PANDA EYES - IM NUMB

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[OfficialPandaEyes]

RIP RECKFUL. I USED TO WATCH YOUR STREAMS A LOT BACK IN THE DAYS. I COULDNT STOP CRYING READING WHAT HAPPENED.

MENTAL HEALTH ISSUES ARE REAL.
TRUST ME! ITS NOT A JOKE.
IM TIRED OF THIS SHIT.

IM TALKING FOR EVERYBODY OUT HERE WHO STRUGGLES WITH MENTAL DISORDERS

CALL US PUSSIES UNTIL YOU OR SOMEONE REAL CLOSE TO YOU HAS EVER DEALT WITH: BIPOLAR, SCHIZOPHRENIA, ANXIETY, BORDERLINE, PTSD, PANIC ATTACKS ETC...
A LOT OF US BATTLE WITH OUR HEADS DAILY!

BE THERE FOR EACHOTHER. BE UNDERSTANDING.
I KNOW MOST PEOPLE LIKE TO SEE SHIT BURN. UNTIL ITS THEIR LIFE.

IM SURE A LOT OF PEOPLE THINK SUCCESSFUL PEOPLE PROBABLY HAVE THE BEST FUCKING LIFE AND ARE SUPER HAPPY ALL THE TIME AND SORROUNDED BY PEOPLE AND NEVER LONELY RIGHT?

SO WHY DO YOU THINK SO MANY ARTISTS TAKE THEIR OWN LIFES WAY TOO EARLY?

MOST DO NOT LIVE AMAZING FUCKING LIFES LIKE IT IS PROJECTED ON SOCIAL MEDIA.
I WOULD EVEN SAY A LOT OF SUCCESSFUL PEOPLE ARE SUCCESSFUL CAUSE THEY ARE TRYING TO GET AWAY FROM THE PAIN AND ITS PUSHING THEM TO WORK SUPER HARD EVERY DAY AND HAVING AN EVEN BIGGER DESIRE THEN OTHERS TO SUCCEED OR EXPRESS THEMSELVES ARTISTICALLY CAUSE THEY FAIL DOING SO ON OTHER LEVELS
IVE ASKED MYSELF A LOT IF IM BETTER OFF DEAD.
FEELING HOPELESS AND LIKE NOBODY CAN HELP ME.
LIKE IM WORTH NOTHING APART FROM MY PERSONA.

ARTISTS AND CONTENT CREATORS ARE EASY TARGETS AS PUBLIC PEOPLE. BUT THEY ARE ALSO SENSITIVE HUMAN BEINGS.
THATS WHAT MAKES IT ABLE FOR THEM TO CREATE CONTENT THAT PEOPLE RESONATE WITH.
MOST OF THEM ARE VERY LONELY. EVEN ARTISTS WITH A BIG FANBASE.

IT CAN EVEN FEEL THE OPPOSITE WAY. IMAGINE HAVING ALL THESE FANS AND SUCCESS STILL UR LONELY IN YOUR HEAD WITH THE MENTAL ILLNESSES FEELING DISCONNECTED LONGING FOR A CONNECTION.
REALISING AFTER REACHING ALL YOU EVER THOUGHT YOU WANTED YOU STILL ARE NOT FEELING OKAY IN YOUR HEAD AND LIKE SOMETHING IS VERY WRONG.
OR LIKE YOU DONT BELONG ANYWHERE.

OUR ART AND SOCIAL MEDIA MADE US FEEL CONNECTED IN THIS DISCONNECTED WORLD.
AT THE SAME TIME SOCIAL MEDIA IS CAUSING THIS VERY DISCONNECTION AND FUCKING MOST OF US UP.

WE NEED TO KNOW WE ARE LOVED AS A PERSON. ACCEPTED AS WHO WE ARE. NOT AS WHO PEOPLE WANT US TO BE.

check on your friends. call them right now. be there for them. ask them how they are ACTUALLY doing!


sry for the capslock lol

REST IN PEACE RECKFUL <3

[boochin]

man those captions are something else. I'm deaf so turning them on helped me understand the music for what it was.

[agnieszkaszafarczyk]

When I was playing Sha this song just made me vibe to it, this is the best GD song

[ccfeelsaboutyou]

Hey oskar, hope you're doing good, was a lil worried of you deleting your insta out of nowhere, hope you're doing good healthwise and as well as in life! Much Love

[MartHommes]

Man I heard you're dealing with a lot. I hope you're hanging on though. Life can be a bitch. The only thing we can do is learning to deal with it and make the most of what we have, even if it's small. There might be times where you think there's no end to it. It might take longer for others, but, eventually you'll break through. And those are the moments we shouldn't take for granted, cherish them, and use them as motivation to move forward through the next wave of pain to get to the next light at the end of the tunnel. We're here with you, all the way

[MeoplleX]

Its been out like around 3 months now and this song is still my absolute favorite song of all time man, thank u oskar

