Hayd - Changes (Lyrics)

Hayd - Changes (Lyrics)
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[Verse 1]
I've been going through the motions
Learning how to pretend
That everything is perfect
And I've been sinking in an ocean
Drowning but I'm silent
Yet everyone thinks I'm afloat

[Pre-Chorus]
I'm running through mazes, mazes
Maybe it's just a phase but regardless
I'm flipping the pages, pages

[Chorus]
I'm going through changes
But I swear I'm the same
Could you show me some patience
Along the way?
I'm going through changes
But I swear I'm the same
Could you show me some mercy
If I start to stray?

[Verse 2]
I've been chasing aftеr feelings
Most of which are fleeting
I still feel empty
And I've been trying hard to fit in
But how comе I'm so different
From everyone I see?
[Pre-Chorus]
I'm running through mazes, mazes
Maybe it's just a phase but regardless
I'm flipping the pages, pages

[Chorus]
I'm going through changes
But I swear I'm the same
Could you show me some patience
Along the way?
I'm going through changes
But I swear I'm the same
Could you show me some mercy
If I start to stray?

[Outro]
Trying to fight the seasons
Trying to find my meaning
Maybe there's a reason
Why I'm going through these changes

#Hayd #Changes #Mellow

[hayd]

Aw I love you guys! Come see me perform on tour next month :)

[gallium]

"That's incredible how day by day nothing changes but when you look back everything is different"
-C.S Lewis

[laeylamalira]

There are two possibilities when listening to a sad song:
1) being *happy* and feeling the *beat*
2) being *sad* and feeling the *lyrics*

[kaylas]

It’s hard knowing and feeling things others don’t.

[mp_editing]

I’ve been waiting for the whole song to come out for soooo long! I kept seeing parts on Tik tok but the whole song wasn’t released until

[jjlikesfrogs]

I'm tired of this shit called life.
I want to live, not only existing.
I just want to be happy. Just one time.
I want to hug my best friends, but they're to far away. I don't want to be tired anymore.

[laurenorourke]

i’ve been stressed and crying for two-three days straight because im stressed about school, applying for colleges, losing friends and people i love, etc. Im sick of being happy all the time. i pretend to be happy just so people don’t attack me for being sad for no reason and assuming that im being dramatic and overreacting. im hurting on the inside and not a lot of people know that right now. when the fuck does everything get better? sometimes i don’t wanna be here but i don’t wanna die either.

[herbivore]

"maybe it's just a phase but regardless I'm flipping the pages, pages" hits home. I'm a teenager and everyone thinks it's just cuz I'm a teenager, and maybe it is just a phase, but despite that JUST BECAUSE IT MIGHT BE A PHASE DOES NOT GIVE YOU ANY SORT OF RIGHT OR LIBERTY TO DISMISS ANY SORT OF PROBLEMS. it still hurts, regardless if it's a phase or not.

[super-tolt]

I love Hayd, all of his songs are perfect masterpieces. 💗

[dead]

the part where he says ' could you please show some patience, along the way?, got me crying really hard. im in my depressive episode yet no one understands how hard it is. im losing hope but ill be fine.

[summerhicks]

The biggest lesson I learned this year is to not force anything; conversations, friendship, relationships, attention, love. Anything forced is just not worth fighting for, whatever flows flows, what crashes crashes. It is what it is. And this song shows my point.

[Diana-gtrv]

Everybody changes every day, such is life! Changes are part of life. But remain the person you are, you cannot change your personality and this is good.
I love you as the person you are with all ups and downs because these are part of life. ❣️

[skieslife]

This song changes everything in the best way possible

[becho]

Dear person whoever reads this,
Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile.

Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs.


Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.

I love you and send you hugs.
You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you.


YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN.
I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE NOT BEING DRAMATIC.

You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice.

You’re beautiful inside out.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN.

I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO.


It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you.

I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go.


I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.??

I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night.

If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you.

If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits.

If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.


And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :)

All I want for you is to stay and feel alive.

Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.

I need you here with me :).

Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out.

Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up.

I am sorry you feel misunderstood.

But anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :).

Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?!

- The stranger that cares about you more than anything.

I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay.

This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it.

And in case no one told you today, I am so proud of you.


I hope you will remember my words- becho :)

Until tomorrow, my friend :)

[bribri]

Warning: This is extremely long. You don't have to stay. It's ok.

I used to think that I was just sad. I used to think that I was just acting like I had it worse than I did. Inside I died inside every day but I thought I was really fine. I was trying to drag air into my lungs, but no matter what, I couldn't get enough air to chase away the dark in the corners of my vision. This song describes me, not perfectly, but it describes what I am going through. Whenever I am in a bad mood, my mom tells me not to be mad at her because she didn't do anything. Why can't she just ask what's wrong for once? And she has called me so many awful things, and I will never forget the first time she laid her hand on me. At my friend's house, one year ago when I was twelve, she got so angry at me, she grabbed my wrist and dragged me to the door, threw me out of their house, and closed it on me. My friend came out and hugged me while her mother and mine talked. I broke down to someone after years of hiding her abuse against me from everyone. She has called me a monster, a bitch, an asshole, disappointment. Useless, stupid, slut. Abusive. SHE called ME the ABUSIVE ONE?!? How COULD she, when she rips my self image apart. She makes me want to die. And the only reason someone other than my father knows is because my hands were shaking from fear of people seeing us like how we really were. I grabbed her phone to call my father but she screamed. I mean screamed. Wordlessly, just rage at me. And I still don't know what I did. What did I do to deserve this? And recently, my best friend has been fainting. I'm still in school. She fainted when we were walking together. Alone. In the halls. My friends have been talking about weight and make up and how ugly they think they are. I'm the one who listens to all of the problems. I take in all of the pain and I always know what to say. Why does no one listen to my problems? Am I being selfish? Why can't I be normal? And I know so many people have it worse than me but I CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE! I can't do this anymore. I'm so tired of this. I just want to sleep. I don't want to deal with mom and dad and masks and friends and their problems as well as mine. I don't want to deal with fainting and fear and stress. I don't want to deal with homework or sad or all of these people dropping like flies. I can't do this. I'm so tired. What did I do to deserve this? And no matter how hurt I feel, no matter how angry, no matter how sad or alone, I can't cry. I tr so hard to cry but the tears never come. They never roll down my face. And I wait here in the dark for hours waiting for some sort of release it everything is locked up so even I can't find it. It's all lost in my mind, wrapped in leave and vines, never coming out. I wish I could cry. I wish for a lot of things, though.



If you're still here, you're an amazing person, and I thank you truly. Sorry for taking up your time. Thanks again.

[fizzlock]

I nearly cried when listening to this.



It hit too close to home.

[eve.isabellaa]

"maybe it's just a phase"
That's what my parents say, what I say in the mirror. I feel so empty. I've started to get thinner. I've always wanted to and I should be happy, but I always feel dizzy, overwhelmed. I feel ill all the time...

[sheridan]

Me and my boyfriend recently broke up because he was diagnosed with depression and really needs to focus on himself in order to get better. I'm supporting him in every way I can, and even though were just friends im still going to be there for him all the time. I'll wait, and whenever he is ready ill be ready.
Just letting all of you people out there who are going through that time in your life where your changing and need space, there are people who love you and they won't leave you because you're struggling. You are beautiful/handsome inside and out, and no matter what happens you will always have people who support you. (And if they do leave, then I guess they weren't real friends in the first place, but thats not a loss for you. Its a loss for them because they lost a real friend.)
I love you <3

[ruby]

I’m happy when I’m with people but at night when I’m alone my mind runs wild over thinking everything. I’m so f*cking tired of it. I feel I deserve nothing then I feel bad for thinking bad about myself because people have to so much worse then me. I really just want to scream and cry at 3 in the morning but I can’t. I feel numb. I pray this changes cus i don’t want to live like this

[iloveflowers]

Bawling my eyes out. Every lyric describes what I'm going through right now.