Free Sad Type Beat - 'Back Stab' | Rap Instrumental 2020 |

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[samhu]

Insta - @samhubeats
BPM - 85
Key - C# Minor

[Amanda]

This is for my friend who was killed not long ago..

Hate you but i love you got me feeling so confused,
All these feelings scrambled im tired of being used,
Every time you hurt me i just bled until i bruised,
You left me by myself with nothing else to lose,
reminiscing bout the future and im thinking bout the past,
For every single friend i lost I wish it was the last,
Life is never fair it goes by way to fast,
Bullet to the heart cant heal it with a cast,
I’m back in that obsession,
Possession of aggression,
Every day you’re not here im still waiting for confession,
Took a life and got away without any questions,
murder for no reason taught a valuable lesson,
I need some closure cuz I’m tired of being hurt,
Drugs to ease the pain smoking weed and poppin perks,
Stolen from this world shit you didn’t deserve,
I swear you threw me in the ground and left me in the dirt.

❤️❤️.

[StopWastingTime]

I just rapped my life story to this beat man this hits different ❤️

[badfutureskateboards]

It’s beautiful how just this one beat can inspire so much talent and emotion from everyone watching this video, that shows how good it is, keep on going, never stop❤

[Lonelyboy]

(Verse 1)
Yo, life is hard, man, it's never been easy
Pain and struggle, that's all that I see
I wake up every day just to feel the pain
Trying to keep my head up, but it's all in vain

I'm drowning in sorrow, no hope in sight
Lost opportunities, dreams out of sight
Heartache and sadness, they follow me 'round
Feeling so alone in this lonely town

(Chorus)
My life's a sad rap, no happy tune
Tears on my pillow, dark clouds in my room
But I stay strong, keep pushing through
Even when it hurts, I won't let it consume

(Verse 2)
Broken dreams, shattered pieces of my soul
Friends turn to enemies, love turns cold
No family support, they're nowhere to be found
Feeling abandoned, lost and tightly bound

I walk these streets, looking for a way out
But each step I take just fills me with doubt
Hardships and struggles, they're all I know
This sad life of mine, it's a constant blow

(Chorus)
My life's a sad rap, no happy tune
Tears on my pillow, dark clouds in my room
But I stay strong, keep pushing through
Even when it hurts, I won't let it consume

(Bridge)
But in the midst of darkness, I find a glimmer of light
A spark of hope that keeps my fire burning bright
I may be down, but I won't stay on the ground
I'll rise above, make my sorrows all but sound

(Verse 3)
I've shed tears, yeah, I've cried a river
But those tears won't define me, I'm a go-getter
Through every sadness, I'll fight and I'll strive
To rewrite my story, make my spirit revive

I won't let life's struggles hold me back
I'll turn this sad rap into a comeback track
I'll find my purpose and make my dreams real
No matter how sad my life's rap may feel

(Chorus)
My life's a sad rap, no happy tune
Tears on my pillow, dark clouds in my room
But I stay strong, keep pushing through
Even when it hurts, I won't let it consume

(Outro)
This is my life, this is my sad rap
But I won't let it define me, I'll break the trap
I'll rise above the sadness, find my way
And turn this sad rap into a brighter day.

[squishy]

0:34
You came to me one day
And said that you wanted to be friends
Saying that both of us are the same
But from different ends

I thought that i could trust you
But you didnt seem to trust me back
How dare you say you trust me
With a knife behind your back

“I will always trust you”
Now you just lying to yourself
How could i now ever trust you
If i cant even trust myself

My chest now is just empty
No heart, no treasure
This one just trynna tempt me
No trust, no pleasure

A single lie was all it took
To throw all my trust away
You gave me that trusting look
I couldnt spot your twisted ways

Painful Truths, Pleasant Lies
Both living deep inside my mind
You think those arent hard to find?
Stop building your castle of lies

‘Friends’ are never trustworthy
‘Friends’ are simply painful
Be careful who you trust
The devil started as an angel

People say the saddest songs
Come from a broken heart
I bet they didnt know
Mine was broken since the start

1:19
This trust - is just distrust
All hope - has just been crushed
My life - is just unjust
Trust now - fills me with disgust

Hide all - the emotion
Hide all - of the pain
Like waves - in an ocean
Let the suffering flush away

All of - this distrust
Making me - grow sick
All this just must mean
I am pistan-thropho-bic.

