SkyDxddy - WHY ME (Official Music Video)

Like all of my music, this is a song that should not exist. But the hard fact is that so many people suffer from the aftermath of Sexual assault. Please SHARE this with every survivor you know, and even those who arent survivors so they can finally start to understand what its like. Educating ourselves on this subject and spreading awareness is the only way for us to make a change. SPEAK UP. Were listening.

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Video By: Traumacore Productions
Written and Produced By: SkyDxddy

LYRICS:

There Was a Time When I Was Young and Innocent
That Was Before I Let Everybody Get in My Head
Before the Trauma All the Lies and All the Pain
Before I Hurt So Bad I Had to Change My Name
Before Manipulations Cracked Fundations
Moments That Would Test My Patience
Prayers to God to Take It All Away
Before I Felt All of the Self-blame Eat at Me
Before I Felt the Devil Crushing Me
And Nobody Could Hear Me Scream
Before I Asked God
Why Me?
I’ve Been Loyal I’ve Been Patient
I Said Hallowed Be Thy Name
I Didn’t Asked to Be Apart of This Wicked Little Game
There was a time when i had no doubt in mind
Thought that i was chosen
wouldnt lose no hope in you
then i got older thoughts turned into boulders
world fell on my shoulders
the thought of death became kinda comforting
i wondered when death was gonna come for me
I’ve Been Loyal I’ve Been Patient
I Said Hallowed Be Thy Name
I Didn’t Asked to Be Apart of This Wicked Little Game
Every Man of God I Ask Said That I Should Be Ashamed
So I Had to Tell Myself That I Am Not the One to Blame
I Am Not the One to Blame
I Am Not the One to Blame
I Am Not the One Who Should Feel Shame
There Was a Time When I Was Young and Innocent

#whyme #religioustrauma #sa #traumacore

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This is more than a song. This is more than just my story. This is more than music. #traumacore

[SkyDxddy]

Let’s change a survivors life today…I know this song has the power to open dialogue and inspire more survivors to come forward about their experiences. LIKE, COMMENT, AND SHARE with all of your friends and family. This is music BY SURVIVORS FOR SURVIVORS . I appreciate you all more than words can describe.

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[MissyCremitoria]

Someone like this comment so It will send me the notification to come back, I didn't know I was so early (30 hours). I am easily distracted so If no one helps me I won't hear this song for a while. Thank you for your patience. Love SkyDxddy 's music.

[missgalaxia]

To all the survivors of any kind of abuse reading this:

You're still here, you survived, and I'm proud of you. It won't be easy, sometimes it might get unbearable, but please know that what happened to you wasn't and will never be your fault. I am sorry that this world has been cruel but I hope you can be the hope and happiness you need.

I'm proud of you.

[candiceparr]

I'm a child sexual abuse SURVIVOR and this song really hits home. My abuse started at the age of 5. I blamed myself for years. I absolutely love that you put out these lyrics that others have lived through and struggled with for years.

[JustJenRx]

DAMN THIS WAS ME" PLAGUED ME FOR YEARS...IT STILL DOES.

[gothic_angel]

I'm a DV survivor whose been abused in every way possible. Your music makes me feel less alone. Your so brave I admire you. Your a beautiful person. Your music is amazing 💜

[HarmonyGrace-jl]

I am a SURVIVOR of sa and abuse and this song really hits home for me thank you

[stephinwy]

When I first heard this song, it resonated with me in a different way, not as a DV survivor, but a a 2X breast cancer survivor.
Cancer ravaged my life at an early age, 47. I was in a fairly new relationship, recently ending a 25 year marriage. And it didn’t tiptoe into my life with a little warning…Stage 1 or II, it was out the gate Stage III in one breast and Stage IV in the other, despite having had a mammogram 11 months prior.
Cancer took everything I knew and held to be true and threw it out the fucking window. I lived in a body that was no longer mine, that I no longer even recognized.
Every single day was filled with more pain than I knew was humanly possible to withstand, nausea that started at my toes and ended in my soul, and every tiny microscopic hair on my body disappeared along with more and more scars after each of 7 surgeries.
I was not able to reconstruct, we tried 3 times, 3 times my body rejected them and I became septic, and at the time, my life became more important than some tits.
So, here I am now, my body a road map of scars, the man from that new relationship gone because my cancer was too much for him to handle, a head full of hair (thank God) but no eyebrows or body hair to speak of (weird right?), liven my best fuckin life, screaming “FUCK CANCER” at the top of my lungs and garnering strength from your song that has nothing to do with surviving cancer, but hit my heart in all the right ways!
Thank you, much love💕

[mxnty_]

I was abandoned by my mom and when I got adopted I was neglected and abused, I’m a SURVIVOR. ❤

[lalarempel]

This song resonates on my soul. Impossible not to cry if you're empathetic 😢

[maggihatesyouxo]

This is so so powerful.. healing is hard as hell.. how do you even do that? Almost 30 years of trauma including SAs and I have never found the answer.. all the love and respect. Xx

[xenagoldwolf]

Nothing but the best for everyone and stay strong, thanks for the understanding and amazing music/art you make

[thedarkluna]

As a survivor of SA this song hits hard. The devil is after us all. Sadly that wont change. Survivors are the only ones that can help others that have gone through this. You said why me. Maybe one answer is so you can help other girls that have suffered that hell to not only find their voice but to help them heal. Keep your head up. In the middle of the word broken is also the word ok and thats where we can get to. Not perfect or unharmed but damn it all if we cant stand together and heal the brokenness to learn to be ok again.

[kellimorton]

That gave me chills. You are such a warrior and a true inspiration. Love your music

[lajonesrender]

I love you! This song is amazing you can feel the pain through the screen.

[PotatoPaisano]

I legitimately didn't even know that Traumacore was a musical genre. I learned something new today, thank you for the education. I grew up around drugs, guns, police raids, domestic violence, emotional abuse, constant merciless bullying at a multitude of schools. Some by-products of which are severe social anxiety, claustrophobia, panic attacks, depression. I'm a utter newbie to your music, but I find that what I've heard from you so far captures and encapsulates certain feelings that I have perfectly. Sometimes it's difficult to articulate how we feel to somebody who's never been through shit...

[kirstencorl]

I can relate to this so much. My father is a priest, and when I told him he didn't believe me, because of the way I dressed. At 15, I believed him and I still ask God why me. I didn't seem to get an answer. It hurts forever. I stuck around for others, but never for me. Now I have been diagnosed with PTSD from another traums, because I never learned to cope with the big ones like this in a healthy manner. This right here was the start of my own personal hell. And everyone still thinks I'm the happy, funny girl that says what she thinks. They wouldn't want to know what I think, if your in my head, it's s pretty scary place. Thank you for being a voice that makes sense to me.

[Emma_Jazzzzz]

"I'd probably grab your hand and tell you life is hard
If you got questions or you need advice, then talk to God
'Cause He's the only one that listens even when you think He isn't"-Nate by NF



I'm not a survivor and I don't know any, but I know of some, this song hits hard. Love your music @SkyDxddy!

[sarajackson]

I suffered 30 years of trauma and this song sums it up for me going through the rape at 15 then 2 dv and the healing and recovery is so hard ❤ please you are a voice to us women who have been through alot ❤️

[Doxi]

i have listened to this song more than 100 times and it gets me everytime, so many people go through SA and dont know how to explain there feelings after, but you did just that, i can hear the pain and strength at the same time, its a song that is really needed, i hope this is healing for yourself and many others