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0:00 without you
1:34 by & by
3:34 may 17th
5:32 hold you
7:17 sleep well
9:26 🔁 REPEAT FROM BEGINNING 🔁

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[ninjasalazar]

I haven’t felt “real” for the past couple weeks, I feel as if I blink and suddenly I’m somewhere else, there’s this lightheaded feeling inside my mind, as if at any moment I’ll float away if I don’t concentrate long enough. The only thing I can compare it to is it’s like the slow build when you ride a rollercoaster to the very top, but there’s no drop…I feel stuck, waiting to take a plunge that doesn’t exist…

[CozyCookieASMR]

I never talk about my problems publicly but I don't have anyone to vent to so I want to give this a try. Recently, I got kicked out of my mom's house. I just turned 18 in October. The reason she kicked me out was because I ran away from home after she yelled at me(I know it's weird). But the reason I ran away was because she gave me a lot of anxiety and I couldn't handle being in the house anymore; she created a toxic household. So I left which is something I would never do especially at night time and I walked to a McDonald's that's about a 10 to 15 min walk from the house and the whole way there I had a panic attack because of how scared I was. I called my bf and he got me a ride to his house to stay for the night. I wasn't kicked out yet, I had just ran away but the next morning my mom texted my bf saying that she had my boxes ready to be picked up and that I'm kicked out. It was crushing for me to hear that... There's A LOT more details to this but I don't want to get too deep into it. But right now she has my social and birth certificate and she won't give it back and I'm trying to get it in some way. I've called so many places and it's really hard for me to obtain my documents. Other than that I've been trying my best to keep a positive mindset and have hope for my future🤍

[chinbit.]

These past few months have been insanely tough because after so long I finally acknowledged the weight that I put on my shoulders. I had my first ever mental breakdown and it still hasn't gone away. I'm looking for a positive solution and hopefully everyone in the comments finds their own as well. I may just be a random commenter to others but know that you are loved and cared for. Stay safe everyone ❤️

[MadiBendy]

I can’t explain how much this upload helped me today… we had to put my pug to sleep last night and I have been struggling today. This helped me realize that everything is going to be alright.

[Jsbettaroom]

I miss this. I missed this community. I won't bore y'all with my situation/problems. Because we all have them. Just here to enjoy great music with y'all. Stay strong stay blessed ❤️

[OracleNerdRichie]

I’m hoping everyone is doing ok. Just know you are not alone. We are all here for you.

[bluepenguin]

This might be long so be warned: Honestly, this year has been a lot for me, as it has for a lot of us, I bet. I'd definitely say one of the more stressful parts has been transitioning to a new school after graduating with my associates degree. New environment, being on my own, living with roommates.. it's a bit more difficult for me personally since I'm autistic, but yea. Finals definitely has me cramping and stressing a little, and so is coming back home for winter break. I think that's probably why I've been feeling mentally low these past weeks, just knowing I'm going back home and potentially having to deal with some bad stuff. Regardless.. yea. Thanks for reading if you got this far, I really appreciate it. Sending hugs and lovin' to you all!

[noobauditor]

To everyone reading this!!!! I hope you have a great day ahead, take care of yourself 😊👏

[poppunn]

I’m currently studying at a digital course and have only one friend who I’ve had since elementary. She is my closest friend, but I think we used to be much closer. I suffer a lot from anxiety, especially social anxiety, and right now it’s tearing me apart. In high school I was usually by myself, even if everyone in my class were wonderful and inclusive, because i didn’t want to burden anyone or say something that I’d regret. My friend’s always had an easy time making friends and, as time went by, it felt like we met less and less and she spent more time with her new friends or partying. Probably partying every weekend or so. The only times it felt like she reached out to me or wanted to hang out was if she needed emotional support or someone to vent to, usually about a few of her friends. It’s still like this, but she’s cut contact with the toxic people in her group, so now I guess she has even fewer reasons to reach out. I’m sure she’s not even aware that I feel lonely and forgotten, and I want to tell her how I feel, but I don’t know how or if I even should. I’m really lost. I still don’t know how to make new friends and it feels like I’ll never get better. I go to a therapist but it’s really expensive and my mom says it doesn’t look like it’s working. I know overcoming social anxiety takes time, but I still struggle so much with it, and it feels worse every time I try to talk to anyone because I regret every word that comes out of my mouth. I haven’t had motivation to do school work since early high school and I don’t know what to do to fix that either. I’m sorry for the long comment but I’ve had so much on my mind for so many months now, I’m exhausted

