conan gray- heather (s l o w e d + r e v e r b)

she's got you mesmerised... i'm not even half as pretty

*this song is so fucking relatable in a lot of ways but please remember that you are BEAUTIFUL even if you don't see it you really fucking are and i love u

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[praidavis]

2019: Shut up Heather
2020: I wish were Heather
Wow... the difference a year can make

[miranda]

Just a reminder: Heather is not only a pretty girl, he describes her as angelic and nice. You dont have to be the prettiest girl in the world to be heather❤️

[shyanielkirstinekish]

this song hits different when you're no one's heather

[ilikefood]

POV: You and your boy best friend have known each other ever since 4 years old now you're in 11th grade. You guys had the best relationship ever. You both laughed together and known each other so well, you would suffer slowly to your death just for him. After all the hang outs and games you fall for him. Every time he walks to you and by you, you just wanna hug him tightly telling him how you feel. But does he love you back? You get terrified and keep it for a few months. On a Tuesday morning, this beautiful wondrous girl comes in. You are surprised and she stands there nervous, it's her first day. You look at your best friend and you see him shocked. You get why, she's the best sight he's seen. The girl introduces herself, Luce is her name. The teacher gives one student a chance to skip the rest of class to show Luce around. Your best friend stands up giving the most confident look ever, " I will! " You feel like your heart just got crushed into millions. Luce looks at your best friend, blushing .. you know she's gonna mess up your relationship. Three months goes by, and he's been hanging with Luce. He was suppose to pick you up and drive you to school .. but he didn't come. You know what happened. You call him and ask him why he didn't pick you up, he replies, " Sorry, I just want to get to know Luce for a little. Also we can't hang after school she's coming over, bye! " he hangs up. You tell yourself it's okay! Like I said .. I would suffer slowly for him. You sit down on the side walk, in your prom dress.


Second part :)

You stand up and start walking, it felt like she was throwing knifes at your legs and you wanted to break down .. and cry. You just walk empty. Feeling like you're suppose to be paralyzed but your not, you're walking. The wind flows and your eyes get dry, making more tears come out. The wind makes your dress flow along with your hair. You arrive at the school and your waiting in class. You lay your head and start crying quietly. It felt like someone was attacking your heart. Can you guess who's attacking? I'm sure you did. It's night for prom! You see your best friend standing there looking worried, you run to him deciding to try shooting your shot, " Hey! Wanna dance? I also sneaked in our favorite drinks.. " He replies, " Sorry, waiting for Luce. She's late! " You realized he declined your shot. You nod at him and walk to the bathroom. You sit on the tiled floor just so .. broken. She just attacked you and took his heart just in a snap. You cry and fall asleep hearing the music echo in the bathroom. You wake up with no music and people are yelling and clapping loudly. You wonder why and rush to the ball room, you seem something you just wish never happened. Him and her are ... you know. He was pulling her foward. They were under the spotlight .. it just looked like they were just meant to be. They became known as the " Perfect Couple " the People are jumping excited and clapping. You see everything just stop. It's empty no one there the music stopped, you call out his name .. no answer .. you somehow have to eager to call her name, " Luce .. " then she walks out of no where calling your name and it just echos, she laughs at you in a horrible way. Suddenly you open your eyes. Your still at the ball room and Luce is hugging your best friend. You decide to just not even look and you walk home at night, it starts raining. Your dress drags and you look down with your hair facing down. Your arms are rested and you feel your blood rushing down.


Part 3!

You arrive home and you realize your parents are still in the bedroom. You rush to the bathroom downstairs and take your dress off. Your hair is wet as your teared face, you take a shower but you just lay your back against the tub feeling the water land on you, hitting your skin. You just sit there while your wet makeup drip and .. drip. You slam your head against the wall and you cry. After long minutes of just sitting there crying, you stand up and turn off the shower. Your tears and water just fill the towel, you tell yourself, " Why? I loved him for so long and SHE JUST STEALS HIM AWAY " Your skin grows with goosebumps. You get your towel and rush upstairs to your room, you close the door and get in your PJS. You lay the side of your head on the window watching the rain fall. You know when you race on which rain drop wins? Well, one rain drop won when she didn't. Just like how Luce just won his heart. You were looked at as a " friend ". You can't, just CAN'T. What are you gonna do? Cheat his heart back? Wait .. huh, good idea. That night at 11:27 pm, you just couldn't get the word " revenge " out of you head. It was just flowing there in your brain like it just had the permission to enter you. Well I think you know what your doing next.

