when you're lonely and the lighting looks like this.

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00:00 closing doors
10:00 in tune
20:00 alone with my thoughts
30:00 open airways
40:00 static hearts
50:00 southern evenings

[PRATEEKsirji]

this time of the day when sun light is orange is the best time. I get a strange feeling of longing and nostalgia

[santiaguitogt]

I swear this is what vacations as a kid feel like.

[Lanedude]

The feeling of waiting for something but don’t know what

[theblackrosedaughter]

Ah the golden hour. If I could, I'd live in that evening glow forever.

[roc]

“You don’t know it yet, kid. But someday in the future, THIS is what you’re going to miss most. Not just the colors……but how they made you feel”.

[JustAGirlInTheWorld-]

Nostalgia is undoubtedly the most beautiful and cruel of feelings...

[flame]

Especially when you wake up at sunset and there's this empty kinda feeling in your gut...🤧

[Stickofthenorth]

I've seen this light many times in my youth. When the world seemed bigger and more magical, almost like a dream. I would see this during the middle of elementary school in late spring /early fall and during Halloween when the sun started getting lower in the sky and it made the trees and buildings turn bright orange. For some reason, I only seem to experience it under certain circumstances and it feel like time stands still during those momentary bursts of color. I can't explain it, but something feels liminal or ethereal about it. Like I'm being called back to the 80s and 90s where my family is waiting for me there.

[drift-lo]

Someone here wrote that this is what vacations as a kid feel like. That's because when we grow up, we no longer have time to pay attention... The adult existence deprives us of our most sacred, intimate moments...

[hamburgerdog]

This reminds me of when I was depressed when I was in middle and high school. I wasn't allowed to leave the house while my parents were at work or let alone after dark so I was just around the house all the time. Ever since I was little, I would go walking to clear my mind. At school I'd tell my friends I'm just gonna go walk on my own around the track or the field, and I think only my best friend understood that. So when I was at home and I needed to clear my mind and I couldn't get outside, I would sit on the kitchen floor, back against the wall or the fridge, and watch out the window. From that angle I couldn't see the houses or the power lines, only the trees and the birds and the sky. It helped me to feel less boxed in, less caged. And that would clear my mind. I would just sit there in silence, or listening to music, and work out all of the things running through my head one by one. I'd do this when the day was getting low or when it was storming. Low light, wide sky, and just, breathe. Sometimes I would just breathe.




It was some of the best peace I have ever known.

[enneaf]

Pink and golden hour are the best times of day

[SamuelBlack]

When you've had a long, difficult and lonely day and have been reduced to sitting in silence on the couch lost in thought
The golden light of the dying sun reminds you how much time has past

[mullerss]

Man, I'll tell you that: I really enjoy being alone, I think it is really great. I don't know….people can be so exhausting sometimes! I do crave times like these.

[whichbrian]

I don't know how to explain it, but I get this feeling of coming to the realization that one day the sun will set and my mom won’t be here, I won’t be here, the people I love won’t be here. That life moves on, and we have no control over it yet we lie to ourselves pretending we do. I look at everything I’ve been through, the good and the bad, and I want to hold on to all of it. I'm learning to cherish every moment I get to spend with the people I love, because someday I won’t have them, or they won’t have me. A bittersweet feeling.

[Сиггина]

What's even more astonishing is discovering that there are others out there who are experiencing the exact same thoughts and emotions as you.

[BennyLava]

This lighting reminds me a lot of my childhood in the 2000’s where I would either woke up from my 1PM nap and then you either think you overslept and it’s morning then you go out in the living room to see everyone’s just doing their own stuff like watching TV or preparing dinner for 6PM or you’re walking home from school either lonely or having the best day, damn 2000’s was a bittersweet era

[Swagduck]

I don't want much, I just want the person reading this to be healthy, happy, and loved. Wishing you a good day my friend! Youre never ever alone <3

[fwuuton]

This gives me flashbacks to my childhood home. I grew up poor and my house was located in a dark, damp place below street level. From that place I rarely had a chance to see natural things like rivers, trees or the sky. But there were afternoons when the lighting would become bright and gentle, birds would chirp, and I'd pretend that outside the window was a forest or a meadow in the countryside instead of a cramped slum in the city. Butterflies in short grass, the sun's rays between leaves and all that.

Then there were times when the lighting looked like this, peeking through the cracks between roofs and windows to land on certain spots in our kitchen. It made the space look artful despite all the poverty. It felt inspiring rather than lonely.

"Someday I'll live in a place where I could see this with a good view."

Many years later, my bedroom windows overlook lush green mountains, and clear blue skies with towering clouds, and down below is a garden that looks straight out of a ghibli movie. I still try to keep a sense of childlike wonder alive so, in a way, I could share this view with my younger self, too.

[mr.goodboi]

A lot of people in here are depressed and/or feeling nostalgic but this made me take a deep breath for some reason and made me thankful I am here at all, and safe. Sometimes I forget that it's simply amazing to be alive at all, even when life kinda sucks too at times. Not sure what about the music triggered such a response in me, but I really needed it. World is weird right now, and I think everybody is coping with it differently, but honestly all times have been rough. We're just the first generations that can meet across the world at any time and talk about it. That makes these videos, and even YouTube with all it's issues, so special to me. These have almost become modern sacred spaces. I hope someone reading this sees it and is just able to stop for a moment like I did and take in a moment of reflection in how beautiful it is any of this can happen at all. I hope you have a great day or night and that you keep your chin up, things will be ok soon if they aren't already for you.

[StevenSvN]

I find this moment to be so depressing. Especially about 30 minutes after this time when it's dark but the sky is still a bit lighter. I immediately get flooded with good old memories I'll never get to experience again, or people I don't see as often or anymore. It's the worst time for me.