2:15
I used to worry ‘bout my friends
But now im living carefree
Cuz when less friends i have
Less people can betray me

Trust is a Demon’s Heaven
Trust is an Angel’s Hell
Trust is just an obsession
Humans want and wont repel

‘Always trust in others’
Thats what they always say
But why would i even bother
I dont want to make the same mistake

Building friendships was a must
How was i just so naive
Cuz now the less i trust
The less pain i will receive

2:38

This trust - is just distrust
All hope - has just been crushed
My life - is just unjust
Trust now - fills me with disgust

Hide all - the emotion
Hide all - of the pain
Like waves - in an ocean
Let the suffering flush away

All of - this distrust
Making me - grow sick
All this just must mean
I am pistan-thropho-bic.

[GuardVon]

Whoever is reading this let that ex go work on you don’t stop here you’ll only be proving them right💯💪🏾

[yazeby]

i like how it is chill but at the same time catchy

[Mohacks]

I'm actually lost in this chapter of life
feeling behind and missing to strive
people took the train and move on
while I'm still hating and doing non

things changed and taught me a lot
while it helped a few, it has ruined a lot
It makes life the best but the worst
having knowledge but still not the first

but trust me I'll move forward in life
achieve greatness and then crave to arrive
I don't have dreams they always come true
before those dreams come to their due

I work hard, always work hard
but things won't help and it makes you retire
while people aren't the same, we still complain
having problems, including pain

- That's my first rap, (I feel like this beat goes perfectly with that verse :D!)

[boredom....]

My heart doesn’t even want to beat anymore, maybe I’ve won this battle but I’ve done lost the war, I had a little vision of what’s in store, but I don’t even have the money to go to the store, since she left my purpose in life is gone, gone like the happiness I which to once i held on, she was my whole world but now my worlds cut to shreds, I don’t think I’m gettin better though I’m taking my meds, losing sleep every night like a race you can’t win, talk to God on the daily but yet I still sin, the waters deep like my thoughts and I’m gonna jump in, helpin others be happy before I’m happy myself, sitting all my achievements high up on a shelf, I don’t need no ones help, if it’s help you wanna give, then give it to someone who has the will to live, prayed for peace for so long I’ve done given up, if I want peace now all I need is her love, I can tell you this much she’s as pure as a dove, as beautiful as a sunrise and that was enough
Could make me smile any day of the year, when she cried I dried off her tears, she said we needed a break and that put a break in my heart, she’s the one for me I knew that from the start, my mind is racing about her like Mario kart
We had the future planned out but she dont want that no more, I might as well die, fall cold on the floor, when she said goodbye it had closed a door, I can’t explain it but it drained my energy to the core, been punched so many times I’ve started getting sore, but not physically it’s mental torture, working hard in my life but it’s like I’m stuck, like I shifted to neutral in my old truck, revving it up burning diesel for no reason, waiting for summer to come into season, maybe it’ll warm my heart up, warmer than our hugs, her love was addictive like it was some drugs, but then she gave me a shovel and I sat in the grave I dug, from then on life really sucked, gotta go to my heart and start to reconstruct, can’t vent the anger in my life gotta find an air duct, when she smiles at me my heart just erupts

[jyechin]

Every single day I always put a mask on
Praying that it sticks but it never lasts long
Bottle all my feelins then I smoke it glass bong
Mumma in jail I haven’t made a bad song
It’s harder when you livin
People ain’t forgivin
It’s gonna be hard for you
Because you’re different, but it’s ok
I’m gonna be at the top, I’ll take the long way
But I earned it and then I learned from it
I walked through hell and I got burnt from it
All the scars just prove that I deserve this shit
And it’s crazy
It’s been a hell of a ride
I’m never finna drop until The day that I die
I always have that rush, that feeling inside
I put a ring on the game so we good
It’s a long time before I go so we good

[maxkiddow]

