Livingston - Home (Official Lyric Video)

I wrote 'Home' during finals week of my junior year of high school. It was a time I felt like I was putting more on my shoulders than everyone else was.

Listen to 'Home' now:

My EP "Lighthouse" is available now:

Lighthouse Tracklist:
1. Fairytale
2. Home
3. War
4. Sandcastle
5. Young
6. Carnvial
7. Letter To Time
8. Say The Word

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Lyrics:
How will I live up to these expectations
When I fall, will you show me who I’m meant to be
Cause I’m getting tired of who I’ve become
How can I move on when I lost my patience
I’m not a hero or a child, I’m just something in between
So don’t let go before I find my way home

I would chase around the little things
Moments passed, I was living for the joy they’d bring
I found my strength in silence
Until I met the violence

Days passed as I would start to scream
I’d hear the words around my head like they were circling
You’ll never be who they all want you to become

Oh will I make them proud enough
Or am I even worth the love
Don’t let my self doubt take my pride away
Because my spirit felt the cuts
And my ego lost its luster just as fast as I could say

How will I live up to these expectations
When I fall, will you show me who I’m meant to be
Cause I’m getting tired of who I’ve become
How can I move on when I lost my patience
I’m not a hero or a child, I’m just something in between
So don’t let go before I find my way home

So keep me from all these temptations
And if I cry just dry my tears
Cause I don’t think anyone’s got it figured out

If I could count the years I’ve wasted
Spent running after someone I’ll never become
I think I’d give up

How will I live up to these expectations
When I fall, will you show me who I’m meant to be
Cause I’m getting tired of who I’ve become
How can I move on when I lost my patience
I’m not a hero or a child, I’m just something in between
So don’t let go before I find my way home

So don’t let go before I find my way home

[LivingstonMusic]

This song has a special place in my heart. Originally from a prechorus demo made in LA this March about trying to identify with the pain of someone close to me, I’m beyond happy that this song about trying to live life in someone else’s shoes has come to life with Panera Bread‘s campaign to feed those in need due to the effect of the virus.

[akumatsuki]

I'm autistic, high functioning but still have issues responding to emotian and stong emotional stress, i can't find words for how I feel and so I look for them in music. Dealing with people who want me to be there instantly or be okay with things I can't do. To even trying to change my routine to fit all their needs, I have felt like this song is the best way to describe that for me. I always feel like if I can't do what they want or need then I'm not good enough and that they will leave. I just wish I could find a way to translate this song for those people in my life so they can show me some patience and understanding, thank you for helping me with these things I can't understand within myself. Artists like you will save kids like me

[igrlqyp]

Shocked to realise this is years old! Why am I just hearing your music now in April 2024!? I want to hear you on the radio and see you on tv, where are you?? You need promoting quick smart! ❤ 🎶

[NativeKayKay]

You need to be on the radio, your voice is so different.
I've cried, smiled, related and absolutely sang along to your songs...
You need way more recognition, I'm so happy I found you🤭

[irinabr]

I think Shadow is going to be HUGE HUGE, TV broadcast huge, but now I discover I love 99% of your songs. It's just goosebumps and I'm an whole grown adult! It's shocking you are just18 years old and yet you have such a true and authentic soul. Love it. Love all your songs.

[tylerhenline]

I found you on YouTube shorts and I can't get enough of your music your voice is insane

[marianmatei]

I discovered him a few hours ago, in a short improv video on YT and fell in love with his music and his fantastic voice. I've already downloaded all his songs I could find and listen to them non-stop. This kid is a blessing! And what a good job you're doing mom! And by the way...I'm 60 years old and I'm thrilled with the success it's having among our generation. He deserves it, to the fullest.

[SelmaNunes-thdp]

Once again, several times...

Livingston, you are a poet of sensitivity, dedicating yourself to music like no one else. Your voice is comfort, your words are poetry. With mastery, you direct both the vocals and the instrument. It enchants me thank you!!! By your side.... even if far away... always❤🌻

[hrdxcore]

🩵🥲 your lyrics generate for me much needed heartfelt relatability

[CarloPanaguiton]

My HEART CRIED because of this SONG. THANK U.❤

[mammajamma]

Literally moves me to tears. I havent found new music to love in many years, thank you.

[jonathanhastrupeland]

Your living perfectly up to my expectations!! Your so amazingly good!!

[bgwray]

I just found you in a moment of need and this song hits the heart ❤️ I cried like a baby... so blessed to have found your beautiful music. ❤

[rcimyfn]

Home and Shadow are my favourites so far....I am stil listening all songs I will find of him...❤

[jakobzach]

Boy you are a Genius, pleas go on make such beautiful music!

[jaceneal]

This song is amazing, it's so relatable, "how will I live up to these expectations" I feel that on deep level. I recently started a band and am working on writing music and this song was a huge inspiration for me.

[professorcamo]

This song spoke to my soul. When you said 'Will I make them proud enough, or am I even worth the love', I felt that because I'm at the exact same point in my life. Great music man, can't wait for you to get the recognition you deserve.

[carterfamilyfuntime]

I love the lyrics of this song it definitely reaches everyone because we have all felt this way in life at one point in time or another. I definitely can relate to it!! Your awesome man keep on shining bright

[amyheadrick]

Your voice is so easy to listen to. Can’t wait to follow along and hear more of your songs 😊❤️

[oliviademoraes]

When I found this song I almost cried... I always think that I’m not good enough, that people will stop loving me if I don’t live up to their expectations... and that I can’t get better... but your song reminded me that I’m not alone. Thank You