jessicacece]

Wtf wtf wtf this is so good NIKI I swear you are LITERALLY a TRUE BORN artist

[shezmeister]

Niki’s music is not my style of music but I will say I do admire how well the videos are, the lyrics and you can tell that a lot of love goes into it. She is very good at her craft.