"Perdiendo"
Se que estamos perdiendo
Aunque nuestros corazones otras cosas estén diciendo
Se que por dentro estamos yendo pero mi puta mente me dice que estoy retrocediendo
No veo interés no veo una razon
Solamente sigo a mi corazón
Cuando estaba muy mal siemptr estabas vos
Y hoy miro a los costados y no te encuentro mi amor
No estas pasando el mejor momento
Pero se que puedo ser quien saque tus lamentos
Quien te de aliento
Quien te ayude a hacer cada movimiento
Siempre reflejando talento
Pensando en esa girl siento
Que no voy a poder alejarme de esa mujer
En tus ojos puedo ver
La luz que ilumina mi ser
Yo creo que tiene un poder
Con solo verla ya me pongo bien
Siempre fresh para mirar arriba y saber
Que pude llegar a tener
A la mujer que toda piba quisiera ser
Por ahí me siento mal
Pienso boludeces que no puedo frenar
Mi mente empieza a fabricar
Pavadas que después me arrepiento de pensar
Solamente bb quiero que te quedes conmigo
Demostrarte que puedo ser tu mejor amigo
Y que a pesar de todo sigo
Y saber qué terminará este castigo
Mi mismo cerebro se convirtió en mi peor enemigo
Ella me dice que lo que quiero lo consigo
Pero para ella vivo
Cuando la conocí ya supe que era mi razon de existir
Que sin ella no llegaría a ser feliz
Llegaste cuando estaba solo y triste
Y hiciste lo que mas necesitaba
Eras como un hada
Me ayudabas pensaba que ya no necesitaba nada
Tuvimos una interrupción por mi
No sabia lo que tenia hasta que lo perdi
Estuve esos días pensando en ti y volví
Y no pienso separarme por mas difícil que sea estoy pa levantarme
Y demostrarte que podemos luchar
Que nadie nos va a separar
Que solamente vamos a amarnos sin cesar
Tuvimos una segunda relación
Desgraciadamente esa tampoco funciono
Teníamos muchas peleas pero eso paso
Porque había gente destruyendo nuestro amor
Empecé a creerle a esos giles
Venían de a miles
Tiraban misiles
Intentaba no creerles pero tocaron mi talón de aquiles
Era esa maldita confianza que ami me faltaba
Eran muchas cosas que yo imaginaba
Estaba con mi alma desesperada
Hasta que tuve mi salida
La encontré de nuevo me enamore de esa piba
La veo y se me cae la saliva
Ahora a los gatos los esquiva
Juntos caminando a la cima

[wtfadam]

Verse 1:
Lying in my bed, can't escape my head
Evil thoughts circling, leaves me feeling dead
Can't shake this feeling, it's like I'm trapped
Mind playing tricks, got me feeling like crap

Verse 2:
Can't even move, I'm stuck in this place
Trying to find my way out of this mental space
But the darkness creeps, it's always near
Whispering in my ear, filling me with fear

Verse 3:
I don't know what to do, can't seem to break free
The more I try, the more it consumes me
I'm lost in this maze, can't find my way out
All I can do is scream and shout

Verse 4:
But even that's pointless, no one can hear
Trapped in my own mind, it's my biggest fear
I try to fight back, but I'm too weak
I'm stuck in this cycle, it's like I'm antique

Verse 5:
I wish I could escape, just for a while
But the darkness follows, it's always in style
I don't know how to end this, it's just so real
Trapped in my own mind, it's a bitter pill.

Verse 6:
Stuck in my bed, can't seem to move
Evil thoughts swarm, can't find my groove
I try to shake it off, but it's all in my head
It's like a nightmare, but I'm not in bed

Verse 7:
The darkness creeps in, it's always near
Whispering in my ear, filling me with fear
I try to fight back, but it's too strong
It's like I'm trapped in a never-ending song

Verse 8:
The more I struggle, the tighter it grips
It's like a snake, it coils and it twists
I try to break free, but it's like quicksand
The harder I try, the more it demands

Verse 9:
I close my eyes, but it's all still there
The evil thoughts, the despair and the fear
I feel like I'm drowning, can't catch my breath
Trapped in my own mind, it's like a death

Verse 10:
I wish I could escape, just for a while
But the darkness follows, it's like a vile
I don't know how to end this, it's just so real
Trapped in my own mind, it's a bitter pill.

