Catie Turner - God Must Hate Me (Official Lyric Video)

my new single, God Must Hate Me, is out now!

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[lydiabobidia]

i’m not religious, but i grew up christian. i’m autistic and lgbtq and i can’t tell you how often each day i feel like there’s just something inherently wrong with me. what a powerful song.

[demawoods]

As someone who grew up in the Christian church and struggles with chronic illness, this made me bawl the first time I heard it and now is my breakdown crying song because it rings so true for me

[Jade-zmtg]

I didn't even grow up Christian, I grew up Muslim but this still deeply resonates with me.

[Inde]

as someone with body dysmorphia, the line “when i look into the mirror for too long it hurts” makes me feel so represented and understood.

[tayemitchell]

As a Christian who struggles with an ED+a lot of body image issues, this one hit hard.

[MollySheep]

I was raised a Christian, every night I would pray, pray my soul out to be a happy little girl... this song hits hard because I had a really tough childhood.

[KnfeShift]

*do you ever see someone and think "wow they got lucky"?*
this one lyric put into words the amount of envy i feel for others in my life, struggling with a brain that hates itself. others being able to just do stuff of their own volition.
and now im in a body that i don't belong to.

[cashew]

Growing up thinking the slightest mistake would drag you down to the deep depths of hell was really something I love this song

[lizziegillespie]

As someone in the LGBTQ+, I was raised in the Catholic Church where I was told constantly that being gay is a sin. This resonates so much with me

[sucrerose]

i remember the 13 year old me praying and begging for Him not to make me a homosexual after hearing the preaching about being gay's a sin. preached by my own father. this song hits different to me.

[makemesmile]

Felt this. I have a older sister who’s so gorgeous. She’s always had everyone’s attention. She has the body I wish I had. My shoulders are so broad, I gained weight so easily, I get body acne a lot. No matter how much I skip meals, how many times I shower and shower and shower, no matter what I do; my body never looks good. I can’t wear anything without looking in the mirror and examining every fat fold, every bump and lump in my hips and thighs. No friends or family calls me pretty. I’m just always nice. That’s all I can really be. I know being called pretty isn’t the biggest compliment; but just once I want to wow someone. I just want someone to reassure me that I am pretty…but no one does and I’m forced to try and pick myself up. But it’s hard. Idk I have so many flaws. Sometimes I just think that maybe I’m not really worth anything…

[rachelsyddney]

im Christian and it breaks my heart to see so many people who’ve experienced religious trauma. sadly, so many people have twisted religion into something hateful and it’s affected so many people. religion is hard to understand if you’ve only experienced the hateful side. i don’t blame anyone for feeling this way. i belive because i have experienced God, but i know not everyone has and that’s okay. sending love to everyone who feels this song deeply, no matter how it resonates with with you <3

[vivianmuigai]

I need this in a 1hr loop so I can maximize my crying

[ellibug]

this song made me remember something i buried so deep long ago. when i was 9 my mom told me i was stupid and a coward for wanting to kill myself. she said i was selfish for ruining "gods plan", she said "god only gives his hardest battles to his strongest warriors" BUT I WAS A CHILD, i didn't need to be strong, i needed to be protected and loved, not told this non existent person would save me. when he never did, no one ever did.

[Ali_rerey]

As someone who was raised Christian while being gay and trans as well as developing an eating disorder and suicidal thoughts this one hits hard

[eeeowozola]

i love how all the ex-christians and Christians are just bonding instead of yelling at each other. i have faith in humanity

[thalia]

Considering I was 7-10 praying every night for god to save and “fix” me it hits deep

[enfloeia]

as a Christian with body dysmorphia and struggles with faith, this hits so close to home

[piperhewetson]

“got ample mental illness and personality flaws and their only flaws seem to be that they have none at all” as a christian who struggles with severe depression and anxiety this line really resonates with me. some christian’s think that mental illness isn’t as serious as it is and yea, so i just really relate to that part.

[phi]

I was raised catholic. I was led to believe that God makes miracles happen, and saves us from things.

Where was he when I was sexually assaulted? Where was he when my family blamed me for it happening? Where was he when I was seven?