Damn, tiktok keeps taking my vent down.

[etheranne]

Since people seem to be viewing this now I want you all to know you can do it! I've been clean for almost half a year now and I'm the happiest I can ever be! To all of you that are still dealing with this I'm sorry and I hope you all get better, this is personally what I did to help myself!

1. I cut off toxic people from my life, even if they did not wrong you its not healthy if you surround yourself with people who are deppressed and have no motivation to get better and continually vent to you. It doesn't help anyone, and it can be unhealthy

2. I surrounded myself with people who make me feel happy, they are good influences that don't vent to me 24/7 and want to kts. They are very happy themselves so I don't have to worry.

3. I helped myself to get better and motivated myself! I helped build confidence in my appearance and personality.

4. I learned that sometimes you just have to leave stuff alone and not get involved with things like drugs, its not healthy if your friends are encouraging you to try that.

5. I built up my reputation at school so I don't get bullied much anymore if at all, I found people who were really nice yet still popular in a way and slowly became friends! It helped, so I don't get bullied anymore(of course, you dont have to do this if you are ok with your school situation, just me personally, I wasn't)

Remember you can do this and I believe in you all to find happiness❤ its okay if these tips don't work for you and sorry if their not the best advice it just worked for me so felt I should share💗

[Rattixcus]

I’m relieved to see sh being talked about as an addiction like any other, coming from someone still addicted. I’m hoping I can make my recovery soon.

[Hello]

Remember, self harm isn’t just cutting arms, it can be burning yourself, calling yourself mean names in the head, hitting yourself, skipping meals, ignoring your own needs, not sleeping (overworking) and more.

[madwitchy]

the fact that i’m mesmerized by this animation says something 🥲

edit: i made this comment 11 months ago i am now 200 days clean and it is honestly the best feeling i’ve ever felt. it feels like the constant ache of the blade has dulled and disintegrated and i’ve forgotten about it.

[brokeboi]

This website is called “fatal to the flesh” for those of you asking

[_vents_]

I’ve been clean for a month now. It’s so hard. But I believe in you all- <3 good luck through this

[iii_dontcaree.]

the worst feeling is when someone sees it and asks you about it.

[bedhead_.]

I've been clean for over 7 months, but it's so hard to stop. whoever is going through this, especially the creator of this video, I hope you all get through it. I believe in you 💕

[Bagel-]

I am not suicidal and never was. I’ve done this * not the game * since fifth grade, I’ve been clean three months now and I’m proud of you for even just waking up on opening your eyes, take little steps to make yourself feel a little proud each time

[rynn_is_swag]

Watching these videos hit different. I always used to watch these when I was bad. That was last summer, I say to myself I’m getting better but idk I’m just so tired all the time I don’t even have the energy to sh. I’ve got school therapy but but I’m so scared to tell them the truth. I’m scared to talk about the voices, to talk about the intrusive thoughts, suicidal thoughts, doing sh and just everything else. Idk what to say. I’m scared

[luvvnala]

why is it so addictinggg
also i hate it when someone says “please stop doing it, for me!” like i’m trying but it’s not that simple lol

[Bubblegum-bella]

I absolutely HATE when there isn’t enough blood or it’s not deep enough it’s also so sad when ur favourite blade gets too dull

[madds-kv]

i told some friends i was struggling with sh and that anytime i get clean i always relapse. i honestly regret telling them bc i was called into the counselors office and was called a cutter right then and there. i didn’t know what to say bc my school isn’t the best at handling mental health issues. i was forced to get clean and it has been extremely hard for me. forcing someone to quit their one thing that kept them holding on is just wrong. proper healing takes time, and i just wish i was granted that. anytime i want to relapse i can’t bc of the school and i have to resort to other forms of coping. i’m also no longer friends with those people as they promised they wouldn’t tell anyone and i had others asking me if i was ok. when i say others i mean people in our friend group and people im mutual with.

[Chezits]

Trying to quit is actually way harder than a lot of people think..

[Bluebairbrushthathitkronos]

I started cutting about 2 years ago and I thought “just a few then no more” now I have over 100+ cuts on my body it’s just like a cigarette.



Edit: I forgot all about this comment but I do have good news I’m officially 3 month clean! And while reading all these comments I feel so bad and it makes my heart sink to see all of the people that SH so I wish you all luck and one thing that helped me get over SH was putting ice on my palm and then squeezing it in my hand until it melted it felt the same but it didn’t leave a scar or anything it helped tons

[Jess-alicious]

I don't like seeing videos like this with self harm or suicide so ty for the TW but I'm just commenting a reminder that when ur feeling like giving up don't. The effects of sadness spreads to your lovwd ones

[bettyyybooopp]

I scratched myself (2 days clean) and I used to think that it wasn’t really sh. If you don’t cut but harm yourself differently you also deserve to ask for help and to get it without feeling like you over exaggerate . Cause you don’t. You don’t have to have scars to be a survivor. And I hope it gets better for you soon. <3

[totallynot_Akira]

When you start bleeding it feels good but when you come out of the room you start feeling guilty-..

[EquineInternational]

As someone who relates to this, it's hard. I'm sorry for others who also go through this sh*t

[aki_x]

I can relate to this video a lot. I've attempted s.h.(self harm) multiple times, but I've never actually done it yet because of my family walking in while I'm attempting to. This video really speaks to me in a way that I really can't explain. I hope anyone who has/is going through this like me can get help, and is doing okay.