One hour version of I'll be here for a while

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I have made a song from Milk outside a bag of milk into a one hour cut that synced perfectly.
I don't own this music, Nikita Kryukov does and I do not claim ownership of the song. Credits go to him.
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In between every up and down in my life milk-chan is there. Every “rock-bottom” I’ve ever hit has been accompanied by a binge of this game, Ive spent countless nights sitting on my computer chair staring at the screen with milk-chan staring back, the text on the screen along with this music playing in the background resonates with my soul. I relate to her in a lot of ways, Im an outcast and a weirdo, my brain functions in a highly irregular way, it’s hard for me to relate to others, sometimes I see and hear things, sometimes my head is like a puzzle…. It goes on and on. Milk-chan makes me feel a lot less alone, but this game also makes me feel deeply depressed. I remember one night, after realizing I’ve been on a binge of drugs such as Percocet, meth, crack, Xanax, heroin, etc… I sat and played this game. That was the most empty I felt in my entire life. I only got a few cutscenes deep, and I just stared, stared into the screen, I didn’t feel anything except for milk-chan’s presence. This song is difficult, it reminds me of the worst times of my life but I also desperately need it when the loneliness caves in, how sad is it that the only person on this planet I relate to is a video game character from an obscure visual novel such as this? It doesn’t matter to me really, I’m just glad it exists.

Joandawg
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When I feel okay, I stay away from this song because it makes me feel awfully sad. But when I feel awful, this song feels like home. It's really something special.

sunsetkirby
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As somebody who is struggling with insomnia and the inability to cry, im so glad I found this game. The OCD from the first game, social anxiety, the fear of the past etc. It just feels comforting to know I'm not alone in my feelings ❤ This game made me cry, and I really needed that. I may be sick, and hell I may not have slept tonight, but at least I know I'm not alone.

StarryMeeps
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I love this game so much, the songs, Milk-chan, the story, Its beautiful.

oyuncambaz
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This is probably the most heartbreaking tune of all time, I can't help but reflect on worthlessness while listening to it. Nikita, thank you.

stopthisplanet
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At my friend’s house, we’ve been fucking around a lot, playing cards against humanity, messing around outside, throwing knives, etc. We also had pizza and went bowling, night’s fallen now so we’re going to sleep now, but tomorrow will be fun too! :D

Day 30th
February 17th, 2024

uncarbonatedcola
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I’ve decided I’m going to use this video as a sort of diary, every day I’m going to write about my day, my feelings, and everything I want to. This game has resonated with me so much and truly changed my life. So this seems like a good way to honor it I suppose. I dunno, I thought this was a neat idea :)

Day 1
January 17th 2024

uncarbonatedcola
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Really a great game wish there were more like it, makes me want to learn how to code to make a sequel or a movie

cdnurmom
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I went to a local music show today, and it was really cool! We got to see a New Wave band and a Punk band play back to back which was odd but awesome! After that we got some tacos from the food truck and then headed home.

Great day :D

Day 67th
March 24th, 2024

uncarbonatedcola
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Wonderful game, beautiful soothing ost, i wish the game was longer because now im back at reality.

unQni-
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It's 2 AM in my country I'm listening to this song while thinking about stuff, I have to wake up in like 4 hours, but I guess I just don't care anymore.

mato
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The sublime is disappointingly elusive.

ImmerseYourSoul_In_Love
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this is the version that will keep playing for a while.

spirit_jelly
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Keep going struggler, stay here for a while gathering your thoughts

HistoryDweller
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Today was brilliant!!

First day of camp was awesome! And all the songs we picked so far I love. <3

Day 52nd
March 10th, 2024

uncarbonatedcola
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I’m sick. That sucks.

I’ve been feeling like crap all day and I can’t stay home tomorrow since we have benchmark testing tomorrow.

Ideal, ideal. Other than that, nothing much to say.

Day 68th
March 25th, 2024

uncarbonatedcola
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I realised that my life is pretty boring after some conflict in a group of my friends. There were two sides of conflict. At the beginning I chose one of the sides, but after a while my opinion about situation shifted drastically and I became “neutral”. It’s alright now, nobody’s arguing, but I feel like my friends have forgotten me. Only after being forgotten I realised how I depend on them. Something that was making my life a lot happier went missing. Maybe they don’t need me anymore? Maybe when I decided not to choose between my friends, I lost all of them?
Anyways, now I feel myself completely left behind, so…

*I’ll be here for a while.*

…May I?

andrustein
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i love the way this game brought a community of people together that all interpret the game in a different way that they are able to relate to, i'm sure a lot of the experiences are the same, but there must be a variety of people that see this game in ways they can relate to right? its hard to explain but basically I feel like this game wasn't made to have a crazy story or origin, but for the player to make it up for themselves what different events and aspects of the game mean, i dont know maybe im going too in depth into a concept that could just be really simple. I personally only had 1.5 hours played but this game really made it milestones into my brain and heart like no other game or movie has before.

cloudy
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thanks. i can now dissociate from this world.

w
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This game is like a therapy for me. I feel comfortable every time I come back again. In many ways I can relate to the girl.
I have such a strong affection for this game.
Or am I just insane?

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