Nico Collins - I'm So Sorry

Written and produced by Nico Collins

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[underdogs.musicnc]

I'm so sorry, I love your songs so much ♥ Your voice is incredibly calming ♥

[Ash-gmnh]

"If I were in your skin, I'd choose suicide"
I'm in shock.The message of this song is very drastic but it is a situation but it is understood.
For me it is very real and I like that.

[that_dam_baka]

No TED Talk yet?

I guess it's obvious. Sounds like a letter to a bully. You can't get help, because they'll just hit you harder next time. When you cry, it only motivates them. So you go numb until it becomes safe to feel again.

Eventually, you learn that bullying was probably their coping mechanism, and you actually pity them. It's still not an excuse, but you can't be bothered to hate them for reacting that way so you wish then the best and move on.

Empathising with people can be a curse. It's worse because victims of bullying often end up forgiving them because they (the bully) was going through some stuff. They can put themselves in the other person's shoes and see how hard life must have been. At this point, the victim has probably considered suicide themselves.

They may be projecting a bit, or maybe that's as condescending as they can get, because it's hard to completely forgive someone who's made your life difficult for so long.

On the other hand, that may be the victim's sarcastic inner monologue that stems from pent-up resentment. This entire song could be a victim kicking their bully when they're down cz retaliation is fun (until you realise that you've stopped down to the other person's level.) I just watched a Nuclear Revenge video recently, so I say go for it...

It would be pretty cool if they were praying for their bully like that song (Pray for you by Jaron and the king road to love). I pray for a lot of people myself so I'm definitely projecting.

I wanna know what the AMV will look like. I can imagine “A Silent Voice” as the anime. Are there any older anime about dealing with bullies (or destroying them while laughing)?

[annoula]

Nico Collins: “Go ahead, knock me out”

Alec Benjamin: “Knock me out, kick me when i’m on the ground”

Like if this would be THE BEST COLLAB EVER THESE TWO ARE MY IDOLS

[방탄소년단-tn]

Why is this so perfect?
_How are you this Talented?!_

[blackhopesans]

I cried after i heard this song...It's beautiful, magnificent...It came from a diamond heart...The diamond heart of Nico Collins

[potatss]

Im so excited :D
Can't wait to hear this song!

[fennyli]

How is your voice so bloody good? I actually don’t understand. You deserve way more attention honestly

[evew]

*Omg YESSSS!!!* I just got my red timebomb hoodie for my birthday and i’m literally wearing it rn!! —Love you Nico— ❤️🌈

[madigirard]

As someone who has suffered multiple counts of abuse by family members, this song explains exactly my emotions. I gained strength and started to pity them. These lyrics are so real.

Nico, you are a true inspiration and you hold so much talent- especially when you’re still fairly young. Your music is super calming and so relatable. Thank you❤️

[nisreenfakhoury]

I'm so stoked!! Can't wait to hear it...!!

*After Listening.*
It's awesome! You're linguistic ability to portray your emotions is leaving me speechless...!
Truly incredible....!

[sonarann]

Nico Collins, you're the best! I don't know why you're not popular. Your songs are amazing, relatable and amusing, I love it so much! My favorites so far is this, Burning House, Alone, Set me Free (this made my heart break), Timebomb, On Accident, Honest, 10/10, Tug of War and many more 😍 I always listen to it in school, house and even computer shops and I make sure to use my speaker so everyone can hear it and appreciate it, hopefully. So far, some of my friends did! Especially those who has been through depression...like me. I hope you can make more of this relatable, amazing and amusing songs 😇
♥ ♥

[mel-vxxs]

Listening on Spotify but waiting for the lyrics so I can memorize 😅🖤

Edit:
𝐼'𝑚 𝑆𝑜 𝑆𝑜𝑟𝑟𝑦 - 𝐿𝑦𝑟𝑖𝑐𝑠

Wicked grin, evil eyes
This ain’t a place of compromise
I surrender every time
Or you’ll strike me harder otherwise
Blood,
Dripping down my lips
Skin hanging off your fingertips
Brand new day but the same old shit
So let’s just get this over with
Used to hurt at first
But the constant repetition
Dulled down all my senses
I’m the perfect victim
Call me crazy, but for you I empathize
With each and every blow, I sigh

Saying I’m so 𝓼𝓸𝓻𝓻𝔂
For how you feel inside
Even though you 𝔥𝔞𝔲𝔫𝔱 me,
I’ll make it out alive
You must live a fucking nightmare
Awake and in your dreams
Looking for someone to hold your misery
I’m so 𝓼𝓸𝓻𝓻𝔂
For how you feel inside

