To My Dearest Brother || Spoken Word || Micky Talks

A letter I wrote to my brother along time ago. Anyone who has lost someone they love will be able to relate to this. The reason i did not brand this video or kept it simple was because i wanted it to be capture the feel of the spoken word.

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[sunflowersunday]

I lost my brother 8 years ago. He killed himself. This hit me in so many different ways.... just recently was his death anniversary. It hurts because i never got to say a proper goodbye because my mom kept me out of his room when she found him. He was there during the toughest time (helping me get over my parents divorce, being the father figure my dad was never, helping me with fake friends, etc...). We were so close and i still to this day sometimes look back and think it was part my fault... i’ve been in therapy since he died. And to think if he only shared what was happening... we could of stopped it.. i wish he didn’t die... my friends have no idea what it is like so they aren’t much support and if he would have went to therapy it may of had helped him and I could have watched him grow up... get a wife (or husband), have children (he wanted a lot) and get into the college he wanted. Years after he died (4 years) we were getting letters from colleges saying he got accepted... colleges he wanted to go to SO bad but didn’t he could get in... i miss him so much ...

[jamesshelby]

R I.P. Jason Shelby 7/10/90- 9/10/17. Miss the hell out of you lil bro. Life begins at 100 mph. Ride in paradise. ✌️💯

[olomtasin]

Lost my brother 2 days ago..so iam watching it to relieve my pain.Thanks Micky bro.

[mercedesalek]

😢😭I miss my Lil brother I hop I meet you someday

[jbward]

Lost my lil brother September 16, 2022 I don't wish no loss on anyone bless up, appreciate your brother....still hurts knowing my big bro and lil bro are in heaven

[christinastreet]

That was powerful. I lost my baby brother 10 years ago this October (2018). He was 24 years old. He died 18 hours from home. Alone in a hospital. No one there that loved him. We (the family) didn't even know he had died until the following day when the medical examiner called us to identify him by markings (his tattoos) on his body. We thought it was a horrible joke at first, so we hung up. A state trooper called back and told us that it wasn't a In that moment, time stood still. Everything moved in slow motion. We had so many questions: Why him? What happened? What went so wrong? Why did he have to die alone? Why did no one call us, we made sure our number was on his emergency contact Just this spoken word really hit home. I guess, some part is letting me know that I am not alone in how I feel or how much I still miss him. People tell you that "time heals and it will get better with time", that's not true. At least I don't think it is. It doesn't get better or easier, we just learn to adapt. We develop tougher skin, a etc. We do what it takes to let people feel that its better, hell sometimes I think I even kid myself.... I'm So.. my whole point to this was "Thank You".... I needed to hear your words.

[hannalara]

I started crying omg why. I lost my big brother 2 years ago to suicide without me getting to say goodbye or give him one last hug and now I would give everything I have to get to hug him one more time, to run my hand through his long curly hair. I can’t wait for the time I meet him again

[vaunsag]

I miss my young brother . He died in a freak drowning accident in 2012 . It was his birthday the other day . I miss our fights our fun . Till to date no answer why he was taken . Miss you bro will always be incomplete with you . Love you so much . RIP

[amandaneedham]

Rest In Peace Robert Lee Jones..
my big brother. I love you Bobby 😞😭😭

[bugzbunny]

I feel your pain! I miss my brother I don’t think I’ll ever stop grieving over him, a part of me is always missing, because he is no longer here 😔! I miss you Jr 💔

[vaunsag]

I miss my brother more than anything he was 26 and I will never forgive god for that . No fault of his . Shows how unequal god is . Me and my parents left with the pain yo live or life without him till our time come . Not good not right god .

[silasgreaves]

Most of the people in the comments lost their brother after they passed away, so my pain seems a bit paltry compared to theirs.

But I lost my brother just maybe 2 weeks ago, when he left to join the military - The Marines. It’s the first time in my life, where I won’t be able to see him anytime I want to. It’s heart wrenching, today was the last phone call we were able to make and after now I won’t be able to see or hear him for a really long time. Won’t be able to joke with him, watch a movie together, continue to share our interests of video games, go out and get food, or whatever else.

I miss him. And life is so stressful right now. Online school sucks, my relationship with my parents is down the drain, the burden of responsibility for my own life is increasingly becoming more ever present as I struggle to find the path forward.

I’ll see him again, but when I do I might be different and so will he, and the world will most certainly have changed by then too, if nothing else, even the tiniest bit.

I’m hurting.

[KaySunshine]

I wish all of you beautiful people in the comments some comfort and peace <3 and thank you Micky for posting such a beautiful video.
Loss of a brother is incredibly hard and i am filled with sorrow for all of you who are also going through this. My brother passed away 4 and a half years ago and its still so hard. the pain and emptiness is so raw as if it just happened yesterday. I miss him so much, he was such an amazing person but had many battles with mental health which resulted in drug use. Drugs won. the weekend he was supposed to go to rehab he disappeared. 2 days later he was found dead from overdose. It sucks and i still cant believe such a beautiful and caring person could be eaten alive and taken over by such a vile drug. Rest in peace bryan, your little sister loves you and misses you so much. I wish you were still here and I wish life wasnt so hard on you. You battled demons that were so dark and cold - you didnt deserve it. you didnt deserve some of the things you endured. I understand your longing to want to try and cover the pain and mask the memories of trauma with drugs, but I just wish things could have been different. Until we meet again <3 save a place next to you in heaven for me

[hazertrece]

Miss you Rene Ortiz my little brother your always in my heart. Cant believe your gone. On my happy days I feel guilt for being happy, I know you would of wanted me to be happy and move on but its very difficult knowing ill never see you again on this side of life. I'm full of regrets, sorrow pain and guilt. Can't wait till I see you again.
August, 23, 1991- June, 11, 2019....

[maulikdesai]

😭 I can't say anything I can't explain my pain he was my everything

[emilym.calhoun]

I miss my Big Brother that passed away recently April 4, 2022 to cancer I miss him everyday and forever will until we meet again. Forever in my ❤️ and memories we shared noone can never take those special moments we shared I will forever hold you in my heart until I can hold you in my arms in heaven. Rest in peace brother Clark it's not Goodbye it's see you later watch over me mom big sister and the rest of the gang you and Dad are our Gaurdian Angel our heros

[purple_melody_of_]

I lost my brother when I wasn't born also i wasn't able to see him this is the thing that hurts me the most .

[olomtasin]

Your voice stays crystal clear to me stil this day.

[Samyaboy]

R.I.P. Johnathan Robert Paul Ermel. 4/9/98 - 5/28/18

[yolandaborquez]

My brother is stuck out in japan and i cant see him because this stupit viris i miss him i really miss him without him i will be nothing i am crying right now i am very sad