BLÜ EYES - CHAOS (Official Lyric Video)

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Lyrics:
I got used to tears on my shirt sleeves
Panic attacks getting groceries
Deep breaths and incense and heartbeats
the simplest of things could break me

I got used to rationalizing
The trauma with fake silver linings
& living felt more like surviving
I never thought that I’d stop crying

Ooh, I’m finally healing my
wounds, spent so long broken in
Two, trying to glue back the pieces
I don’t know what peace is or
Who I am

When the chaos goes away
Why do I kinda wish it stayed
I spent a year trying to make it out
And I don’t know how to function now
when the chaos goes away
Why am I still not ok

I can’t even sleep through the whole night
or go by myself on a long drive
Will I be like this my whole life
Already paid my price

Maybe I spent so long outrunning my past
That I still can’t help looking back
Will I always be waiting
For my whole world to cave in?

Ooh, took so much time getting
Used to everything breaking in
Two, trying to glue back the pieces
I don’t know what peace is or
Who I am

When the chaos goes away
Why do I kinda wish it stayed
I spent a year trying to make it out
And I don’t know how to function now
when the chaos goes away
Why am I still not ok

Fighting the pain
Gave me a purpose
I pulled my demons
up to the surface
I made a home in
all the discomfort
I found myself
In all the dysfunction
I got so sick of
asking for help but I
still can’t take
care of myself, I got
so used to living through hell
That I feel so lost anywhere else

When the chaos goes away
Why do I kinda wish it stayed

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[chronically_kyra]

As my neurologist explained, the body remembers the things you've been through and it changes the way we function on a cellular level to accommodate for trauma. Great song!

[AveryRoberts-nuun]

You’re my favorite Artist and when you made this song you did a AMAZING JOB at putting emotions into it

[JohnnyHellraiser]

When you've been anxious, get panic attacks, insomnia, feeling like dog shit etc. for so long that it becomes a part of you. Then when things are starting to get better and better, you start to lose that big piece of yourself and the things you do to get by and or enjoy but no longer need to, you start to feel lost. I've been there and I think it's an identity crisis and its scary to go through, but hopefully since you've gone through it, you grow and won't fall down as hard as the last time.

[soulofanartist]

I spent seven of my teenage years unknowingly consumed by depression & loneliness. I'm now getting better and improving, but some days being happy makes me feel like an impostor and just want to sink in the familiar chaos I'd spent so long in.

[Sara_Diamondheart]

Literally my favorite artist ever. No one has been able to put my emotions into words the way this young woman does. So talented! ❤️

[jijitters]

There is something so beautiful hearing someone putting your own feelings into words, but sometimes I find myself bursting into tears while listening to your songs because feeling seen is disarming. Thank you as always.

[poet]

again I find myself with tears in my eyes and a full heart from feeling like someone understands how I feel. Thank you once again for the gift of your music 🥰

[sierraedwards]

Your music is my life 🩶 every single song speaks to my heart. Thank you!!

[starsandstuff]

This is such a real feeling i've had. It's so hard to put into words but you did an amazing job. Your music has helped me so much going through the stages of my own heartbreak and I hope things keep heading in the right direction for us both <3

[kimberlyquintus]

I love your songs so much. I went through a lot of trauma with a domestically abusive relationship and i feel with my journey you just come out with the right song for how i feel at that moment <3

[alayikamartinez]

wow. I cannot tell you how much I just love your songs. Your words and melodies touch me so deeply, I always start crying, laughing, everything at once. Thank you so much.

[nujhjef]

You are so talented… your music always hits different 🫶🏻🥹I love you 😭😭😭😭

[LipstickLullabiesASMR]

"Will I feel like this my whole life? Already paid my price." Gosh I relate to this so much. It feels like ive worked so hard to get better but I'm still struggling. Haven't I been through enough?

[amethylle]

Healing my mind & soul with each & every song! Thank you Blü Eyes!🙏💙 Your music is soul-level refreshing, relatable, & real.

[HerrPapa]

That 2 measures pause after "..the chaos goes away" is so strong. I mean you want to fill silence with music, that's the goal as a song writer, right? But it makes so much sense with the message of the song, cause it feels indeed weird as a listener ... "when the music goes away"... so well done!

[tansybradshaw]

As someone going through this stuff now - your snogs are life saving

[carmy]

Thank you for translating my deepest feelings🥹🫂 Love from Azerbaijan❤️

[araithoheals]

why does this resonate with me right now so much. <3 Thank you for your music.

[noctuarising]

Thank you for using your art in a way that is meaningful and healing.

[LipstickLullabiesASMR]

This chorus!! I was just experiencing this recently and it's such a confusing feeling. My life was such a roller coaster of emotions for so long. Things either felt like ecstacy or like torture and there was no in between. I made crazy decisions and dated questionable guys because I felt so incredibly lost and just wanted to be loved so badly. And now that I've grown and am in a healthy relationship it feels boring in comparison. And I sometimes find myself missing the chaos. I miss the thrill and the excitement. I miss the ecstacy. All of this feels so foreign to me...being safe and loved. I have no example of what a healthy relationship is so I'm totally winging it but im still learning how to function one.