Ryan Caraveo - From Hell With Love (Official Video)

LYRICS

[Intro]
Sometimes I think about you
And all of the things that you put me through
And I hate every single memory
Yeah, I hate single memory

[Verse 1]
My mother minted the timid me
The minute my infant needs diminished
'Cause she wasn't finished givin' them men a tease
She'd go out at five, so I'd eat din at three
No wonder why I still hide from intimacy
And dissociate, I prematurely bought a trophy case
'Cause she said I'm chosen, and she knows I'm great
Gave a false sense of self-worth that I would grow to hate
Now I don't feel that it's appropriate to procreate
I'm broken but I'm coping great
Ain't been in a sober state
But it beats chokin' in an open lake
And that's bold to state 'cause I don't like check-ins
No need for connections, I prefer expression
That bedroom I wept in is now my weapon
I don't care what pen, I don't care what page
Every night I'm up late, tryna figure me out

[Chorus]
Sometimes I think about you
And all of the things that you put me through
And I hate every single memory
Yeah, I hate every single memory
Sometimes I think about you
And all of the things that you put me through
And I hate every single memory
Sincerely yours, from Hell with lo-o-ove
(Sometimes I think about you)
(Lo-o-ove)
(Sometimes I think about you)

[Verse 2]
Spent so many days as a basement dweller
Laid waiting for fate to erase this fella
Every day was inflated with great displeasure
Wrote a goodbye page as a basic measure
'Til one day clicked and all came together
My parents in a rage was the main opressor
But explainin' these thangs don't make them lesser
Like complain' 'bout rain don't change the weather
Instead, I've learned to how turn pain to pleasure
By explaining it on stages, ain't I clever?
Never ever said cheese, now I'm making cheddar
But I'm lyin' if I say that made it better
Maybe I'm a puzzle that's forever unsolved
But I ain't special, man, this world make a mess of us all
I'm not a pessimist, it's just that it was never resolved
If I don't put a rest to it, how can I ever evolve?

[Chorus]
Sometimes I think about you
And all of the things that you put me through
And I hate every single memory
Yeah, I hate every single memory
Sometimes I think about you
And all of the things that you put me through
And I hate every single memory
Sincerely yours, from Hell with lo-o-ove
(Sometimes I think about you)
(Lo-o-ove)
(Sometimes I think about you)
(Lo-o-ove)

[Outro]
(Sometimes I think about you)
(And all of the things that you put me through)
(And I hate every single memory)
(Yeah, I hate every single memory)
(Sometimes I think about you)
(And all of the things that you put me through)
(And I hate every single memory)
(Sincerely yours, from Hell with lo-o-ove)

[Wolfsta]

I've been following Ryan for more than 5 years. His music was in my ears through my biggest heartbreaks and also through my biggest breakthroughs. Thank you for being yourself bro.

[lillyjanereacts]

No one writes like Ryan. He knows how to paint his emotions so well. The world needs more artist like him.

[nateromero]

I remember being in high school when I first heard "Paradise" and loving the whole "Swings" album. Then in one of the worst times in my life "Butterfly Boy" released and I learned every word to every song. Then "Northend Sweetheart" released last year to put a close to that part of my life. Now this alongside "Rain In Brisbane" I have been here for all the single releases since "Ricochet" and have never regretted it. Love every ounce of soul from these songs and they have always been anthems to some of the most important things in my life. So excited to listen to this album, thanks for the banger man, they really are something else.

[michellerennie]

This song is so relatable. I'm so grateful for your music, Ryan. Thank you. It feels like I'm not alone on my issues and for once I feel whole for a few minutes.

[fitwithderick]

One of the most underrated artists out. 👏🔥🎵

[waynegrayson]

From what I take from this is, the upstairs is the brain, and the stairs lead down to reality, maybe the heart.. he tries to go down but it brought right back up.. then maybe every window is a different memory, past trauma.. finally ending on a makeshift ladder to escape his mind in a final attempt to get over trauma… I relate so much to the words, the beats, and the videos

[anomaly]

i don't think people are noticing that the entire last verse is full of end rhyme schemes along with condensed internal rhymes on almost every single bar, while still able to keep the vibe of the song and portray the same emotions, just with high level technical writing ability and rhyme schemes, it's extremely impressive from a writer's perspective

[nataszachehovich]

Who is ready for his concert, Florida and another I just can't Number excited

[Phatty]

I’ve heard this a million times in the Chevy too loud for lyrics lol today I heard the words of my life I’m touched by this very deeply complaining about rain won’t change the weather

[DodgeSikSpak]

I can totally relate to this song and that’s what makes you the GOAT, Ryan. Not only do you make a lot of great music that a lot of people can relate to but you can also see the emotions in the music videos themselves. I’m super happy that you have a huge fan base now. You deserve it.

[JustusAll]

This has such a familiar flow and sounds. It feels like listening to a song that's been out for years. Not many artists can capture that feeling. Thank you for this

[fionalinville]

the emotion, lyrics, & passion that went into this is incredible

[logannsif]

I added the song last night to my watch list, listened to it 15 mins after it dropped and Ryan...there's not alot of music that HITS too close to home, music that makes me cry taking in the Lyrics the first listen...this and p&b waffles

I love you Ryan, from man to man. You're an inspiration, and I can happily say you have SO MANY who are here for you. We'll get through this together. One day at a time, one step at a time. 🥰

[bueno]

2:05 “ never ever said cheese, but I’m makin cheddar “. That line goes so hard.

[hater_kittyx]

Thank you Ryan. For going on tour, for sharing your pain with us.
Sincerely, yours from he'll. With love❤

[toddwymer]

Just discovered your music. I’ll be sticking around to hear more.

[BohemianSwede]

To any who feel this. I feel you. Please, do your best to smile, not for them, but for you.

[joshuabiggs]

This single song hits closer than any of his others. I love all of Ryan’s music. Yet, this one has so many parallels to my experience. And when it comes from this place of emotion and experience you cannot deny this song is great. Keep it up man. I’d pay good money to see you in person.

[tiacastillo]

Sometimes. I think about you. And I love every lyric you've ever sung.

[im_starzy]

i love this song man, my Stepdad got me into your music back in 2019 and i have been listing ever since. he died back in January of 2020 from drugs, so i listen to you to remind me of him. (im 15) thank you!