Full Time Loser - Jesse Howard (Solo)

The story behind this song .... A little Boy grows up not knowing why his father has left and not came back home, his mother tells him not to dwell on it and he has school coming up soon. The Boy grows up and ends up getting into some trouble, until he is a wanted man. The judge sentences him to 10 years in prison in which he meets his father and finally understands where his father has been his whole life and he then realizes that he has turned out just like his father. a Full time Loser......

[drunkledwaynerunkles]

This song along with the little boy and the preacher man proves that you sir were meant to tell God bless you and thank you for sharing your amazing gift.

[littlepagejason]

I grew up in a broken home with a lot of abuse. As a parent, I am still fighting my childhood trauma. I stumbled across this song yesterday and first time I hit the floor and cried out to God! Please don’t stop making music!!

[TheZealous]

absolutely hits you at the heart strings. definitely could be another #1

[jennifercook]

Jessie Howard makes me cry because he sings about the real world and tells the truth he has been through the struggles. Keep making good country music

[dianethompson]

This song broke my heart, this is exactly what my grandchildren go through. So sad that so called adult actions affect the children, there's not one thing I can do except pray for them. God help my grand babies!

[austinkeeney]

Brother you killed it on this song. You made this old man’s heart feel soft again

[Ritaksmith]

Jesse “Golden Voice” Howard has nailed it again. The emotions that he is capable of conveying is unbelievable. This song gave me goosebumps. And had me in tears. Jesse’s voice is a true gift that’s a fact of which everyone is aware. But the ability to make you FEEL the music, the lyrics, that is awe inspiring. And I know it’s not only years of practice and hard work. It’s something that can’t be taught. It can’t be learned. It’s part of your soul. It’s either there or it isn’t. Some manage to passingly fake it with the right song. But Jesse is NOT faking anything!!! I believe he feels this song as much as he makes us FEEL it. That, I believe, is part of the “IT FACTOR”!!! Which Jesse Howard has in spades! His music will live on for many generations. Watch what I’m telling you. This man is going to be a music industry legend!!! A huge Thank you to Jesse Howard and Nu Breed for all the great music! Thank you both for all the hard work! Please know, it is appreciated. So keep grinding. And I’ll keep listening to and pushing your music to everyone I can. I am a proud citizen of the Outlaw Nation. #OutlawNation #RiseUp #OutlawNationCitizen#1

[kristi]

This had me in tears, I'm a single mom of 3. My daughter is 7 and her dad and love of my life is addicted to meth, alcohol, and gambling. He sent the song to me. My heart has ripped open. This is an amazing song and a story that seems to be common. Thank you.

[ajaxwargod]

Broken heart's with broken homes is hard on our kid's growing up these day's. Thanks Bubba for writing about the struggles it needs far more awareness.

[koolmudkips]

His voice is the best in the last 25 years of country singers. Beautiful!

[bryansenecal]

These lyrics speak to alot of people. Yes very good heart wrencher. Keep the songs coming brother.

[zeustruth]

Holy crap. First time hearing this song. My old man left me and my mom when I was barely two. Due to the booze. I had my own struggles with the bottle as well. Now I have children of my own and trying to be a good father without a blue print. Thank you for this. It’s been a long time since a song has made me think like this. Keep up the good work

[davidcorder]

I relate to this song with tears in My eyes. My Dad just up and left My Mom the day I was born 56 years ago. He never was around when needed or wanted. I vagely remember him when I was a todler but when I did meet him at 19 it was not great, I went to his house for a week and out of that week I actually saw him three times. I would wake up to a 20 dollar bill layin on the coffee table and a note sayin go to 7/11 and get what you want, I will be back later at the bar if ya need me. 2 years later I ended up in trouble with the law and spent 15 years in prison. 1 year after I went to prison He passed away leaving nothing but in return I felt No Loss No Remorse. Like 2Pac said [ I Couldnt Feel For A Stranger] and that is My fault Hell Nah. I find myself thinkin a lot of My past and sometimes think I am A Full Time Loser, But I lived My life the best I could and can and with that I push to overcome the Negative with the positive and some how with the Grace of The Almighty Upstairs I find My answers. I strive for the right direction. I listen To Jesse Howard and Nu Breed Every Single Day and I strongly beleive in My Heart that You answer a lot of My prayers too. The positive that You put out in Your Music along with Yaboi Dirty and Ol Dirt Road ODR makes sence in every positive I Am Not Letting Life Control Me I Am Controling Life With Your Positive Thank You And Merry Christmas To All!!!! YEP I SAID IT MERRY

[richardmccune]

Jesse, brother you have another blockbuster on your hands. Its kinda my life struggle and story. Been home 3 years come December 22nd and its the first Christmas that my 23 year old daughter gets to celebrate Christmas together, I no longer consider my a full time lover. Awesome song! You and Joe keep doing what doing, you all have a friend to the end. From a full time loser to a full time dad, grandfather and a winner. From polk County to Putnam County Tennessee, I've come a long way.thank you for the song. Sincerely a brother to the end!

[angellheath]

I love a song that makes me FEEL the lyrics! Beautiful song jesse! Brought tears to my eyes!

[Snizake]

A song that makes you cry and sad but feel good at the same time is a masterpiece of art

[michaelpaulley]

I'm battling with addiction but this has opened my eyes to see a real reason I was brought to this world and I will OVERCOME IT AND become the (Father, Son, brother & uncle thanks you guys

[nicholassigler]

When I heard the song. I could relate that to my life and past.This hits my heart. People don’t know how much artists put in time in a song and hard work into it. Whoever sees this god bless y’all and stay safe in this world .

[ginagilbert]

This is what needs to change. We need to fix relationships, families cannot raise children properly w/only one parent. LOVE IS MISSING! Beautiful sad song, so sorry son, you deserved better!!! Be part of the change that needs to happen.

[sexijessicalilolme]

My God...great man is genuinely a great man....love his music so...it calms my soul.💜💚🧡💯🔥💯🔥🎶🎵