[xtoypdt]

lofi community literally the best safe place ever exist

[ferntheinkling]

I met this new friend who is literally my favorite person in the whole world. I’ve never felt more loved and understood than what I feel around her. But she’s graduating university on Friday and getting married in January. I knew this was happening, but I got a surprise last night. Her fiancé is an intern at the college ministry at my church, which is where I met her and spend most of my time with her. He announced that he’s moving ministries, and we won’t be seeing him in the college ministry anymore. She’s leaving the college ministry too. I literally cried so hard on the way home. She told me we could still talk but I’m so scared I’m going to lose her. I have a really hard time getting close to people, as in I’ve never ever had a close friend in my entire life who I could talk to about what’s really bothering me. I’d trust her with my life, but still I haven’t been open with her like I wanted to this entire semester. I’ve been putting it off, and now she’s leaving. Well, maybe not completely, but…. I’m such an idiot. I can’t communicate right. I really need someone’s help, but I’m too scared to ask for it. I had so much hope that she would be the person that I’ve been looking for: a true friend who really cares about me, and really can and will help me get over my mental health issues. But my hope is gone now. I’m so scared she’s leaving. I can’t lose her. I’ll have nothing else to hope for. Nothing else to live for. I’m so upset and scared and I didn’t know what to do. Seeing her at church every week was the reason I made it through each week, but now I have nothing to look forward to. I’m right back where I started, except even more heart-broken and depressed.

[OurTimeisNow]

To whoever reads this, you're not alone in your pain. The human superpowers are endurance and community, and you have both! Remember that you are loved, and keep going!

[TonChinKanKun]

oughh... i'm so tired. This semester has been rough on me. But my birthday was yesterday! I hit the big 18 :) I'm glad I made it this far. I've started drinking more water and am trying to get more sleep. Hopefully I'll pass my exams and make it to intercession so I can get some real rest. I hope whoever is reading this and Ambition is having an alright day/night. And I wish you best of luck on making it to the holidays! much love <3

[gmae]

These past few months been hard emotional and mentally. Mostly all started when I unexpectedly lost my dad, and not having a good enough support group unlike my mom. I'm left to fight and dig deeper to pull the strength to keep my smile on my face. My work been a nice distraction from my personal life. But because of it I'm mentally exhausted, all I want to do sleep, play video games and hope time traveling get made soon so I can go back to a care free life. Or just at lest pack a bag of clothes and just go on a adventure around the world before my time up, instead of working a 9 to 5 then going to bed and repeat.

I hope everyone here, has a wonderful week. Thank you.

[C-Midori]

2022/12/7

Damn.

For skipping school a little too much, I got arrested. They let me go after a few hours, but I’m terribly shook over what happened. I didn’t think it was that bad, but here I am, handcuffed, possible life sentence. Geez.

Just when I thought the last month of my life was gonna be peaceful, there goes my happiness. All I can do now is scream at PNGs of Kuromi and cry.

My grades are probably down the drain as well, and I definitely have no chance of getting into next year. As for my mental health, that too is broken.

_Easy now.. this is my last month. Don’t expect anything good out of it.._


I sit here in my room, watching Hello Kitty, and my eyes hurt. I haven’t eaten anything in hours, and I can’t help myself to anything either.


I had to hide away from my mom because I’m sure she wouldn’t want to hear about this. I told her I stopped for a walk after school and I’m sure that should keep her off for now.


I can’t let anyone at home know about this, otherwise I’m screwed.


Well, goodbye for now.

[djantisocial]

Thank you. I cried for a full period today and I feel like I've hit an all time low. I'm worried I won't pass my tests, I'm worried because my friends are distant and I'm worried because my sleep schedule is so terrible I'm starting to not be able to remember anything that happens. And... my friend, who I can't reach, said they were... leaving life. They haven't texted me back and I'm so worried I want to break down and scream.

[bomber]

two comments in and already it feels like someone just put me onto a planet full of wholesomeness

But real talk, if you are going through something do tell it to someone and seek help, since its a lot better to try to fix it and fail than to leave it alone and make things worse

[kk_thepanda]

guys, even if its just a small one, your problems and emotions are valid. everyone has different things going on in their life, and it affects people in different ways and different intensities. so keep going, keep being inspired, you are loved.

(p.s. I think my birds like the music.)

[Suoria]

I hope everyone in this comment section is doing well★

[lordaizen]

Thanks, this made me feel a little better. 😊