miss wanna die (shinitai chan) - jubyphonic (sped up & pitched)

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Lyrics:
Awake, I opened my eyes to see
A hospital, so white and clean
I was walking up to the roof, I think
Then can't recall at all a single thing

Held a hand for me, you were there
I know, but couldn't reach
The me that would fall down all the time
But stand and reach my hand to see
"Have you tried crossing over yet?"

Ah wanna die, wanna die
But don't really wanna die
You were there, you would care
Making me aware
Every scar, all the blood
More and more, they're never done
Not enough, not enough

Ah wanna die, wanna die
But don't really wanna die
If I died, you would cry
And I don't know why
Every scar, all the blood
More and more, they're never done
Not enough, not enough

When I forget you
I'm all alone without a place to go
But then played a mirror like a show
The past I used to know
A dream, 'til I see every part of me
Eyes of red following and

I wanna live, wanna live
Deep inside I've always been
Reaching out for a hand, so don't let this be the end
Mushrooms growing on my head
Still remember even then
Where you are when I'm dead

Ah wanna die, wanna die
But don't really wanna die
You were there, you would care
You know it really isn't fair
Every time I forgot
You remain inside my thoughts
Not enough, not enough
Ah wanna die, wanna die
Wanna die, but I still couldn't die
With you by my side
Behind the days I spent alone, afraid
Now you're here to stay

Lalala lalala lalala lalala
And the scars never fade
Memories that replay
Rewind yet again to the pain we felt on that day

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[nightcorebambi]

reminder for everyone watching to stay hydrated, eat something and take care of themselves! you are all loved <3

[loersson]

The warning in the beginning is iconic

[Andreazsz]

I remember those nights when i used to replay this song 😭

[Percivalnrfan]

1:02
„If I die you will cry and I don’t know why“

HITS.

[OMO]

used to listen to this as a kid💀 now i get butterflies hearing it

[-squishyskies-]

This song reminds me of that one really traumatized and emo oc we all had tbh

[gothicindia]

lyrics :>
Awake, I opened my eyes to see
A hospital, so white and clean
I was walking up to the roof, I think
Then can't recall at all a single thing
Held a hand for me, you were there
I know, but couldn't reach
The me that would fall down all the time
But stand and reach my hand to see
"Have you tried crossing over yet?"
I wanna die, wanna die
But don't really wanna die
You were there, you would care
Making me aware
Every scar, all the blood
More and more, they're never done
Not enough, not enough
I wanna die, wanna die
But don't really wanna die
If I die, you would cry
And I don't know why
Every scar, all the blood
More and more, they're never done
Not enough, not enough
When I forget you, I'm all alone without a place to go
But then played a mirror like a show, the past I used to know
A dream, 'til I see every part of me, eyes of red following and
I wanna live, wanna live
Deep inside I've always been
Reaching out for a hand, so don't let this be the end
Mushrooms growing on my head
Still remember even then
Where you are when I'm dead
I wanna die, wanna die
But don't really wanna die
You were there, you would care
You know it really isn't fair
Every time I forgot
You remain inside my thoughts
Not enough, not enough
I wanna die, wanna die
Wanna die, but I still couldn't die
With you by my side
Behind the days I spent alone, afraid
Now you're here to stay
La-la-la, la-la-la, la-la-la, la-la-la
And the scars never fade
Memories that replay
Rewind yet again to the pain we felt on that day

[myth_mayb]

This song is really beautiful, my interpretation of it is a person who doesn’t kill themselves because of their friend. The lyric “behind the days I spent alone afraid, ” is relatable to me. When I was dealing with more heavier wanting to kill myself thoughts, I was so afraid I was going to actually do it. Keep on going you’re not alone ❤

[donotdisturbads]

The iconic suicidal lifeline number be like:😍😍

[loersson]

This song brings me back to my gacha phase as a 8 year old 🤩🤩

[WiderCirclesHVHC]

"if i died you would cry and i dont know why" that shi hits hard

[Mariaaaaaaaaa]

This reminds me of Someone wanting to end themselves but really don't want to because they have loved ones ☹️.



Edit:it is a honor you gave my comments alot of likes 😘✌️

[Missellie]

Its all fun in games till you can relate to the song

[mistfulvoid]

i hate the fact that i still relate to this. its been 7 years.

[perfctly.pnk]

It's just a song, until you can relate..

[Mochii.Moshii]

Mmm...reminds me of not only my gacha phase, but also reminds me of a dear friend who has passed because of suicide.

Alsooo...

Don't forget to take care of yourself and that you're loved <33
I'll be willing to listen to anyone, and don't forget that you're loved by others, even when you don't notice that. <3

[Yumeii_Meimy]

Awake, i open my eyes to see
A hospital so white and clean
I was walking up to the roof, i think
Then can't recall at all a single thing

Held a hand for me, you were there
I know . But couldn't reach
The me that would fall down all the time
But stand. And reach my hand to see
Have you tried Crossing over yet?

I wanna die
Wanna die
But don't really wanna die
You were there, you would care
Making me aware
Every scar, all the blood
More and more they're never done
Not Enough, not enough

I wanna die, wanna die
But don't really wanna die
If i died, you would cry
And I don't know why
Every scar, all the blood
More and more they're never done
Not enough, Not enough

When, i forget you I'm all alone
Without a place to go
But then played a mirror like a show
The past i used to know
A dream, till i see every part of me
Eyes of red following

I wanna live. Wanna live
Deep inside I've always been.
Reacing out for a hand
So don't let this be the end
Mushrooms growing on my head
Still remember even then
Where you are when I'm dead.

I wanna die, wanna die...
But don't really wanna die
You were there, you would care
You know it really isn't fair
Everytime i forgot
You remain inside my thoughts
Not Enough, Not Enough.

I wanna die, wanna die, wanna die
But i still couldn't die with you by my side
Behind the days, i spent, afraid
Now you're here, TO STAY...

Lala lala lala lala
And the scars never fade
Memories that replay
Rewind yet again to the pain we felt on that day.

[fairymokaxoxo]

the fact that i relate is painful. tbh this song feels comforting bc i feel like the singer is trying to tell everyone that they’re not alone

[animekid_]

this song, the older i get, the sm more relatable it feels.

[sou]

This bring back traumatizing memories lmao