ellis - fall apart (official video)

"fall apart" from ellis's debut album 'born again' (out now)

director: habon jibril
producer: alex pinto
first assistant director: eric houstoun
production designer: claudia dall'orso
director of photography: morgana mckenzie
1st assistant camera: caitlin bevington
camera p.a.: stephanie blaquera
costume designer: chelsea graham
assistant costume designer: margaux daly
hair/make up: yosi mora
gaffer: doug cunningham
editor: anna catley
colourist: morgana mckenzie
playback operator: rob taylor
performers:
linnea siggelkow
rob taylor

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lyrics:
secrets whispered in my ear
all the words i’ve been dying to hear from you
listening to my favourite songs
under the covers we hum along

lean it, but don’t look too close
there are things i don’t want you to know
and please
don’t watch me
unravelling

but now you see me on my bad days
falling back into my old ways
spinning in circles in a black haze
i didn’t mean to fall apart
i didn’t mean to fall apart

fly high, then sink so deep
these feelings bring out the worst in me
thought i had it under control
but when it happens it swallows me whole

get out! but don’t walk away
when you see what a mess i have made
and you
you’re watching me
unravelling

and now you see me on my bad days
falling back into my old ways
spinning in circles in a black haze
i didn’t mean to fall apart
i didn’t mean to
on my worst days
falling back into my old ways
spinning in circles on the drive way
i didn’t mean to fall apart
i didn’t mean to fall

[ceejayanthiriumjamaica]

I'm supposed to be looking for action movies on netflix during my quarantine, but instead here I am with Ellis. So beautiful...

[femto___]

There’s so much nostalgic feelings about this song.
It’s so beautiful.

[SinThya]

Found Ellis when I was high and she is such a beautiful musician I would love to collab with her one day.

[GERARDSAKER]

Ellis, you are the lovely mix of beauty and art.
I fly high, then I sink so deep into your voice. Thanks a lot.

[skmd]

her and this song is so underrated omfg. edit: i have a feeling this song might go on to tiktok and become viral soon :)

[Agatalana]

Sounds so nice ❤👍
Привет из Владивостока 👋

[alyxsson]

this is majestic, thanks for being you. greetings from brazil 🇧🇷.

[frankcasale]

beautiful music like this will help us get through this time

[DIEGOREVOLVER]

I was searching for new music and artists to listen to. I came across this and wow. No words. Totally worth the time spend on trying to find new stuff.
Ellis, if you read this I hope we can work sometime in the future because you're awesome.
Cheers from Mexico.

[C.cerda]

This is so heartfelt, I love it, I listen to this at least once a day. Soooo beautiful

[albertyin]

I was listening a podcast from npr on “all songs considered” and this song immediately caught my attention.

Love the arrangement of the song and your voice.

[williamhanneken]

I just heard some cannon an I remembered you from when I first heard this. Solid 🔥

[kimzimim]

just noticed this was uploaded on my birthday :, ) listening to this song recently to express my feelings through other people's beautiful art, thank so much for sharing with us ellis

[MrBlageur]

1:04 “And you can fit me inside the pocket of your ripped jeans, holding me closer to the phone” - Chorus is literally photograph by Ed sheeran (taken from Matt Cardle originally)

[싹트는달]

I'm in love with this song!♥ from Korea

[WhatIsACountry]

You deserve more listens and you better believe I tell everyone to listen to this song ever since it struck me

[coldtoothpaste]

It's so awesome to see something that resonates with me come from somewhere so close to home! Much love from Windsor!

[ЮлияИванова-ят]

когда ты станешь популярной, я буду всем говорить, что слушала тебя с самого начала

[eugeniaclara_]

heard it from Spotify Discover Weekly, Hi Ellis! Love this song so much <3