Sophie Holohan - Codependent (Official Lyric Video)

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Lyrics:

I feel the most me when I’m with someone else
Am I made of nothing when I’m all by myself?

If I only love who I am when I’m reflected in your eyes
Does love start and end with you, and if you go will I start to despise

Who I am
Who am I?
Who would I be if our love wilted and died?

Cuz I built
My world around
The thought of you and I fighting off my doubt

But when you go home,
I’m made of nothing, I am nothing but alone

I guess I’m codependent, I have to confess
But no one’s ever loved me enough to get this weight right off my chest

If I only feel like I’m heard when you lend me your ear
If you go, will I be sentenced to silence for a million years,

Who will I be?
Who have I been?
If not everything to you my dearest friend

Cuz I built
My world around
An eternal love, a safe haven from doubt,

But when you go home,
I’m made of nothing, I am nothing but

Alone and so lonely
The thought of your smile
Is the only thing that holds me here sometimes
But what would happen if our hands no longer intertwined

Who am I
When I’m on my own?
Who would I be if I was someone you’d let go

Maybe it’s time
To grow apart
So I find warmth in my own reflection when the world feels dark

Then when you go home,
By my own side, I won’t feel so alone

[sophiakharbouch]

This song honestly hurts so bad but feels so good when you relate to it. It’s so underrated but at the same time I’m happy that it’s like my lil treasure. My comfort song.

[AnnaK-ocyx]

literally the best song i’ve heard in forever! CRIMINALLY underrated!! “i only love who i am when i’m reflected in your eyes”😭😭

[lisamaria]

Most of us get into relationships so young that we never get the space to find ourselves...

[maddiebrown]

I recently played this song for my grandmother who has recently become a widow, my grandfather and her have been married since they were 19 and married 62 years. it was the first time she's ever opened up to me. she's always been very quiet and reserved and refused to even cry infront of us about my grandfather, but she sobbed and I could tell it was a sob of grief and release, one that she's been holding in for months. so thankyou not only for letting me have a moment of connection with my grandmother but for helping her let go the fear and sadness that's been aching her soul the last 7 months your song means more to me and my family than you know <3

[baileyunderwoodbarker]

This song hurts me in the lowest depths of my soul in the most beautiful way. Exactly the kind of thing I would have written if I had any talent at all whatsoever. So so so so so grateful Sophie writes, sings, and shares her work with us. This song means more to me than I could ever possibly articulate. Thank you so fucking much.

[naheenisapoet]

Codependent here and it is pure suffering. This is criminally underrated, the lyricism is perfect and poetic, when she said "my dearest friend" I realized she reads poetry, beautiful ❤️

[RedFishEver]

We’re literally experiencing the beginning of a future BIG ARTIST.

[kbrheins]

“Maybe it’s time to grow apart, so I find warmth in my reflection when the world feels dark” god damn that’s on point

[calico]

I've been listening to this all day on Spotify but I thought I'd come stream it a bit over here too to support as much as I can cause I can't tell you enough how much I love this song

[riteasrain]

So beautiful, so true, so honest, so painful

[natashawolfart]

I've listened to this song on repeat for the last week or so... I've never heard anything like it. You are so incredibly talented, not only your voice (which is seriously divine) but the words! THe words get me every time. Never stop making music!

[fidarida]

Where's all my codependant peeps?? This is our ANTHEM!!!
Thank you sooo much Sophie Holohan for this song, a song that helped me to express myself 100%
My comfort song.

[andrewbelcher]

Can I just say, I feel pretty lucky to have found you this early in your career. I'll love thinking I was there near the beginning when I see you on the top sellers list.

[ehetenandayaur]

I wish that your songs are on spotify :( cause all of your songs both here and on tiktok are goood

[Bacteriapot]

OHVMY THANK YOUUU FOR BLESSING MY EARSSSS🥺🥺💚💚💚💚💚💚

[leenamuaz]

Finally 😭😭😭😭... I have literally been listening to it on repeat on tiktok ..omgggg this song will always be one of my favoritessss..I'm in love with your voice it is exceptional, please never stop singing💜💜💜💜💜💜

[sarahs.]

I honestly think this is one of the most powerful and criminally painful songs I’ve heard. If I could feel, I would be crying at the moment.
I lost myself in someone, and was nothing when I was without him. Now, instead of finding myself (that hurt too much), I’ve replaced him with someone else. He enlists in the military soon and I’m scared of being alone… but I’m also kind of excited. I’ve never known me alone. Maybe it will be good
Keep writing songs. You’re incredibly skilled. Don’t stop

[Mal-nkid]

How are you not already signed by some major label? Like holy shit, such talent! Omg never stop making music babe

[alreemjamal]

GIRL WOW IM SO PROUD. BEAUTIFUL SONG BEAUTIFUL EVERYTHING

[sanskritipandey]

Wow, you're a songwriting genius! This song is so tragically beautiful both lyrically and musically❤❤