heylog - 12 gauge (audio)

produced by heylog

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lyrics:
moving swift, moving clean
all my thrift big on me
and i look goofy when i see
order double in xl
when my body lean as hell
and it's all because i'm well
maybe i should get clothes
that i fit for my size
there are barely i own
jacket got holes in it
but ima still throw it on
cause i don't care if it's ripped
you'll never know
you'll never know
where she had went and where'd she go
i wanna leave
i wanna leave
i wonder what is stopping me
she loves borrowing my wardrobe
said i smell good, so you wear all of my clothes
and they come back smelling like her
next thing u know she has my whole attire

i'll wait
till u make ur mind up
she wants
everything i wear cause
all of
it is oversized
the sleeves are
well below her thighs
don't take
every single thing i own
cause i'll
need it back before u go
and she
wonders why i said that
i'm not
confident that this'll last

you ever think about where i been?
you ever think about who we was
cause i do
but i just pretend i don't care about us
she's always apologetic to me
but when did u ever do anything
cause i don't
i hope u will never forget about home

and she always tried on my clothes
i pretend and fake it all
what u don't know
oh, you don't know
keeping secrets way too long
and i cannot continue this
i'm struggling to exist
and u don't know
oh, you don't know
thoughts begin to overflow
you would ask for an extra large to wear
but i only have double x in there
oh but she'll wear anything that i give
so next time i'll come over with ur cares

shutting me down, wake up from rem
i had a dream of us both laying in bed
but when i woke up i thought that it was real
i tried to go back to sleep to get a feel
of what it was like again to see your eyes
i knew it was impossible if i tried
now i'm just laying here, eyelids open
i stare into darkness tryna see objects
the only thing i see is my closet ahead
the same one that bears a certain turtle neck
the same closet thats got my 'retta encaged
the same closet thats got my locked up 12 gauge
and here are these nights i spend alone
turn off the lights, open window
jump into bed, plug in my phone
when i still got 90% left to go
and i fall asleep, but before i do
i sit in silence for an hour or two
these vivid thoughts get into view
and this what it sound like when i dream of you

[zadsazhad]

The transition for entire album is soo

[gqdThinky]

There are no words to describe how beautiful this song is

[whyian]

easily my favorite - hands down greatest album 🙌

[zGlace]

This one is by far my favourite one. Absolutely in love with your songs Log <3

[ccoindjboy]

This has to be my favorite song out of the wbole album. Every song was damn good but this one stuck out me the most. The last verse was especially my favorite ❤

[elipgoan]

The final verse is so so good. Holy shit i can't get enough if it.

[projlej]

shmoly this sending shivers down my spine

[estabrk]

masterpiece, more ppl need to know about u

[carter.m.sterle]

I love the album the transitions are so good

[Haloshooteu]

the part at 3:10 hits hard with blinded by the sun

[kalebrobbins]

The final minute of this song is the best part

[sevenswordsin]

Been awhile since I've heard from you log!

[TheSabotaje]

2 new songs in one day from heylog?!!!

[nldkae]

I wanna collabe with you man fr this is dope I love it

[corryadderley]

the nine people who disliked it doesn't have good taste 💅✨