IMBITASYON : ANG PAGBASA | Jay Costura

Maging mapanuri sa ating mga kamaganak mga, Nostranatics. Hindi lahat ng nakangiti ay "maayos". Hindi lahat ng nakakasama mo ay "okay".
Yung iba ay may mabigat na pinagdadaanan sa likod ng kanilang mga ngiti at tawa.

[starbright]

Sino dito araw araw nag chcheck kung may bagong upload si Ms. Jay ❤️

[nicoleramos]

I hope her family sees this comment because I've been through this stage and I sought medical help from different countries already. im not yet healed and I don't know how long it will take para gumaling, pero one thing for sure, kelangan nya ng pamilya ngayon. if not, dalhin siya sa psychiatric medical facility kung saan ay merong nakatutok na doctor at nurse 24/7. Huwag Siyang ilagay sa single room (the one we saw on tv), kasi para sa mga Malala na Yung room na iyon. dalhin cya dun ng clear minded and she personally knows why is she there and makihalobilo cya sa mga may depression din. kasi comfort zone pag may kasama, nagkakaintindihan sila, magiging magkaibigan, magtutulungan, and fight the battle together, because they will see different depression attacks, and will help each other, like ayaw ko making ganyan. People handle depression differently. in her case, imbitasyon, I interpret it as super nag give up or super nawalan na ng pag-asa, super down siya "subconsciously". smiling but completely broken inside. she seeks attention, so give the positive energy to to her. I see this as early stage palang kasi nadadala cya ng subconscious nya. hindi po kami sira-ulo at I suggest to seek opinion of other psychiatrist kasi na-misdiagnose din ako nung Una. in my case, my subconscious was I want to die and I'm tired, I want to reset my life. hindi tanggap ng pamilya ko na Nagpa-psychiatrist ako dahil mga kaibigan ko ang nag-walk with me through this difficult stage. kahihiyan daw na may anak na sira-ulo. I don't seek attention, I hide from attention. nadadala din ako lagi ng subconscious ko at ilang bases na po ako nag-attempt na magpakamatay, tulad ng pagtake ng 200 pieces of sleeping pills using a bottle of whiskey when im hiding and alone, muntikan na din po akong tumalon from a high rise hotel, I hurt myself, I burned my skin and I have bruises all over, I bang my head to the wall, at lahat pong Eto ay nangyari nang Hindi ko alam. nalalaman ko nalang ang ginawa ko kung conscious na ako kasi madalas akong gumigising sa umaga only to find out san galing Yung burns, cuts and bruises, bakit may empty na whiskey bottle sa basurahan, bakit masakit yng isang side ng head ko. To her family, sana ay bigyan niyo siya ng hinihingi nyang attention and DO NOT LEAVE HER ALONE. aside from medicine, and pinaka-important ay Yung will power nya (Eto ay nakukuha sa people surrounding her). ako na mismo ang nag-enroll sa sarili ko sa psychiatric ward dahil tinutulak ako ng aking pamilya at ikinahihiya. I was able to get back my will power through my doctor, and other people with depression because we look after each other. kelangan niyo pong tulungan siya para tumatag ang loob na "I will live and deal with this illness peacefully, I can control it, I can control my brain, hindi ako magpapadala sa subconscious ko, lalabanan ko, most importantly, pag-aralan ang sariling katawan at alamin nya ang symptoms ng depression attack para maagapan every attack". I reached the stage na na-control ko na sarili ko, and I always keep in mind na when I am conscious, I do not want to die. after that, hindi na ako nakadadala ng subconscious ko, it shifted to crying. Im doing something and tumutulo ang luha ko even if I don't know why, that's when I know my conscious state has already surpassed and controlled my subconscious thinkings. I also accepted the fact that I have this illness, actually worse than her because I fainted several times at the airport abroad, and nobody in my family called or bothered to ask me if I am ok or not. I fought this battle alone. after accepting that fact that since this is a long battle but I will accept it and I will just live with it peacefully until full recovery, until getting the will power, until understanding my body and how to control myself and not be carried away by my subconscious, until knowing signs/symptoms of my body before depression kicks in, I know that it is a milestone for me, and my subconscious na seeking for death ay tuluyan nang natapalan at nawala na.i still have a long way to go, but right now, whether conscious or not, I know one thing, I want to be alive, even if my family doesn't accept me and pushed me away when I was sick. I still have depression, im very sensitive even if hear a tiny negative thing, but I release it by hiding and letting my tears flow and flow quietly even if it takes hours, as long as the tears can release my emotions, I let my body release it, plus nonstop medications, I don't lose control na like before. im living peacefully with this depression now without losing control of myself. Yung tatag ng loob to fight ur own subconscious para hndi ako madala, is the most difficult stage, I was stuck in this stage for 2.5 years. Please don't leave her on this stage, life will be easier for her if her family can help her gain her confidence and tatag ng loob na Hindi ako magpapadala sa subconscious ko. Lastly, I can only judge her reaction by this video. she has to remove the thought na im giving up myself and im inviting any spirits to come. I hope the family can give her positive energy, don't despise her or reprimand her, don't bring her to doctor and let her see that u are afraid with doctor's diagnosis, because she sees it, she will just take it as .. oh this is difficult, even my family are afraid of this and I give up. please don't do that, else malulunod cya lalo. also don't let her hear that she has mental illness, because she is seeking attention. she will be carried away and think that I have mental illness, so it's fine to be like this, and then she will never jump out of that stage. Depression po kasi, is not uncommon na be interpreted as nasiraan ng ulo, may split personality, kasi logical lang po, masaya at normal kami pag hindi Uma-atake ang depression, pero pag umatake, like her na hindi nya pa kayang I-control yang brain nya, parang bang tao kami. cya po ay nagwawala, ako naman po ay nakatulala at tumatahimik, Hindi nagsasalita pag umatake. I sought help with Philippines' psychiatrist, dalawa sila with 10 years experience at alam na alam pano gamutin. I swear Hindi na po ako lalapit sa psychiatrist sa Pinas. may mental illness daw ako, but I went to United States, Taiwan, Hong Kong, Japan, and these 4 countries diagnosis are the same. it's depression, and Hindi schizophrenia. so they tailor-made a treatment plan for me, my case, and sumusunod po ako sa treatment plan na Eto, and right now, I can even write or give advise by writing this long comment. I gained my brain back, although im easy to breakdown due to sensitivity but my outlet has shifted to hiding and releasing through tears. sometimes 3 days, some time 1-2 weeks. but no violent actions na po. I hope this tiny piece of advice can help her and the family. to her family: feel free to reach out to me, I am willing to help. in other countries, at least 20 years-30 years of experience before u label urself as "experienced". my medical team was headed by psychiatrists with more than 30 years of experience. She is still on early stage, I know the medicines prescribed to her. it's actually not a heavy combination in my opinion. Please don't give up for her. Unlike me who is seeking and praying for death na Lord, kunin nyo na po ako so I can reset my life and my family pushed me away. I remember I asked help from my mother to buy the medications I need when I went to Pinas, I ran out of pesos. Note that psychiatric medications CANNOT be stopped without permission of doctor because there will be withdrawal effects, and in my case, nahihimatay ako. i flat-lined twice and was only revived using the machine like electric shock to revive my heartbeat. my family denied me of medicine despite I really needed it that night to prevent withdrawal effects, and my sibling told me "I don't care", as long as mag-iwan ka ng Pera if u die because they know that the beneficiary of all my insurances are them, as well as naipundar ko na ari-arian. But for her case, attention is free. there must be reason why her subconscious is asking for it. either she was deprived of it, or she wants extra of it at this moment, so just love her more, give her more attention, until she gain her confidence back and can control her brain. I don't have violent acts now, even when depression kicks in. she is still in early stage, mabilis pa siyang gumaling, most importantly, she has no violent actions towards herself or others, so please give her the attention and positivity, love, care, convince her how pretty and good and worthy she is as a woman, so she can gain back her confidence and realize that the guy is not worth it, she deserves better than that because she is worthy to be loved by better people. This will make her overcome this stage easier.and the rest can be healed with the help of right medications. reach out to me, I am more than willing to help.

