Inspirational Transgender Male to Female MTF 15 Months on HRT Transition Timeline | Jessica P. MtF

Ever since I was young I was confused about my gender, I never got along or acted like the typical boys. I connected better with my girlfriends and I enjoyed playing with girls toys. By age 12 I was dressing in women's clothing and I knew I wanted to transition later in life. Someone in power caught wind of my feelings and chastised me about it. Feeling embarrassed I repressed my feelings. I made sure nobody knew and even believed it was just some weird feelings that I had inside and that I could go on the rest of my life as a man with that secret.

At 36 years old a failed relationship caused me to crash to the bottom. At that point I picked up the pieces of my life and did a tremendous amount of self discovery. I started listening to all my feelings and rediscovered the female side of me was unbelievably strong. Through people's stories on Reddit and watching videos like this I was able to come to grips with the fact I was transgender. Coming out was the hardest thing I could ever do but now after 15 months on HRT ( hormone replacement therapy ) I have discovered a happiness in myself that I didn't think was possible. My mind, body and soul feel congruent and I have a peace and love for myself that has transformed me as a person.

This video celebrates all the hard work that I put into transitioning and to being my very best. Besides the social aspects, I lost 20 lbs, went through laser hair removal for my whole body, learned makeup, took on a skincare regiment, learned how to eat clean and consistently worked out to achieve a body I was happy with. I hope this video can inspire people to show how much difference HRT can change your appearance and gain confidence to live your best life.

Love To All
-Jessica @ cutejessli

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[ivorydungeon]

Hi Jessica, Thanks so much for your inspiring video. Like yourself, as a child and teenager, I knew that I wanted to transition MtF. In 2001, I started a DIY medical transition but it caused such a problem when my family discovered that the project was abandoned. I did not have the strength then to push back to insist on who I am. Now, I'm 43, and after years of disorganisation; dissociation; and dysphoria; I found myself again. I am trans femme and now I have the strength and security to pursue the changes I need to give me the life that I, and indeed my loved ones that support this change, richly deserve. Running from yourself is exhausting and a waste of a life.
If someone's reading this and thinking maybe they've missed the boat because the journey seemed too hard then please remind yourself that your journey can begin once you find that strength and security that can allow your life to flourish.
Thanks for being beautiful, Jessica

[schylerspace]

As a trans woman too, I love seeing incredible transitions like this ❤ thank you for sharing!

[dottiegidget]

Young Transgender girl here, , I will be starting estrogen in 3 days!<3

[maximatefox]

38??? More like 28. Amazing Transition Jessica!!

[chenchen]

Amazing transition, you are beautiful .Congratulations !

[jennjelly]

Jessica you look GREAT too ! you make being pretty so easy !! Keep it up ! and don't forget to love your new life !!

[boomerang]

Lovely video. I'm about5 months into my MTF HRT program and I'm eager to embrace the femme journey. Good luck with yours. You look simply beautiful as well as desirable.

[dianaw]

What a transformation. And you are positively glowing with happiness!

[nikkijade]

I had a bad night the other night thinking if my newly started HRT was the right decision. I just wanted to let you that I always watch this video to lift my spirits.

[ChosenOokami]

This video just sparked a new light in the dark world around me. I'm 25, became aware of the the term Transgender at around 19, it's been a long 6 years of doing nothing due to my super religious mother, but this might finally be the year that I actually commit to change. About a month ago I got a pedicure done, with my nails painted. The next step is to commit to making my beard go bye bye. Thank you for posting this video, it's definitely helped giving me hope for the future.

[MeganOHowe]

I too am experiencing happiness I never thought possible, a lot of times im "glowing" with happiness on over 3 weeks on HRT im already noticing small changes on my body and face I weighed 190lbs on day 0 and am 178lbs right now and still losing. I can't wait until I pass more without makeup, I'll go full time when my boobs are too big so maybe in a month or so lol and sometimes im so excited trying to go to sleep it takes me some time to calm down. I had no idea it would effect my mood so much ive been so confident in myself I've come out to a few more people lately so they won't be shocked when I come out to the public.

[zeng]

I am in 2 years and a half in my transition you look bloody amazing

[robertfrancis]

Jessica you just a tremendous inspiration to me only the best for you sweetie

[susansummers]

Just a beautiful, happy, confident, stylish young woman enjoying life. Happy for you xxx

[DanielleAdamstranspride]

Cute!
Mew mew started at 41 and then the confidence had me starting college at 42. It;s never too late to start!

[jimmilne]

Your joy and self confidence of the new real you is most attractive

[fongsalyphabmixay]

Miss Jessica, you're looking beautifully. Enjoying your new life feminine. .

[Worlds-Collide]

Looks like two complete strangers. She looks happy

[bunnycraycrayola]

I have a trans girlfriend, she's my entire universe, and I saw pictures of her in the closet, and she looked so depressed and her eyes just looked dead.

[chrisgunn]

Nice lefty 7 string, what does your rig consist of? By the way, congrats on your journey, you’ve certainly come a long way.