Ismail - Closed Doors (Official Audio)

"Closed Doors" OUT NOW!

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Lyrics:

Yes I look happy, happy all the time
But you don’t see me, see me when I cry

I can’t find an open door
When I try, it breaks me more
Should I quit and should I go?
Should I leave this all behind?
Same things happen all the time
Can’t get out off my mind
Doing things I shouldn’t do
If you ask me, I have no clue

Yes I look happy, happy all the time
But you don’t see me, see me when I cry
Cause I‘m a master, master of pretending
Lately never ending

When does this all make any sense to me?
God I know you can set me free
Please open a door and again restore this broken piece of me
A better treasure chest, that was made for more
There is purpose behind closed doors
A better treasure chest, that was made for more
There is purpose behind closed doors

Am I the one who is insane, for not feeling like the same?
All I want is to be heard, in a world that’s full of hurt
Waking up, searching for a sign
Yes I fall but I still climb
No you don’t need me to teach, just cause the dream is far to reach

Take this fear and take that doubt
Throw'em away before I drown
Before I drown

Yes I look happy, happy all the time
But you don’t see me, see me when I cry
Cause I‘m a master, master of pretending
Lately never ending

When does this all make any sense to me?
God I know you can set me free
Please open a door and again restore this broken piece of me
A better treasure chest, that was made for more
There is purpose behind closed doors
A better treasure chest, that was made for more
There is purpose behind closed doors

When does this all make any sense to me?
God I know you can set me free
Please open a door and again restore this broken piece of me

[IsmailMusic]

Yes I look happy, happy all the time
But you don’t see me, see me when I cry

I can’t find an open door
When I try, it breaks me more
Should I quit and should I go?
Should I leave this all behind?
Same things happen all the time
Can’t get out off my mind
Doing things I shouldn’t do
If you ask me, I have no clue

Yes I look happy, happy all the time
But you don’t see me, see me when I cry
Cause I‘m a master, master of pretending
Lately never ending

When does this all make any sense to me?
God I know you can set me free
Please open a door and again restore this broken piece of me
A better treasure chest, that was made for more
There is purpose behind closed doors
A better treasure chest, that was made for more
There is purpose behind closed doors

Am I the one who is insane, for not feeling like the same?
All I want is to be heard, in a world that’s full of hurt
Waking up, searching for a sign
Yes I fall but I still climb
No you don’t need me to teach, just cause the dream is far to reach

Take this fear and take that doubt
Throw'em away before I drown
Before I drown

Yes I look happy, happy all the time
But you don’t see me, see me when I cry
Cause I‘m a master, master of pretending
Lately never ending

When does this all make any sense to me?
God I know you can set me free
Please open a door and again restore this broken piece of me
A better treasure chest, that was made for more
There is purpose behind closed doors
A better treasure chest, that was made for more
There is purpose behind closed doors

When does this all make any sense to me?
God I know you can set me free
Please open a door and again restore this broken piece of me

[ambaryulianti]

Luka terdalam yang di berikan oleh seorang ayah.. Dan tak pernah sembuh sampai sekarang.. Bahkan ketika mulut sudah memaafkan tapi hati masih terasa sesak .. Sangat sesak 😭

[veronael]

Es ist endlich so weit! Du kannst so stolz auf dich sein und wir sind das auch. Ich verfolge dich schon seit Monaten und seit einer Woche rede ich nur noch über Closed Doors und wie sehr ich mich drauf freue. Du bist echt ein sehr gutes Vorbild für viele und für mich natürlich auch <3

[franzis.c]

Wow einfach nur wow. Pure Gänsehaut! Du kannst verdammt stolz auf dich sein. Ich hoffe wirklich, dass alle die nicht an dich geglaubt haben, es jetzt richtig bereuen! Dieses Lied ist perfekt! Weiter so!!!! 🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍

[annabellamarelja]

Das warten hat sich sooo gelohnt! Es klingt wunderschön (: Freut mich so das dass ganze lied diese wunderschönen töne beinhaltet und nicht nur die eine phrase ((:

[zaracdg]

this is me. I'm that "happy" girl, smiling everytime, even in her hardest moments, just to make sure the others don't feel bad.
they say I'm strong, but inside I'm breaking
I feel stuck, I'm stuck.
I can't walk, because of a tumor. And all my hopes are slowly fading, because the doctors tried their best, but it's like it doesn't want to get better.

the nurses are saying I'm strong, just because they see me smile.
and it's not just that I can't walk anymore that's making me feel stuck.
everything happening at home. my sister left me 2 years ago, she came back in January, but she left again in the summer.
she left me in a toxic household.
I wanted to escape it by going to an art highschool and living with my aunt, but it's like the universe didn't want me to leave. it's like the universe is against me.
everytime I need to hear my parents fight, I feel the sadness in mom's heart, she can't leave my father because I'm sick and I feel guilty.
he's drinking every fucking day and he doesn't really give any fucks about my health. he's using the money for fucking beers and cigarettes
there were days I didn't eat, because I didn't have anything to eat
one time I felt like I lost my best friends because I couldn't take a joke, because I was broken.

