A Salty Beginning (Draw My Life Part 1)

EDIT: 3/30/2022

BRUH the younger me that made this was really trying to scream for help. I'm better now. I left the high demand religion I was raised in that caused my mental illness so don't worry bout me. People keep telling me this series helped them so I guess I'm ok with it being up now. Kinda. haha. A lot of people think it's cringe or angst but I did in fact believe I was worthless because of teachings from my church and how adults and children talked to me. BUT WE IS DONE WITH THAT. I know there are people out there right now that feel the exact same. Especially women in the Mormon faith.

The audio was too quiet on the other version so I had to reupload it sorry!!

Draw my life Part 1 is mainly backstory on how I was treated growing up. The whole point of this series is to go into my old psyche and show how i got out of my suicidal tendencies. Part 2 coming soon!

[shgurr]

IM SORRY! I moved and got side tracked for a month.
I was actually scared to read the comments of this video
but you guys are all so nice!

There is a happy ending it's coming real soon.
There's a few parts left and they will all be out before vidcon! :3

[dreadthemadsmith]

"One thing I learned. Adults weren't any better than kids."


This is so true.

[froyohead]

_As an adult, eating lunch alone becomes a treat_

[Kapin]

"You smile too much, stop being so happy!"
You know a bully's desperate when they basically ask you to do their job for them.

[username]

Adults are blind when it comes to bullying, it's unreal.

[luckypichuwu]

Where are you going? A funeral?

Me: yes. Your funeral

[highway_roadkill]

that sudden switch at the end.

it visualizes an emotion i know all too well.


Edit: this came off a lot more emo/edgy than i intended. ive gotten out of that stage in my life, but ill never forget what it had made me and the process of recovery. cant wait for the next parts of Shgurr's DML to see how she handled her situation.

[pony_derpuwu]

Black hair girl:only cool people are invited

Shgrr: sooo you aren't invited to your own party

[wormsdonthaveeyes]

I was a little sad to see that this series had been taken down, but I understand why you did it. I'm glad you felt comfortable putting it back up despite the negative comments. I hope you continue getting better and I wish you luck with cutting those negative influences out of your life.

[henryvolt]

"One thing I learned as a kid is that Adults are no better than children."

Damn you were ahead of the curve, I had to learn that when I hit 15.

[Annie-segr]

seminary friend : only cool people can go; you're not cool
shgurr : but--
Jaiden : **hits seminary friend with a red flag** RED FLAG

[trajik]

Jesus, this actually hit home for me in a way. Very well done.

[Fīshyyyy-bt]

I remember having friends that where horrible to me and judged me for anything I did. My clothes, the way I talked, the way I did my hair e.t.c. I eventually stopped talking to them and stayed in the house just to avoid seeing them. Now I'm too scared to have friends cause I'm afraid I might hurt them

[bittle]

Your son killed 5 people
Mom:boys will be boys

[tlbuniverse]

“Only cool people are invited, ”
shugurr wasn't invited, not because she was not cool enough.
but because she was too awesome

[_bitkkislife_]

“Only cool people are invited, ”

When Shgurr becomes famous on YouTube

The girl: YOU’RE INVITED I’M SOR-

Shgurr: No.

[dlanovil]

This is one of the few videos I didn't expect to see return...
These videos helped me a lot when I first watched them, so I thank you very much for making them public again.

[Mortal_Tezer]

I find this actually so interesting
I really want to know the next part. I am also sorry you had to live this, but I'm very glad you grew up differently and you seem quite happy with who you are now.
That's amazing !

[baileycluck]

Girl: " *laughs* Why would YOU have an invitation?"
Me: bRO SHE JUST HELPED YOU PASS OUT YOUR INVITES YA LITTLE BRAT!

[lock]

We're only at part one and I don't think I've ever sympathized with someone i don't even know this much.