Part 4!

It's the next day and you ask your best friend, " Can I come hang out with you and Luce? " for a while he leaves you on read, you just roll you eyes. Few minutes later he replies, " sure. Meet us at our favorite place. " you're shocked .. that place was just for you and him. You get ready with your favorite outfit and some makeup, you walk to the spot and see him and Luce there hugging saying the stupid nasty stuff. You just look down and say, " Hey guys. " your best friend calls you your cute nickname he made up for you, " Hey y/n! " uh oh, Luce looks at him from the back giving a weird look. You, your best friend, and Luce walk to the bench. You pretend to not be bothered tell them how cute they are! She replies, " Yeah, he's mine. " you nod and suggest to go to the movies. Luce says to watch a movie at her place, you all agree. " Hey wanna match? " says your best friend. You are surprised and say yes! " Oh, sorry I was talking to Luce. " felt like a punch in the face when he said that. Luce agrees to matching then says for you to go back home and meet her at her place. Haha, seriously? You pretend to be fine with it. So you go back home and get the onesie your grandma bought for you. You really miss her. You were gonna go to Luces place- OMG what's her address? You look all over for your phone but it's not there! What happen? After hours of looking for it it's not anywhere. You go to sleep for school the next day worried, you see Luce the next day asking if she has seen your phone.

Part 5

The second you ask, you realize. Ugh, she probably stole it. She replies, " Yeah! I found it on the floor yesterday. I took in and put it in my pocket. " The second she's about to give it to you a text message comes up. The name is " The one? " she sees and she gasps! " Omg, I have to see this. " Your phone never had a password so she comes in and the message says, " Can't come to school today. Tell Luce. " Your exposed, sorry is all I can say. Luce is shocked, " This has to be a mistake right? " you stutter trying to apologize. Haha- just forget it, she KNOWS. She slaps you and slams your phone to the lockers, the screen cracks. You look around and everyone is looking at you. " Sorry for distracting you. Walk away. " is what you say. You crouch down and pick up your phone. You stuff it in your pocket, disappointed. Sorry Luce. You walk to class but then everything started spinning, the hallway just gets longer and longer. Longer it goes slower you get. You sweat and flashbacks come over, to help yourself you put up your sleeves and put up your hair. You're gonna faint aren’t you? That’s fine. I understand. Hey, take a rest and sit down. You sit down leaning against the locker with your eyes closed. Calm down okay? Now walk to the bathroom and wet your face with cold water. After that I want you to stand there and act like it's all fine. Now go!


Part 6

You made it to class, ugh finally. Teacher marks you down and you apologize. You take out your notes and write down uh- this piece of crap no one understands. Have you even learned this in school? It’s like high school math to college math.
40 mins later.
Finally! Class over. Wait- where’s Luce? You start freaking out looking around the school.
After school is done
You call your best friend and he answers. " Hey y/n. Luce told me about what happened. I'm sorry but .. I don't really know how we can work out our friendship if you're gonna be jealous of us. It's just surprising, we were like best friends and you seemed so supporting. It feels so sudden. "

Before you reply, you put the phone down. Ever breath you take, it feels like bricks are being thrown at you and you just wanna break down. You reply, " I'm sorry. I get that it can't work out and it makes sense, I really have loved you fo- " you just can't. You hang up feeling like that one part to make one whole in you is gone. At this point you really just don't care anymore and skip the rest of school.

