Evan Honer - Too Far Gone (Sanctuary Sessions)

this song is about throwing up on the sidewalk

lyrics:

I'm throwing up on the sidewalk
It's 2:00 am everybody left
I just embarrassed myself for an hour
Now I'm sitting in a neighborhood
I don't even recognize
I didn't even want to go out
I kind of thought it would help just a little
But I'm lying to myself 'cause
I know in a weeks time I won't try to realize
This ain't no way to live so why does everybody brag about it
I guess it easier to fill yourself with poison
While your holding on to moments you can glorify
And I've been stuck for awhile now cause
I've been saying this for three damn years
Am I ever gonna change will a make it out alive or
Will I crumble will I fall?
Will anybody care at all?
Am destined to be damaged?
Am I too far gone?
Believe me when I say
It ain't fair to feel this way
But I'll poison myself till I'm too far gone
I'm driving home when I shouldn't
I didn't even remember the drive
How could I be so selfish every time that I feel helpless
I crossed through every single line
I'm not convinced that I'm living 'cause if I was
I'd be able to feel something
Maybe it's a part of me or maybe it's just hard to see
What everyone else can find
Theres gotta be a reason
This lifestyle ain't meant for dreamers
But they'll tell you its okay
Waste your 20's away
Cause your only young for a moment
And I've been stuck for awhile now
Cause I've been saying this for three damn years
Am I ever gonna change will a make it out alive or
Will I crumble will I fall?
Will anybody care at all?
Am destined to be damaged?
Am I too far gone?
Believe me when I say
It ain't fair to feel this way
But I'll poison myself
Till I'm too far gone
And how long will it take
Till I'm beaten down
Bruised then break
Still you can find me in the evening
I'll be too far gone
Yeah I'm too far gone

[tumtizzle_]

In 6 months we will all be saying how we knew him 6months ago. Lol

[dontstealmydecals]

Man do I feel destined to be damaged. What a brilliant song and performance. Thanks for letting us know we aren't alone. You aren't alone.

[tumtizzle_]

Man. I’ve sent this song to everyone I know. One of the most accurate emotional songs I’ve been blessed enough to hear. Thank you brother

[pocketsis]

Unbelievable. This was clearly written from a place none of us like to visit but it's all the more real for it.

This song and 'Nowhere Fast' have touched me in a way no other music has, at least since since I was a kid and saw the world in a different way. Thank you Evan, I wish you all the success in the world.

[livingheroz]

I can hear the agony in them yells, I can see them in his face. I've had this on repeat and and yelling along has it helping my agony. <3

[gigabitesgaming]

i hate this song because it is the only thing i can listen to

[iamwil]

what a beautiful man, by far my favourite song right now!!

[kevincooke]

Absolutely incredible, such a well written song and performance

[timberframingbear]

I've just been listening to David Wilcox.
You remind me of him sometimes

[sethhundley]

Please come back to Des Moines or Iowa in general, your show was sold out before I could get tickets. Keep doing what you are doing, You Are Great!

[Mysteryman]

This song is so personal for me. I'm glad I'm not alone in these thoughts. "I'm not convinced that I'm living". This is the biggest hurdle for me to overcome lately. I feel i'm living to die, and doing everything to speed up that process. Truly can't remember the last time I was living

[ajtheriault]

been a while since a song has made me cry like that. thank you.

[jake]

Really inspiring song, brother. Thank you.

[amanwithhisguitar]

Very hard to listen and reflect on an aspect of yourself that you hate. Amazing song and lyrics!

[jayseanmack]

I use your music in stream hope you don’t mind

[Slimfupa]

i swear this needs views.... youre the best brotha

[bcraw]

— Chills EACH and EVERY time I listen to this song. ESPECIALLY this version. Great work Evan. 👏🏼 Can’t wait for your new single to release tonight. (March. 8th)

[nicod]

truely worthy of all the praise you receive. might just be my opinion but this is on par if not better than zach bryan singing heading south around the campfire

[jennajay]

This is so beautiful. Haven’t been this inspired to play guitar in a long time 💜

[thepampf]

God damn. Another dime. Some brilliant algoryhtm brought me here after listening to Dylan Gossett on repeat. Love it.