Oh I hate that man I hate that man but oh cara mia how I love him X september instrumental

talking: Dangerously yours-The pirate of Orleans

music: September- sparky deathcap (instrumental)

[BasilLeaf-uccj]

It reminds me of autumn, wallowing in the troubles of your life whilst you walk in the evening. For a moment, you look out onto the horizon and how beautiful the autumn leaves are. Despite all that troubles you, all that you may hate, you cannot bring despair forth as you gaze at such a beautiful view.

[MENTALGRUNGY]

This audio just gives me a sad but peaceful vibe, just imagine tears turning icy cold as they run down your face as the wind hits them, the sorrow, but peace of the moments bubbles up a new feeling inside you, but you can’t quite tell what, the grief, the longing, and the peacefulness mixes together smoothly, causing a brief moment of true peace and happiness, but as the sun sets and the wind dies down, so does your happiness of the moment.

[theresajenislawski]

oh...i hate that man... i HATE that man!!!!

...but oh...
cara mia....
...how i love him...

[juliacinne]

He's always teasing me, he likes to see me mad but then he says things like "I think about you all the time", so yes, this audio is him.

[yasemin]

THIS IS PERFECT, PLEASE DONT EVER DELETE THIS <3

[theyenvychloe]

This audio makes me think of a wet rainy day, while just sitting by a window deep in thought, reading a book while looking out the window at the rain. Very soothing, yet depressing. It makes me feel somewhat nostalgic, while also drowned in sorrow. Love this, thank you for making my day with this audio I shall forever cherish <33

[yzkkoch]

Why’s this literally every enemies to lovers 🙈💗

[OfficialyAi-sama]

When i listened to this audio i thought abojt my favourite person, who i haven't seen in a long time.
All of our memories, our laughs, our walks to the store while gossiping.
Oh cara mìa, how i miss her.
I cried, thank you❤

[SpectatorOfLife]

This Is Beautiful, its like spring.
Or remembering lovable memories

[UzumakiNaruto-lezj]

How many times have you listened to this?


YES

[LSD_finalboss]

"oh cara mia, how i love him" this is so good i wanna rip out my eyes and ears and rip my face off

[foxtrot]

I hated him.
I hated how he made me feel so small
so vulnerable

and how he did it without breaking a sweat

I hated seeing his face in my mind when I woke up
and how his laugh sounded
how his voice sounded

but soon I realized I never really hated him

I was scared of what would happen if I gave in to love


well, look at me now
ring box in my pocket sitting right across from that same boy.

[Defonot_Belle]

I hate the way he loves her so much, I love the passion he shows with everyone he love tho.

I hate the way they bible study together, but I love the way he studies the Bible

I hate the way the picks out meaningful gifts for her, but I love how thoughtful he is.

I hate how well he treats her, but I love how well he treats people he loves.

I hate how he looks at her, but I love it when he looks.

I hate how his eyes are always on her, but I love his big blue eyes.

I hate how she’s always to topic, but I love talking to him.

Why am I not enough, I’ll always be the backup.

[Mixocoree]

This is giving me motivation to finish my essay

[theresajenislawski]

smth i wrote:)

you know, i really did mean it last time.
the last time i told you that well, it was the last time.
yet here i am again.
i always come back here, don’t i?
i’m not sure why.
i guess a part of my brain always assumes things will be different.
i guess i give too many chances.

i’m not trying to lie… i’m really not…i know i promised…
it’s just-

i find it so hard sometimes.
it had been so long, i had been so far detached… i had gotten so very far…
but the very minute i’m confronted again i seem to lose all sense of progress.
i’ve never been able to identify a silhouette so quickly…
oh, i swear i wasn’t anticipating it…

i want to mean it this time. i really do.
but i don’t know if all of me does.
my brain is ready, it wants to go, it wants what's best…
but my heart…

i’ve long figured out that love isn’t what it used to be… it’s not what it seems…
but some days, it’s all that i have, it’s all that keeps me going…

i can’t keep switching around, like different attention would be the whole of my solution,
i’m far too tired anyway…

oh, how i hate it…how i truly despise everything about it
yet…oh…who could I kid…
i love it so deeply.

i can’t keep chasing and chasing the one thing i can’t have, can i…
but it’s all i have-

but oh, please believe me when i say, for a few blessed moments i saw all of what i had ever wanted, reaching out to me…
it pulled back too early…

please just listen when i say that for once in my life, i was happy, i felt safe.
where did it go?

why did it leave?-

why does it prefer the only one who doesn’t want it…

reminds me of someone, i guess…

i’m so very close to stepping back entirely.
from all of it.
if it isn’t him, then i don’t know who it would be.
i’ve re-experienced those memories so many times, they’ve completely faded…
they feel more like a movie scene than something of mine.
but trust me when i say
i would do anything to go back.
anything for one less conversation.
anything for eye contact… friendly, instead of hateful…
please believe me.
anything.

hope you enjoyed:)

[AnnaKateMorgan]

This has such a classical sound to it I love it so much ❤❤❤❤

[Satanxvoid]

As all the hours pass by, the sun glows with rays of memories warm. The love of a thousand thousand moments filling every portion of a brain captivated by just the one. A rainy day where the glistening dew of a broken heart had met the sun. The hours spent still filling an eternity, they shall never forget how the clouds had parted revealing the beauty of those words. Draw last breath and know this, they wouldn't change a single thing.

[PreetiSingh-dkbm]

I LOVE THIS🍁it’s giving me butterflies ✨✨🍁

[Skibid-ds]

For me this audio is the way I feel about my father.

[EmeriahBox-sryn]

Reminds me of him❤️
His hugs🫂
His love🫶🏽
His touch🫂
His voice🗣️
His kiss💋

-I think about you constantly