Part 7

You walk to a small diner and take a seat. You grab the menu trying to find out what to order, ugh. You really don't want anything. Instead you just get a drink and get out of this place, once you leave you don't know what to do. What can you do? It's like you're trapped in a cage and there's nothing you can do to leave. Should you just stay in the cage and stay there till you really accept the fact you skipped school, you're gonna get in big trouble, you're not friends with HIM anymore, and you literally need a new phone? I guess. It's life. It can really destroy the hell out of you until you have nothing, literally. You sit outside the diner watching the cars drive by, then you see a red car pull up and the door opens, you watch it slowly open and you see this guy around your age, you literally gasp.

Part 8

He makes eye contact with you and you quickly look down playing with your straw. You hear him chuckle and watch him enter the diner. Oh my gosh, you hit your chest over and over and shake your (it keeps on saying returned error so I will continuing it so look in the replies thank you all that has been supporting me!)

[EUNA.]

*This song always hits different when you can relate.✨*

[glvmour]

IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS ONE. TURN IT UPPPP.

[Zandikkk]

Music: Heather
Me: in bed
My eyes: crying
My hands: covering my mouth
~perfection~

[miglea]

Hi.. Hello? Wait shh! Look! See that young lady reading a comment? S-she look so pretty! What if i say hi to her is she nice?
Hello?
Nice to meet you
Hope to see you again tomorrow!












Guys guys!! Look! The same heather i met yesterday! Im so proud i met her...

✨W i s h i w e r e H e a t h e r . . .✨
Edit: Wow! I love you people so much! I never expected that much likes and so nice comments!💖

[luvlana]

this song puts me in my own little vibe, the one when your just driving in the car with the sunset outside of the window. & the eco type of thing going on here is everything to complete that feeling.

[keiisreal]

when heather is your sister, so youre just "her shadow"

[shaeperedo]

if you see this you don’t need to be heather bbs. be you be your own heather have a good day 🥺❤️


[ I wrote this 3 months ago and just wanted to say thank you for the positive replys, , on another note if you’re listening to this with a sad face..I hope one day you’ll listen to this again when everything’s going good n u remind yourself how strong u are to be breathing yet another day. You’re doing great everyone please be safe and I hope everything goes well 💓]

[giacrazyy]

to all the people who think they aren't heather





just know, you are loved. No need to be a heather, you are your own person with so many likable stuff. Love you

[gia]

“Why would you ever Kiss me, I’m not even half as pretty” I felt that. Everybody remember even at your worst I’m here for you so is many people. Your not alone. I love you guys so much even if I don’t know you🥺

[oli]

If you're not a Heather to anybody




You can be the Heather to me

[uh_aubreyy]

Reasons why you should stay alive.