[joshux]

right, so i have APD (anti-social personality disorder), i’ve been diagnosed and it basically means i have 1 of 4 mental disorders but we can’t tell which one yet (cause i’m 16 and to get a diagnosis that isn’t just APD i have to be 18 so they won’t even bother). essentially i can have either bipolar, schizophrenia, sociopathy or psychopathy. i battle with my head daily and often drink to numb the difficulties, fuck i’m hungover rn. i wanna say oskar, i fucking love your music and this song in particular i played so so so much over the past year. it was my spotify no1 song of 2020 and it just helped. i can’t say what in particular causes this song to be so emotional but it is and i love it, i love you oskar, don’t ever stop making music cause it reallly helps with most things. when i listen to your music it just allows me to forget about the problems of my life for a few minutes and just relax

[inverse_gachagod]

Depression + moombatoh = bouncing with depression

[RemonyWhisp]

I totally understand what you're talking about. Don't worry, not only the artists suffer from this shit. I'm lucky, I found after many years people who cared for me when I thought my life should end here and now. It took me some time, but I hope you'll quickly find nice people like these who can support you and make your illness and so your burden more "liveable". I'm just a fan, I can't show you my love and my support for you IRL, otherwise I would already have suggested you to hang out somewhere to have fun, but I hope my... our messages and thoughts will reach to your heart.

I hope you'll feel better in the future. Fuck anxiety, fuck depression, fuck mental illness. We'll all get through it.

Love on you.

(Note : Pardon my english, I'm sure I made a lot of mistakes writing this, but it I said everything as it came to my mind.)

[tekkno]

hey I know im not the only one who's said something like this but ima say it anyway. I've been dealing with heavy depression for the last 6 years. but eventually i found a game called geometry dash( ik im bringing gd to the comments) and it got me into dubstep. i heard your music for the 1st time through that game, and it encouraged me to start making my own music. it has really helped me keep pushing. all the times ive almost faced the same outcome as reckful, i remembered all the good memories you gave me, like just hearing your levels in gd. you're part of the reason im still here today. and i wanted to tell you to keep up the good work and thanks for helping me find an outlet ive always needed.

[freshavacado]

Oskar? You there? We miss you 🥺🥺
Like fr tho, we hope you have reached a healthy state of mind and enjoy life to the fullest even in this year of disaster.
Much love 💕

[bakakaka.]

This is insanely good and special. I genuinely dont know what i would have done without your music, it played a big part of my teen years and knowing you're still making amazing tracks just makes everything feel right. Please dont stop. 💗

[ooftheidiot]

I felt you on this one.
The world isn't fair. There is so much bullshit in this world. If there is anything I have learned in these 15 years of living in this fucked up world. I used to cry all the time. I'm starting to forget what pain feels like. But music helps me cope. Don't stop. Depressing is real. RIP Reckful. Never forget.
BREAKTHROUGH THE HATE AND

[shinylugiagames]

3:34 this is where mr baboo comes out ❤💅🔥🤣🥲🫶😽❤️💀😔☝️👊😋

[TheLemonShorts]

2:20 “all the chemIEUEHCALS are shading baby”💀

[klicks]

I don't know what to say so I'll just say this.
You got this Oskar, and we are here every step of the way. The fact that you've made it this far enduring everything shows just how strong you truly are. We all love you. Stay strong.

[Inflake]

This is amazing man. I’m sure Reckful is somewhere up there thanking you for speaking up💙

[shayaguilarsalazar]

Hola, tal vez no leas este comentario, sobre todo por que debo ponerlo en español, pero eres un artista con un gran don, si te sientes triste, sin saber porqué, te entiendo realmente pasé por ahí alguna vez.

Aunque no soy artista y no tenga un talento mi vida fue triste alguna vez, nada de lo que hacía parecía tener valor, al menos para mi.

Ahora bien, no fue sencillo y no logré hacerlo sola, solo una idea me ayudó y aunque hoy casi nadie quiere creer, solo Dios me ayudó, me aferré a Él con todas mis fuerzas y hoy mi vida es 99% feliz.

Ten fuerza Panda Eyes, estaré orando por ti.

Me encanta tu música 🎵 y todo ser humano merece sentirse valorado, realizado consigo mismo y sobre todo muy feliz a pesar de las pruebas.

[Oli_Outdoors]

"ALL THE CHEMICALS ARE SHADING BABYYY!" 😍🥶😱👅 2:20

[DarkMetaOFFICIAL]

Hey Panda jusy wanted to say
Love u bro

Some of the best times for me were watching you make tracks. Things like that help fight the want to not be here every day. fr.

Severe depression runs deep. Every single day is a battle. A literal thing constantly affecting you. It's not like having some rain and wind gusts while you drive down the road of life each day.

It's like constantly struggling against a hurricane with 100 mph winds until you can seek shelter. Then guess what, it doesn't just go away. And navigating life is already astronomically difficult on it's own.

Everything you said in the description is SPOT ON 😊