[lhynnescott]

Kung wala kang Diyos sa buhay mo, madali ka lang kapitan ng depression.. lumapit ka sa Diyos, magdasal at ibigay lahat sa Kanya ang lahat ng problema mo... palalakasin at patitibayin ng Diyos ang loob mo upang malampasan ang lahat ng pagsubok sa buhay.

[anisahtingan]

mahirap labanan Ang depression kelangan mo ng taong makakaintindi at handang makinig Sayo.

[johncaralipio]

Godbless eveyone. Please do have strong faith kay God. I also suffered depression last month and hindi talaga sya biro. Di ako makatulog, lagi akong iritable, malungkot yung mood ko at, may suicidal thoughts ako, umabot talaga sa punto na hindi ko na namalayan na may hawak na akong knife. Parang bigla nalang akong nagising, so knowing that situation buti nasa katinuan pa ko binitawan ko yung knife tumakbo ako sa nanay ko na umiiyak at sinabing itago lahat ng kutsilyo at don ko sinabi lahat ng nararamdaman ko that time. Fortunately, im blessed to have people na malapit at malakas ang pananalig kay God lagi nila akong ipinagdadasal at isinasama sa mga dasal nila and now im okay. Di talaga biro magkaroon ng problem sa mental health kaya please have your problems be shared to your loved ones, friends, and even kay God pede nyo sa kanya ishare 😊

[ginabpower]