1. We would miss you.
2. It's not worth the regret. Either by yourself if you failed or just simply left scars, or the regret everyone else feels by not doing enough to help you.
3. It does get better. Believe it or not it will eventually get better. Sometimes you have to go through the storm to get to the rainbow.
4. There's so much you would miss out on doing.
5. There is always a reason to live. It might not be clear right now, but it is always there.
6. So many people care, and it would hurt them if you hurt yourself.
7. You ARE worth it. Don't let anyone, especially yourself, tell you otherwise.
8. You are amazing.
9. A time will come, once you've battled the toughest times of your life and are in ease once again, where you will be so glad that you decided to keep on living. You will emerge stronger from this all, and won't regret your choice to carry on with life. Because things always get better.
10. What about all the things you've always wanted to do? What about the things you've planned, but never got around to doing? You can't do them when you're dead.
11. I love you. Even if only one person loves you, that's still a reason to stay alive.
12. You won't be able to listen to music if you die.
13. Killing yourself is never worth it. You'll hurt both yourself and all the people you care about.
14. There are so many people that would miss you, including me.
15. You're preventing a future generation, YOUR KIDS, from even being born.
16. How do you think your family would feel? Would it improve their lives if you died?
17. You're gorgeous, amazing, and to someone you are perfect.
18. Think about your favourite music artist, you'll never hear their voice again...
19. You'll never have the feeling of walking into a warm building on a cold day
20. Listening to incredibly loud music
21. Being alive is just really good.
22. Not being alive is really bad.
23. Finding your soulmate.
24. Red pandas
25. Going to diners at three in the morning.
26. Really soft pillows.
27. Eating pizza in New York City.
28. Proving people wrong with your success.
29. Watching the jerks that doubted you fail at life.
30. Seeing someone trip over a garbage can.
31. Being able to help other people.
32. Bonfires.
33. Sitting on rooftops.
34. Seeing every single country in the world.
35. Going on roadtrips.
36. You might win the lottery someday.
37. Listening to music on a record player.
38. Going to the top of the Eiffel Tower.
39. Taking really cool pictures.
40. Literally meeting thousands of new people.
41. Hearing crazy stories.
42. Telling crazy stories.
43. Eating ice cream on a hot day.
44. Talking bad about people that deserve it to your best friend and ranting all day
45. Travelling to another planet someday.
46. Having an underwater house.
47. Randomly running into your hero on the street.
48. Having your own room at a fancy hotel.
49. Trampolines.
50. Think about your favourite movie, you'll never watch it again.
51. Think about the feeling of laughing out loud in a public place because your best friend has just sent you an inside joke,
52. Your survival will make the world better, even if it's for just one person or 20 or 100 or more.
53. People do care.
54. Treehouses
55. Hanging out with your soul mate in a treehouse
55. Snorting when you laugh and not caring who sees
56. I don't even know you and I love you.
57. I don't even know you and I care about you.
58. Because nobody is going to be like you ever, so embrace your uniqueness!
59. You won't be here to experience the first cat world emperor.
60. WHAT ABOUT FOOD?! YOU'LL MISS CHOCOLATE AND ALL THE OTHER NOM THINGS!
61. Starbucks.
62. Hugs.
63. Stargazing.
64. You have a purpose, and it's up to you to find out what it is.
65. You've changed somebody's life.
66. Now you could change the world.
67. You will meet the person that's perfect for you.
68. No matter how much or how little, you have your life ahead of you.
69. You have the chance to save somebody's life.
70. If you end your life, you're stopping yourself from achieving great things.
71. Making snow angels.
72. Making snowmen.
73. Snowball fights.
74. Life is what you make of it.
75. Everybody has a talent.
76. Laughing until you cry.
77. Having the ability to be sad means you have the ability to be happy.
78. The world would not be the same if you didn't exist.
79. Its possible to turn frowns, upside down
80. Be yourself, don't take anyone's shit, and never let them take you alive.
81. Heroes are ordinary people who make themselves extraordinary. Be your own hero.
82. Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections.
83. One day your smile will be real.
84. Having a really hot, relaxing bath after a stressful day.
85. Lying on grass and laughing at the clouds.
86. Getting completely smashed with your best friends.
87. Eating crazy food.
88. Staying up all night watching your favourite films with a loved one.
89. Sleeping in all day.
90. Creating something you're proud of.
91. You can look back on yourself 70 years later and being proud you didn't commit
92. Being able to meet your Internet friends.
93. Tea / Coffee / Hot Chocolate
94. The new season of Sherlock
95. Cuddling under the stars.
96. Being stupid in public because you just can.
97. If you are reading this then you are alive! Is there any more reason to smile?
98. being able to hug that one person you havent seen in years
99. People care enough about you and your future to come up with 100 reasons for you not to do this.
100. But, the final and most important one is, just, being able to experience life. Because even if your life doesn't seem so great right now, literally anything could happen

[brookylolz]

I’ve had a crush on this guy for 4 years now. We were close but then he started to become distant. I wasn’t the most popular at my school so it made it worse for me because all he would do is hang with the popular girls. He is really attractive but I’m not, I don’t like him just because of this I generally liked his personality. Recently, he was hanging out with this really pretty girl. No acne, beautiful girl. They would post tiktoks and stuff and I thought they were just friends, I was clearly wrong but I can’t move on, I really want to but I can’t.

[gema]

it sucks when someone you love slowly falls in love with someone else

[luffy-jejq]

I don’t wanna be heather I just wanna be y/n 🤚😔

[athenafromgreece]

I've never been happier

I'm finally Heather

[User-okvg]

Pov:













no pov, you always were and will be heather, so take away those diamond tears