Britton - if this is goodbye (Official Lyric Video)

[heatherconrad-clark]

To all the lonely souls out there tonight, you are not alone. I am battling the monsters, demons and darkness too. But we can make it through the night/day together.

[Chapsn]

I have such a deep respect for lyric writing like this. And using music to express the feelings you can not talk about because no one would understand. Yet, many understand.

[christinebarclay]

I think this is your story and too many of us relate. Like it's our own story, I know it's mine. Britton, you're reaching so many souls with this! The ending? Oh em gee, the tears and goosebumps and oh my soul I can't say enough about it. You've just released more than a song, more than a masterpiece... you're giving people hope. It's just so beautiful. 😭🤍🖤

[miastar]

My heart is shattered . No point picking up the broken pieces just to press the repeat button of loneliness and pain . This suffering never ends but it's nice to know that even when u feel alone there are others that can relate.

[bre]

Dude this song.... I relate to it way too much... I've struggled with severe depression 90% of my life, I've committed multiple times, been in the mental hospital multiple times, I take several medications for mental illnesses.. Its really bad.. And I've come back every time.. Somehow.. Somehow I'm still alive.. But I still have moments I feel like I want to try again...
So this song reaches out to me on so many levels.. And the last few lines REALLY made me BURST into TEARS! This is SUCH A GOOD SONG!

[rosewright]

Dear, your song came to me during the darkest days. I'm grateful for you. It's been quite a few months but....thank you for helping me stand up while I was doing the same for so many. I have two kids and it's a struggle but we'll rise together.
We've got this.❤

[sherrilangley]

The line that touched me the most was "Everything I hold dear, Erased by all of my demons".

[FritzDave]

Sometimes, it's not about relating to the song but feeling the song and its emotions, and this song right here is the true definition of it

[hopepurcell]

It’ll be 3 years since my attempt in September and my goodness this song just hits me in my soul. The tears definitely started rolling with the last few lines. I took it as a second chance when I made it through. I was hospitalized for 15 days following the incident. It was there that I was finally given a proper diagnosis for my mental health. I suffer from complex PTSD and borderline. I was also recently diagnosed with fibromyalgia (chronic pain disorder) with all of those things life really is very hard. I vowed to myself that I would always fight to live the life I have for as long as I have it. I’ve chosen healing over everything. It’s not an easy choice, but it is so worth it. I’m in therapy and med free. It’s a hell of a journey that takes time and dedication. You can’t give up until you find the help that suits your specific needs. When you feel happiness and you get to experience joy it makes all of your struggles along the way worth it.

[KennadyTemple-sskj]

"It keeps getting harder to live" Literally explains everything that everyone deals with in life on a daily basis. Constant negativity, no respect, feeling alone are all things I feel this songs literally represents. Will be listening to on repeat. Again and again

[rosesarereddd]

One of the most haunting, truthful songs, congratulations on the release! I'm so glad I'm still here to hear it. Just the shorts of this song has got me through alot. Been in such a dark place 💔 what a piece of true Art 🎨

[Indrid_cold]

This is so much better than I It speaks to me in a way I can't articulate. You have created a masterpiece with this one. I can't wait for a full length project. I'll be waiting on baited breath. ❤ Thank you so much Britton.

[markd]

I woke from a coma. No one there. If i could only say good bye. Still today im alone. I only wish to say that i don't want to die. But it is really hard to live. I hope someday to see my children again.

[WinterH]

This has been like my voice for years when I could never escape the darkness for so long. I’ve fought for so long to heal something I didn’t even break. Thank you so much

[andreaslundgren]

Wow this song is the story of my last 2 years! I survived a suicide and woke up with my mom at my side, and I’m now trying to get my life back together! Thank you for this!

[FearlesshuuaFortniteFunny]

Lyrics:

Finally hit the ground, I’m at the bottom now
Never thought I could be this low
Felt like falling down an endless hole
No, I don’t see the light and I don’t hear God
Crawling in the dark, now my limbs are cold
Screaming out help but it just echoes
Only one way out of here, I don’t think I can reach it
Everything I hold dear, erased by all of my demons
My sorry is sincere, I’ve just lost all of my reasons, reasons left to stay

So if this is goodbye, please don’t count my cry as a sin
No, I don’t wanna die but it keeps getting harder to live
And I put up a fight but now I’ve got nothing to give
So if this is goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, I hope someday to see you again

There’s nothing you could’ve said, nothing you could’ve done different
It was always between me and my head
Never meant to hurt you in the process
But I just can’t keep holding on
Wish I could believe that things will get better
Wish I could just flip a switch in my mind then I could fix how I feel altogether
Then I could mean it when I say I’m fine
It’s never that easy and neither is life
Don’t think I wanted to leave you behind, I tried, I tried, I tried

So if this is goodbye, please don’t count my cry as a sin
No, I don’t wanna die but it keeps getting harder to live
And I put up a fight but now I’ve got nothing to give
So if this is goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, I hope someday to see you again

Open up my eyes, I don’t know where I am and everything is blurry
My mom’s holding my hand
Turns out I was in a hurry but God had other plans
He said my goodbye was early, now I’ve got a second chance

[lindsaybaker]

U absolutely can do this... just keep lighting ur light so many times that u love urself so much that u end up loving others enough not to ever risk ur life again for anything that risks ur true essence and heart. So heal and love u

[ArchangelMichael-TT]

Britton, this is something that I'm fairly certain took a lot of time and effort to release alongside produce but you nailed it! Your voice portrays emotion so well it's insane thank you for a masterpiece!

[Vanessa-tnbk]

Here i am.. 27 years old with two kiddos that are my world... I never expected to live past 21... i told myself I'd go out on my 21st bday and have some amazing night as my last. I saw no future for myself whatsoever.. I'm really glad i made one, though 😌 i just wish i could tell that little girl that there's so much light ahead..

[robertgarone]

With the release of each song, I think they cannot get any better until the next one comes out. Your talent is unmatched.