its 1am and i still miss you

Sleep/Ambient Mix
Chill & Calm
🎧 Lofi/Chill Beats 🎧

Tracklist:
0:00 ~flynn - Tesilian

2:10 spencer hunt - it gets easier.

3:12 temmo - West Wind

5:04 cures - stars on top of sugar pills

6:39 H.1 - Beginning

9:27 aarigod - Nostalgic Waves

11:51 Wizard Death - Lillies

14:23 Sebastian Kamae - Wayside

16:29 boone - everything changed when i found you

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[lechebot]

*The worst thing about goodbyes is not the goodbye itself, but the flashes of memories that come afterwards.*

[neffy.]

*“Nothing makes a room feel emptier than wanting someone in it.”*

[ninjastellar]

"It's sad how the people who gave us the best memories, became a memory." god I miss you, so much.

[Soft_Ghost]

I have been busy all day with work.
I was making jokes and laughing with friends.
I went to gym, to sweat and feel good about myself.
I had fun playing game.

Now it's 1 am.
Slowly the feeling hits. The smile is turned off.
All day was just a distraction to keep this feeling away.
Now I run out of things to do, I have no escape.
I hate this feeling.

[jaypeedelarosa]

Who ever reading this.hope that youll be okay.

[thegamingkingwolfking]

Have you ever missed someone so much that even the thought of them made you burst into tears?

[phrog]

I love how I can just scroll down to the comments and without even anyone asking I see these people typing their love life story and how it went right or wrong. I just love how tight we are as a community, it’s nice not to feel alone :)

[rileyk]

It's funny how I know no one in these comments yet still feel the most connected to you all, have a nice night.

[Yaboiigabe]

*The worst part about love is loving someone you can’t have...*

[subub]

tears are the pain leaving your body. go on, cry until you can't. in the end, rain is necessary for the crops to grow, and the prettiest flowers to bloom.
so cry.
cry until you can't. pain lasts, but only if you let it. - me, at 1:18 am

[WingsZX]

You know that it's been a long day when you start crying before the music starts.

[ditnvqb]

love takes over logic.

still missing you at 3:28 am
with a starving stomach
tired eyes
and a broken heart

[iprxphesyi]

I fell in love with this girl named Paige. I gave her all I had and more. Then something happened. I noticed her starting to lose interest and before I knew it; everything we had was gone. It was only a short while we had been talking, she actually is the one that reached out to me. Though I will say, I have never felt so strongly of a girl in my entire life. I was ready to do anything for this girl. I really did love her and I still do actually; but I now know some things aren’t meant to last. It’s not how it was meant to be. The time I had with her I will cherish for a very very long time. Even though the time we had together was brief, I genuinely enjoyed it. At the moment I don’t know how to express my emotions for what just happened. I don’t know whether I should be happy, I don’t know if I should be sad and I don’t know if I should be angry. It just hurts. I gave so much love to this one person. It’s almost like I blocked out everything else in my life that mattered. I feel as if I my heart and my emotions got played with. Update: we are now talking again! True love will always find its way back 😁🥰

[Javibuk]

I've been reading the comments and I've seen lots of sad things. For the person who is reading this, I hope you have a lot of luck in your life and that everything goes well. And if things are going wrong, be calm, bad vibes will eventually leave, you always have to try to raise your head and continue with life. Sometimes love is bullshit, be strong.

[andrewhuff]

I’ve never felt more connected with a comment section before. We’re in this together kings.

[llfuzzll]

Go to sleep king. She’s not thinking about you. Sleep well. 🖤

[jhdtfeh]

not listened to it yet but the title gave me chills, ily

[marksharovsky]

For me it`s 2 pm and I am at work now.
The same loneliness approaches me as if it is 2 am not and I am standing on a balcony. What a power of music!


Cheers, sad brothers and sisters, I love each and every one of you.
Wish you to have a wonderful day, and a wonderful life.

[infinitevincent]

Watching this at 1:15 but who cares. My story is below

I’m a senior in our high school and I’m best friends with one of the most popular kids in our school. That’s how I got to know tons of people, but I wasn’t like him. He was a star athlete in track and soccer, while I played soccer I was nowhere NEAR as good as him. He had feelings for this one girl that I was always knew existed but never talked to. She didn’t like him like he did her. They were best friends for over 5 years but as the junior year came around they faded. That’s when we slowly started to become friends and for some reason our bond was extremely special. We talked all the time, hugged, and did things best friends would do. When prom time came around she was dying to go to prom with me and I was getting pumped to ask her. My best friend one day came up to me and asked me if it would be a good idea to ask her to prom. My heart immediately sank and I decided to tell him yes. I helped him design the sign and ask her. When she eventually said yes we went inside while he talked to her father and mom about setting everything up. While that was going on she came up to me and whispered that she would’ve rather gone to prom with me. I knew I missed my shot. Later in the summer we went camping. Me and my best friend. Along with her and another one of her friends. We had the best week together. On the last night we snuck out to a dock and sat there together with our feet hanging over the edge and talked about everything. I had feelings for her but I couldn’t bring myself to tell her. Months later I got nominated for our schools homecoming king and so did her. She came to visit all of our soccer games. On what will probably go down as one of the worst days of my life. I was expelled from school one day before we would find out who won homecoming king. I became the first kid in our schools history that would’ve won but got removed; as well as the first kid to get kicked off the royalty court. As soon as I was expelled everyone stopped talking to me and our relationship grew distant. I told her that it would be best if we weren’t friends anymore because I didn’t want to hurt her. But she told me to go to her house and say it to her face. When I was there I couldn’t bring myself to do it, we cuddled downstairs and watched the Sunday night football game as she fell asleep on my shoulder. When she woke up she looked me in the eyes and asked if I remembered the camping trip. She told me the night we went out on the dock she wanted to confess feelings for me but she couldn’t bring herself to do it. I told her that I liked her then and we both knew we missed our opportunities. She didn’t see me that way anymore sadly. We barely talk anymore and it hurts. Two weeks from then I’m writing this. I want what we had and her back. Abby I miss you.

[limoncenzo]

I met her only a few months ago. It wasn't quite love at first sight but as we spent time together we got really close and shared so many good moments. We had a connection, a mutual feeling. Eventually this feeling grew and I started liking her. Then loving her. I just could tell she felt the exact same thing, it was a love story straight from the movies. I have never felt that in my (short) life. But she has a boyfriend that she also loves a lot, and while she definitely thought of leaving him at times, I don't think that she will now. She's distant when I'm close and she comes back when I'm trying to move on. I cherish the memories we have together, but I wonder if it wouldn't have been easier if she just wasn't interested. It seems we can't be together, but we're sad when we're apart. It just feels like such a waste, to meet someone that is so special to you, to be special for that person, to feel that magic when you kiss and cuddle and yet having to move on nonetheless. There is so much more to say, but I'm not even sure anyone will read this. Just felt good to type that out. Peace