I feel the need to smile, it's like a tic. everytime I'm with anyone I smile, I can't help it, but inside I'm yelling.
that smile isn't real
that smile is a sign for help
because I need help
but where's that help

I FEEL FUCKING STUCK
AND HEARING MY MOTHER SAY SHE WANTS TO TAKE HER LIFE BECAUSE SHE CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE MAKES ME FEEL FUCKING GUILTY
I WANNA CRY
I DO CRY, BUT ONLY WHEN IT'S DARK, WHEN I'M ALONE, WHEN THERE ARE CLOSED DOORS

WHERE'S MY FUCKING HAPPY ENDING?
I'M ONLY A TEENAGER. A FUCKING CHILD

I WATCH MY FRIENDS GO ON TRIPS, GO OUT, HAVING A HAPPY LIFE MEANWHILE I'M IN THE HOSPITAL WAITING FOR A SPARKLE OF HOPE
I'M FUCKING DONE

[lineaa]

I’m so excited and proud❤️thanks for making good music that we all need!!

[thesynx]

Der Song ist mir schon vor dem Release so unfassbar wichtig gewesen. Es ist so schön geworden und ich danke dir dafür so sehr.

TW für das Folgende!




Ich habe einen Suizidversuch hinter mir. Als ich geweckt wurde und die Sanitäter da waren, lief dein snippet im Hintergrund. Seitdem höre ich es jeden Tag.

[angii]

i had to cry because this song has so many emotions and meanings !! It is soo great 🧡

[sushi]

wow was mann alles schaffen kann wenn man an sich glaubt diese 3 minuten beschreiben so viel aus meinem leben wir sind einfach so stolz auf dich das du an dich geglaubt hast und den ganzen hate die leute für dich gegeben haben nicht beachtet hast ich habe die ganze woche auf das lied gewartet einfach nur wow
:)

[liannahq]

This is absolutely amazing I still can't believe this song is finally released, I'm so proud of you!!

[jordananathanja]

Diese Melodie macht so süchtig!! So schön! Danke, dass so dafür gekämpft hast es hat sich gelohnt!!

[lex-mftf]

Yes, I look happy, happy all the time
But you don't see me, see me when i cry

I can't find an open door
When I try it breaks me more
Should I quit and should i go
Should I leave this all behind?
Same things happen all the time
Can't get out off my mind

Doing things I shouldn't do
If you ask me i've no clue

Yes I look happy, happy all the time
But you don't see me, see me when I cry
Cause i'm a master, master of pretending
Lately never-ending
When does this all make any sense to mе?
God I know you can set me free
And pleasе open an door
And take enemy's door
Out this broken piece of me
We better trace and chess
There was made for more
And there's purpose behind closed doors
They better trace and chess
There was made for more
And there's purpose behind closed doors

Am i the one who isn't same for not feeling like the same?
All I want is to be hurt
In the world that is full of hurt
Waking up searching for this time
Yes, i fall but i still climb
Now you torning me to teaches
Cause the dream is hard to reach you

Take this fear and take that doubt
Throw them away before I drown
Before I drown

Yes, I look happy, happy all the time
But you don't see me, see me when I cry
Cause i'm a master, master of pretending
Lately never-ending
When does this all make any sense to me?
God I know you can set me free
And please open an door
And take enemy's door
Out this broken piece of meWe better trace and chess
There was made for more
And there's purpose behind closed doors
They better trace and chess
There was made for more
And there's purpose behind closed doors

When does this all make any sense to me?
God I know you can set me free
And please open an door
And take enemy's door
Out this broken piece of me

[viktoriarieger]

Ich war noch nie so glücklich, als ein Lied rauskam, dieses Lied hat so viel Kraft!😍☺️

[lisamariie]

Ich bin sooo froh, dass der Song jetzt endlich draußen ist.
Also wirklich, ich liebe, liebe, liebe diesen Song und ich konnte es kaum abwarten und jetzt ist er einfach da, vollständig. Ich bin echt stolz auf dich!
Denn ich verbinde sehr viel mit deinen Worten und kann sie mit mir identifizieren.
Danke für diesen Song und deine Mühe, danke, danke, danke!😫🤍
Liebe Grüße, Lisa! ;)

[hafsyahfebby]

Makasih udah ngewakilin yang selama ini gue rasain ❤

[maxmustermann]

Hi,
Ich bin die, die du heute bei ICF angesprochen hast. Ich wollte kurz Danke sagen, der Song trifft gerade voll auf mich zu und es hat mich gerade berührt den Song zu hören. Es ist schon krass wie Gott einem immer die richtigen Leute über den Weg laufen lässt .😊

[Mel-stcj]

Your voice is as deep as the lyrics. I am looking forward to more songs from you 💜

[agpran]

Congratulations, this song has gone viral

[JihanlailaUlfa-vq]

I will never get tired of listening to your voice❤️