I’ll pray for you tonight
I’ll pray for you tonightt

Go ahead
Knock me out
Beat me down till I’m on the ground
Make me scream and cry for help,
It’ll be a good way to relieve yourself
Pain, I take in stride
You will never ever take away my pride
I get back up with my head held high
And it drives you nuts but at least you try

Used to hurt at first
Maybe I’ve just conditioned
All the while you win
I pity your position
Call me crazy, but for you I empathize
With each and every blow I sigh

Saying I’m so 𝓼𝓸𝓻𝓻𝔂
For how you feel inside
Even though you 𝔥𝔞𝔲𝔫𝔱 me,
I’ll make it out alive
You must live a fucking nightmare
Awake and in your dreams
Looking for someone to hold your misery

I’m so 𝓼𝓸𝓻𝓻𝔂
For how you feel inside
I’ll pray for you tonight
I’ll pray for you tonightt

Used to hurt at first
Maybe I’ve just been conditioned
(I’ve just been conditioned)
(I’ve just been conditionedd)

Call me crazy, but for you I empathize
If I were in your skin,
I’d choose suicide

I’m so 𝓼𝓸𝓻𝓻𝔂
For how you feel inside
Even though you 𝔥𝔞𝔲𝔫𝔱 me,
I’ll make it out alive
You must live a fucking nightmare
Awake and in your dreams
Looking for someone to hold your misery

I’m so 𝓼𝓸𝓻𝓻𝔂
For how you feel inside
I’ll pray for you tonight
Oh oh
I’ll pray for you tonightt
I’ll pray for you tonighttt
For how you feel inside
I’ll pray for you tonight 🖤

This took a lot of time to write so please like ♡

[nxxvie]

My thoughts exactly to those people who have bullied me to becoming ever so broken but nevertheless I believe that those who are hardest to love are those need it the most.

Amaizing as always nico, we love you😍😄

[evagplayz]

I actually have my Bluetooth speakers on right now I'm waiting for the song to pop out!! <3

[vojenido]

don't mind me. i just need lyrics

wicked grin, evil eyes
this ain't a place of compromise
i surrender every time
or you'll strike me harder otherwise

blood, dripping down my lips
skin hanging off your fingertips
brand new day, but the same old shit
so lets just get this over with

used to hurt at first
but the constant repetition
dulled all of my senses
i'm the perfect victim

call me crazy but for you
i empathize
with each and every blow
i sigh, saying

i'm so sorry
for how you feel inside
even though
you haunt me
i'll make it out alive

you must
live a fucking nightmare
awake and in your dreams
looking for someone
to hold your misery

i'm so sorry
for how you feel inside
i'll pray for you tonight
i'll pray for you tonight

go ahead, knock me out
beat me down till i'm on the ground
make me scream and cry for help
it'll be a good way to relieve yourself

pain, i take in stride
you will never ever take away my pride
i get back up with my head held high
and it drives you nuts but at least you try

used to hurt at first
maybe i've just been conditioned
all the while you win
i pity your position

call me crazy but for you
i empathize
with each and every blow
i sigh, saying

i'm so sorry
for how you feel inside
even though
you haunt me
i'll make it out alive

you must
live a fucking nightmare
awake and in your dreams
looking for someone
to hold your misery

i'm so sorry
for how you feel inside
i'll pray for you tonight
i'll pray for you tonight

used to hurt at first
maybe i've just been conditioned
(i've just been conditioned)
(i've just been conditioned)
call me crazy but for you
i empathize
if i was in your skin
i'd choose suicide

i'm so sorry
for how you feel inside
even though
you haunt me
i'll make it out alive

you must
live a fucking nightmare
awake and in your dreams
looking for someone
to hold your misery

i'm so sorry
for how you feel inside
i'll pray for you tonight
i'll pray for you tonight

i'll pray for you tonight
for how you feel inside
i'll pray for you tonight

[karmahunt]

Wow. I have no words on how incredible this is. Your music gets better and better. I look up to you. The lyrics are always amazing. I always love your music. Keep doing what your doing. Don't get too stressed and hope that you are always happy. You're incredible!

[rasadhardeka]

I just love the voice. His lyrics hits it.

[romiromano]

I don’t understand, how is it possible to be this talented?? Every song is better than the last one. You deserve more appreciation for those fabulous songs! LOVE YOU ❤️

[AnimalsEtc]

I felt this. This song so strongly portrays emotional and physical abuse and how, even if you understand why the abuser acts the way they do, it still hurts.