Ivan B - Lost [Official Audio]

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Produced by Kevin Peterson

Co production and Engineering by Keith Fontano

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[FROMIVANB]

In the description there's a link to get the full album! If you can support that would be amazing, if not it's okay you can listen here! Thank you all for always being here for me..it means the world. #REALONESONLY #FORGIVEMEFORMYHONESTY

[catherinejoseph]

Lyrics :

Why do I push You away?
Why do I tell You to leave me alone like I never got something to say?
Why does it feel like I'm lying? I'm tired of smiling like I've been okay
I'm praying, I'm crying
I look up, I'm thinkin', how do You hear what I'm sayin'?
I'm tryna be a better person, but it's killing me inside
I can't seem to understand why I never trust anybody, I
I feel like You're never there, or maybe I never cared
Maybe I'm full of pride and when You called I couldn't hear

I need You right now, I do, I need You right now, I do
I need You right now, I do, I'm so lost without You
I need You, what can I say? I need You, what I can say?
I need You, what I can say? I'm so lost without You
'Cause this world around me is falling
And it feels like I'm going to break
It feels like I'm losing myself in this darkness
Could You show me the way?

I hope success doesn't change me like it does usually
Look in the mirror, like what did You do to me?
Old feelings that are creeping in
Got me wondering what is new to me
Forgive me for my faults
Mistakes that are made that are hurting
But You know who I am, and You died on a cross
You knew I wasn't perfect
Yeah, my faith in You is certain
But I'm bitter inside of a wilderness
Wake up at six in the morning
I wonder when I'll be tired a little less
Am I selfish for wanting more?
Inside of a home that we can't afford?
My transmission breaking down around three-thousand dollars outside the door?
See, when you run out of hope, you run into faith
I hear Your voice when I'm about to break
I made a lot of bad decisions in my life, I never seem to get it straight
Caring less for people that I cared about
I can feel my heart turning hollow
Don't you promise me forever when you can't even make it until tomorrow
Trust issues, yeah, I got plenty
Stories and scars, I got many
Lust all around me, I'm weak and you know it
I wonder if I'll ever be ready
To be the person that I know I can be
I need you to show me the way
I'm stubborn, I'm bitter, I'm prideful, I know it
I need You, what can I say?

I need You right now, I do, I need You right now, I do
I need You right now, I do, I'm so lost without You
I need You, what can I say? I need You, what I can say?
I need You, what I can say? I'm so lost without You
'Cause this world around me is falling
And it feels like I'm going to break
It feels like I'm losing myself in this darkness
Could You show me the way?

[brianthornberry]

I was lost for 33 year's, I found myself in him. Thank you Jesus! can I get an amen

[jakedeutscher]

I remember in 9th grade, all I listened to was Ivan B, it helped me get through some serious tribulations, and here I am again, graduating this year and needing this music once again

[Mr.Salas]

All this music reminds me of all the relationships and bullcrap I've been to😔I always think it'll be ok but it gets worse and worse. Anybody else have suicidal thoughts or depression💔😪thid dude better blow up in rap, if he doesn't people are garbage

[andyp]

How can anyone not like this song....it resonates with me like crazy. Ivan

[timlaird]

Dude, this guy spits facts. NF and you are the only artists I listen to. You guys are the only who spit truth and live it. Praise God without him we are nothing.

[uhmeduh]

someone cried so hard they missed the like button

[meechoe]

Beautiful album Ivan thank you for making my day better

[ItIsRecoil]

Never tired of this song. Literally as great as it was when I first heard it. Maybe even getting better.

[kyminbydonie]

Unreal, this is by far the most realist song i can relate too. Thanks for the amazing music, keep it up your doin great.

[solotanky]

Almost three weeks and still on repeat, Just amazing...

[thehyperionjanitor]

This music is the only thing keeping me alive right now :(

[MatthewHarris-xv]

This is my favorite song of anyone. Every word is perfect

[RJF]

This song hit hard because I believe in god but I'm having a hard time with it because my life has gone downhill for a while and I don't know why god would let this happen

[brianthornberry]

it was either suicide or Jesus .... thank you father for finding me when I wasn't searching for you . you changed my life . Thank you

[dct]

dude, i love your musik! your voice and the lyrics are so good.
Greetings from Bavaria, Germany :D

[MerckYT]

This hurt that pain.. I feel it.. I feel it now Soo much.. I'm broken so much. Only Jesus can let us rest brother. I'm lost to brother been that way for awhile. I'm poor.. I only have love. Your words hit home brother, Write every ounce of that pain in them lines.

[summerschrom]

This is me. It made me cry bc that's exactly me. I love this Ivan thank you <3

[angelagaleana]

Thank you for this humbling song
I thank God for using you to get His word out for people like me.