Atlus - When I Go (Official Music Video)

Atlus - When I Go (Official Music Video)

ATLUS MERCH/SOCIALS/MUSIC/TOUR INFO:

Credits
Filmed and Edited by Diego Garcia- Avila
Written by Atlus, Still Matthews, Britt Wilder, David Ray
Produced by Still Matthews & Stu Stapleton

Lyrics:

Verse 1
Self medicating is so complicated
I feel like you never knew the man behind that smile
I was fading, while you were praying
Most walk a thousand but Ive walked a million miles
I could have changed but never will
The wounded me could never heal
But that’s alright by me
Borrowed time I tried to steal
But my vices took the wheel
And the wrong direction set me free

Chorus
And I hope it don’t hurt you
Boxing up the memories you is the most
And I know it won’t be easy
but I’m somewhere in that sky you’re not alone when I go If you need me
I left a letter in the dresser that is wrote
And I know that I been selfish
Gone too soon and that’s the truth I’ve always known

Verse 2
It wasn’t hard to face the light with my head high
My life is come at this red light I lived fast and I loved hard
I know you know so, never walked the line on that tight rope
If you fall fight back that’s how life goes you can still find your Way back home
Don’t lose hope, gone from my room but there’s no closet full of bones
I paved these roads
Lived out my dreams but now you have to let me go

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[atlus_music]

Without you, none of my dreams would be possible. Y’all have helped me accomplish so much over the last few years in this journey, and I’m finally in a place that I can give back to the people that have been there for me the most. ‘When I Go’ illustrates the idea that I’ll be able to face my time when it comes because the life y’all have given me feels complete. All my wildest dreams are coming true because of YOU.

[inkzry]

Single dad working 12 hours fighting against a toxic mother who’s a narcotic is the hardest thing ever with her family who all also bad eggs filling the mother of the child with poison to fight ageist me dishonest behind my back when am working to make ends meat it never stop for me trying to make somone happy who wasn’t happy with the self it nearly killed me it’s only for my baby am still here and I can’t thank that beautiful girl enough she save my life ❤

[jamesgeorge]

Three days will be 2 years that my love called me and took her own life. I'll never forget the words she to me....I ask myself what could I have done.. What could I have said.... I just lost another friend of mine on October 21 of this year. I just turned 50 29th of October and I'll tell you what it's never been like this in my life. I just I'm so thankful that I have my daughter because without her I would not be here. Thanks for your music bro

[alexlinthicum]

I used to say I struggle with depression but now I say I battle it. Some days I win, some days I lose but I make sure to lay my head down ready for another day, another fight because life is worth fighting for.

[Natedawolfman]

Lost my big brother to suicide a little over 2 years ago. The pain I and my family has felt has been like no other. His son still asks me all the time if hes like his dad.. i promise if anybody ever sees this comment and is struggling, it isn't worth it. I promise you it's not. Just keep your chin up high and keep pushing on.

[GawneMusic]

One of your most POWERFUL! Love you man 🤍🔥🐐

[jeremyinkel]

Atlus your by far the best artist on YouTube

[mathewevans]

4 years of denial and masking myself without a tear unless I listen to you bro don't know how much this helps don't stop writing

[dustpanman]

@atlus This one got me. I had a battle with suicidal ideation and mental health last year and one day I didn't know my ass from a hole in the wall, and I ended up blowing my face off. Thank God I survived, but damnit man. Since then, my depression has gotten worse, but I'm not suicidal. Didn't think I ever was and not sure why it happened to this day. However, listening to this song, and seeing the video fucked me up, and I broke down. Good tune man, you gained a new fan

[CoryDelRio]

Thank you Atlus for everything you do. Long story short I was definitely at rock bottom with my life. My child's life was taken by a drunk driver, a week later I caught my girlfriend cheating on me. The only two things in this world that meant everything to me were gone in an instant. I was in a very dark place, then one day I stumbled upon your music and it helped me get thru the devastation I was feeling. You're music has saved me and inspired me.
Thank you!!

[jaricebarbee]

I found this song the week my brother passed away. It helps, thanks Atlus!

[mattbuck]

Lost my mom at 3:30 am Tuesday morning. As bad as the pain hurts I find a lot of comfort in your music esp this song thank you man

[vernrameyii]

I literally cry like a baby hearing this song. Mental illness it's real and can be tragic if someone doesn't listen. Bro this song hits hard. Thank you. Having 5 mental health issues, this song helps. Again Thank You so much. ❤️❤️

[ElOsito]

Whoever cut onions that's not nice 😩😩😩 this song hit close to home I appreciate it, it gives me hope and finding my purpose in this downhill world ty

[danielpontones]

It's good to see you are on here replying to your fans, your so humble brother. Keep making fire 💯

[scratcherking]

Bro this is one of the best songs I've ever heard WOW.great job.

[MasettiPF]

Easily one of my favorite artists dropping music right now! Always amazing

[cassiewilson]

Thousands and thousands of sounds, Music has saved me! When I listen to you, it's something not familiar to my soul! How could this Be? ❤

[matthewwaldner]

I listen to this song on repeat, it makes me feel something

[coolnamesurnameson]

i've been stuck in the limbo between sadness and happiness and determination and self-deprecation for as long as i can remember now. for a long time i've been looking for a way to leave, an out, an exit, a way for me to break out of the stalemate and find a reprieve from my own headspace. this song reminded me that ending it all isn't the answer for me. if someone sees it as their way, i won't shame them, but the chorus reminded me of something a dear friend once told me. they said "i'd rather write stories with you than tell stories about you."