Nuon na depressed Ako, felling ko may nag AAYAya sa akin na pumunta sa rooftop Ng building Ng amo ko, umiiyak Ako, pero nun Gabi na Yun nagpakita sa akin Ang Isang Saint Dito sa Lebanon 🇱🇧. Siya Ang tinatawag na miracle of Lebanon 🇱🇧"SAINT CHARBEL" nagpakita siya sa akin sa pananginip ko sa loob Ng simbahan Kong saan Ako palaging nag sisimba . Kaya siya Ang dahilan bakit Buhay pa Ako Hanggang ngaun 🙏 so praying is the best talaga salamat din Kay Lord dahil parati syang NASA tabi ko .Amen🙏🙏🙏😇😇😇😇

[Moondelatorre]

I don't Claim any Negative Energy from this Video. In Jesus name Son of GOD Amen🙏. God is with us Amen🙏😇

[danellynsalvador]

Ang hirap talaga pag may depression ka, may iba kasi na di kayang labanan ng katawan at may iba na kinakaya pa din, kaya god bless sa family at sayo din po ms.jay🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

[jennyrosepenamora]

I dont claim any negative and bad energy to me, family, mylove ones and friends while watching and listening to this video of Ms. Jay Costura in Jesus name. AMEN🙏🙏🙏

[ehrakalaw]

I don't claim any negative energy while watching this video in Jesus name Amen 🙏

[laviniaalmodiel]

I don't claim any bad or negative energy while watching all the episode of ms. Jay costura to me, to my whole family and to everyone around me. In jesus name, Amen.

[FreyaMonteverde]

I DON'T CLAIM ANY BAD OR NEGATIVE ENERGY WHILE WATCHING ALL THE EPISODE OF MS. JAY COSTURA TO ME, TO MY WHOLE FAMILY AND TO EVERYONE AROUND ME. IN JESUS NAME AMEN 🙏

[CHARLYNPULAD]

I don't claim any bad and negative energy while watching this episode to me and my family. In Jesus name Amen

[mananabang]

Nong pinag bintangan ako ng malaking halaga ng pera ng kapwa pinoy sa kuwait, sobrang hirap labanan ang STRESS AT DEPRESSION AT KAHIHIYAN. ramdam ko na na may iba na sa katawan ko, ramdam ko na na mejo ibang tao na ako, yon na nag iinvite na ako sa katawan ko ng negative, nag try na ako mag suicide pero may nakapigil... Hanggang sa naisip ko bakit ako magpapakamatay alone. Tablahin ko na, papatay ako ng isa dun sa dalawang taong pinag bintangan ako.
... Pero sa tulong ng mga tao...at tanging DASAL...
BUHAY PA AKO, KAHIT MAHIRAP PA MAG MOVE ON 2 YEARS AGO NA YUN, DIKO PADIN TANGGAP PINAG BINTANGAN AKO. Gusto ko padin gumanti...hanggang ngayun... Pero patuloy lang sa pag DASAL.
DASAL. DASAL. DASAL

[Random_vids]

Me and my whole family up to 7th generation revoked all the bad vibes or negative energy while watching this video. In the Name of the Father, of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, Amen.

[Charry-enfb]

Nostranatics present here!
Inaabangan ko lage yung new upload niyo Miss Jay.
Keep safe po Mabuhay po kayo
Sana mas marami pa kayong matutulongan na mas nangangailangan.
To God be the Glory!

We love you forever🥰❤

[KarenAdor]

Noon NASA pinas pa KO, every time na down na down na KO SA problema KO sinusumpong Ng anxiety and depression KO ISA Lang lagi tinatakbuhan KO, SIMBAHAN iniiyak KO LAHAT Ng bigat Ng nararamdaman KO, nakikiusap ako si diyos na Kung PWD kunin muna nya problema KO at pag okay na KO at Kaya KO na babalikan KO para unti untiin KO solusyonan. Pero Ngayon na NASA ibang bansa ako Di KO alam Saan ako tatakbo, mas panatag kase ako SA simbahan Ng katoliko. Humahanap ako Ng taong bibigyan ako attention kahit SA phone Lang pero wala sila ora's sakin naalala Lang nila KO kapag my kailangan sila, or minsan Naman anjan nga sila pero Di Ka pa din nila maintindihan lalo Ka Lang mahirapan SA problema na dinagdagan pa nila😢

[arramaelagunzad]

I don't claim any bad and negative energy while i'm watching this episode to me and my family. In Jesus Name, Amen 🙏🏽

[Painendone]

I don’t claim any bad energy while watching this in jesus name amen 🙏

[cellecamso]

I try ni mama niya or family members na dalhin siya sa mga magagandang lugar ...itravel nyo siya like sa Baguio or Boracay ...dalhin nyo siya sa mall..pakainin siya sa mga favorite fastfoods or resraurants..jus5 a way to make her happy and forget her sadness..it will really help...at you need to talk to her everyday..watch tv together..play games with her..again a way to forget her sadness...