[WolfyBassDrop]

Verse 1:
Sitting here alone, lost in my thoughts
My heart feels heavy like a stone that's been caught
In the river of emotions I can't seem to control
The pain is overwhelming, it's taking its toll

Chorus:
I'm sad and I don't know how to let it go
My tears fall like rain with every ebb and flow
Of memories that haunt me in the dark of night
I wish I could find some way to make this right

Verse 2:
Sometimes it feels like the weight of the world
Has pressed down on me, so much sadness unfurled
I try to keep moving forward, one step at a time
But sometimes all I wanna do is hide and cry

Repeat Chorus

Bridge:
It's hard to imagine when you're feeling low
That there will ever be another sunny glow
But even though today might feel unkind
Tomorrow holds hopes we haven't yet defined

Repeat Chorus

[joannakarna]

First I have say that don't speak english I speak Finnish at home so if there is some mistakes don't wonder
Anyways, the song is called "Could you ever love back"

I have like you since the first grade
You were kind, cute and just great
I had feelings for you,
more than you ever knew
But you never noticed me,
or you just ignored, like it seems
At least you didn't care
It was not fair,
'cause I really tried my best,
but I feel like you pretended I didn't exits
My friends told me to make move,
tell the truth
So finally I dare,
But you know what, it was a nightmare
I guess you didn't take it serious
And I just made myself idiot
Oh-oh

Could you ever love me back?
We were classmates ever nothing more than that
Is the problem in me?
'Cause why I'm feelin' so lonely
Maybe I'm not your type
Or just kind of girl you would like
But sorry I can't like anyone else
Even though I know loving you is hopeless (hopeless)

Our "love" was always one-sided
Divided
With another girl
She is as beutiful as a pearl
And you are falling love with her
I don't know why I still miss you
I wish I could get it over
You were (and you still are) my crush
But I don't think you ever even think about us
Maybe you just deserve better
I'm not beatiful, heather, like her
But will I be alone forever?
Hope I find someone
But I still hope this could be true love
Oh-oh

Could you ever love me back?
We were classmates ever nothing more than that
Is the problem in me?
'Cause why I'm feelin' so lonely
Maybe I'm not your type
Or just kind of girl you would like
But sorry I can't like anyone else
Even though I know loving you is hopeless (hopeless)

[devindiep]

Thinking on a lonely day becomes the only way i seem to find the words to say how I’m feeling today. To many hours in the day makes me realize that’s there’s nothing to say through a phone full of people who gone astray, stayed loyal to us when they betrayed, hard to feel at peace when my joy’s delayed, I hope and I pray that one day I find happiness instead of feeling dismayed, I love you God but I feel like a tent in the mud when promised a house on solid rock. I still trust in you, I just need someone I can talk to, I believe in you but it’s hard that I can’t physically see you. The peace you give is what I’m searching for, while finding someone who looks at me and adores what they see, in your promise of salvation I believe even when my own friends cut and make me bleed.

(This is how I feel myself, but I hope that if you feel the same way, I hope you take a moment and talk it out with Jesus Christ. When I decided to commit suicide a voice asked me to pray and I did. Things have changed, I still have moments when I feel hurt, but I remember that voice and I pray and in Jesus I always find hope.)

[louismorris]

NFtype beat shattered


Can I hold ur hand just one more time
Call me when you need even late at night
There’s feeling in my heart I can’t deny
Baby we ain’t talking but please can we try
I love you to much can’t get away

No help but dear god let’s pray

Thanks to the lord down to this day

But please can you go back and erase

One night from my memory that’s all I ask
Please can I give you that simple task
I think I’m broken unreveal this mask
Heart Breaks are hard how long they last
Woah
I miss the nights
I miss the days
Kiss me twice
That’s all it takes
I miss the nights
I miss the days
Kiss me twice
That’s all it takes
Kiss me on the cheek to release the pain
I’d rather be with you stood in the rain
Don’t worry I won’t jump infront of a train
But your the only one who’s keeping me sane

I feel hard I feel cold
Stay cute you good as gold
The price of you goes untold
Stay with me and we’ll grow old
U and me untill the end
You were that special friend
Why do you delete before you send
When will this come to an end

[DarkWolf]

So many freestyles I can do love this beat

[laraaibqureshi]

I didn’t know I could rap like that music is my therapy istg❤️

[dashly]

“ the worlds widest smile is the one you fake when somebody asked if your fine”