𝙏𝙄𝙈𝙀 - 𝙉𝙁 (𝙎𝙇𝙊𝙒𝙀𝘿)

𝙏𝙄𝙈𝙀 - 𝙉𝙁 (𝙎𝙇𝙊𝙒𝙀𝘿)
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𝙄𝙉𝙎𝙏𝘼𝙂𝙍𝘼𝙈
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𝙇𝙔𝙍𝙄𝘾𝙎
Even if we both break down tonight
And you say you hate me, and we go to bed angry
I know everything will be alright
I'll be here waiting, I promise I'm changing
I just need

A little time to show you I'm worth it
I know that I can be a difficult person
I'm a stress case, drive you up the wall when I'm workin'
Actually, I'm probably worse when I'm not, you don't deserve it
Make you nervous 'cause you know I'ma break soon
Every time I do, I say somethin' that hurts you
Actin' like I'm gone, but we both in the same room
I don't like to be wrong, which I know you relate to
And I know I make you feel like you're at the end of your rope
That's when I look at you and tell you I'd be better alone
Just the pride talkin', isn't it? 'Cause both of us know
I'm the definition of "wreck" if you look into my soul
Comes out the most when I feel I'm in a vulnerable place
Made a lot of mistakes I wish I knew how to erase
When I'm afraid, might get distant and I push you away
But no matter the case, I'ma do whatever it takes even if

Even if we both break down tonight
And you say you hate me, and we go to bed angry
I know everything will be alright
I'll be here waiting, I promise I'm changing
I just need

Time (oh)
I, I need time (oh, oh)
I just need time (oh)
I, I need time (oh)
Time (oh), time (oh)

Yeah, way before I bought you the ring
We were fighting back and forth like you were wearin' the thing
Two passionate people not afraid to say what they think
Lead to passionate conversation when it's hard to agree
You know me well, sittin' on the edge of my seat
Lookin' at life, overanalyzin' everything
Always depressed, tryna find a better version of me
Searching for somethin' I know's prolly right in front of my feet
Stubborn as me? Maybe not, but you're close to it
Got a lot of issues, I'm tryin' to work through 'em
Going to therapy for you's somethin' that's worth doin'
When I know you been there for me through all of my worst moments
And I know it hurts knowing that I carry this weight on my chest
Making it difficult for me to open up and connect
Lot of regrets, I apologize for all of the stress
That's not what I meant to do, you know I love you to death

Even if we both break down tonight
And you say you hate me, and we go to bed angry
I know everything will be alright
I'll be here waiting, I promise I'm changing
I just need

Time (oh)
I, I need time (oh, oh)
I just need time (oh)
I, I need time (oh)
Time (oh), time (oh)
I just need time (oh)
I, I need time (oh, oh)
I just need time (oh)
I, I need time (oh)
Time (oh), time (oh)
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𝙃𝘼𝙎𝙃𝙏𝘼𝙂𝙎
#slowed #reverb #sad
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𝙌𝙐𝙊𝙏𝙀
They love you at your highest
but leave you at your lowest
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[fatetsuki]

love you guys! I wish i could tell you everything will be fine but I don't know about that. Life is pain and nobody is teaching you about depression. You have to go through and get out on your own. Mental strength is the thing im gonna wish you guys today. Standing up over and over again can be hard and sometimes nearly impossible. Im at that point aswell. Its nearly impossible to stand up again but I have to do it. Good luck with your life, I hope you will find peace and dont have to deal with thousands of questions anymore. Ly!

[eliargumedo]

Jesus is the way out. He stretches out his hand towards you everyday offering you freedom from your sins and depression, all you gotta do is take his hand. Get up everyday, get on knees and pray to him, pray for freedom and peace every day. Just like the woman who kept knocking and knocking and eventually the judge gave her justice. Keep praying and asking everyday until your prayer is answered, and then you keep on praying because it keeps that relationship with Jesus going. And when the opportunity rises, be baptized in the name of Jesus and you will become a new creation made by God himself and your new life of joy and peace will begin, you just have to desire that life.