Nico Carnago - Unsavable

This is the fifth song off of my album "Falling Asleep In Fall".

Lyrics:

All I need is self separation
Take the pills and try
Love leads to an endless depression
Broke and left in time

But I let thoughts pass me by
And give up control of my mind

A body does things to survive
And we don’t always know why

This is the part where I break down softly
Where the musics loud where the parents shout
I need to know how to handle feeling
Like I don’t belong when I’m so withdrawn
Give me a break can you please give me that
I don’t want to live, if I can’t relax
I used to feel like so unbreakable,
But now I’m lost and unsavable

How can I open up
When I feel trapped and shut
My body aching
The urge to self destruct
I’m used to holding back
I keep my anger stacked
I'm getting older fast
So, when will this all pass

I’m getting older fast
I guess its peace of mind
That this won't last