Pirate ship Ayia Napa Cyprus

I've had fear of big fast rides for years, so I want to get over it.
I had watched a lot of fast ride videos to see if that would help, but no it dident.

After when the camera had gone off it got worse, I went into shock and soon as I got off the ride I came off in shock.
I was shaking that much that I almost (passed out) so I'm not ready for fast rides still. I will try again soon.